Ties That Bind
By
DebbieB
The
sky had grown dark and gray and in the distance one could hear the deep
rumbling of thunder. It looked and
sounded as if a storm was brewing, both outside and in. Within the barn, a fight was taking place,
brother against brother. One brother,
furious at what he believed to have happened and the other brother bewildered
as to why his oldest brother was taking his obvious anger out on him. Fists were flying; blood had spewed from the
younger man’s mouth and nose where his older brother had repeatedly hit
him. One last solid punch to his mid-section, sent Joe Cartwright catapulting across the barn and
sprawling onto the hard earthen floor.
“GET
UP!” The angry shout echoed in the
hollow barn.
Joe
could barely move his battered body as he withered in pain, his body coiled up
into a tight knot.
“I
SAID, GET UP!”
Joe
shook his head, refusing to obey the heated command. “No…” he moaned, grasping his stomach.
He
turned slightly and glanced over his left shoulder, up at his older brother,
moisture forming in his hazel eyes. He
was stunned when he felt his body jerked from the ground and into the air as
Adam forced him into a standing position.
Dazed, Joe never saw the balled up fist that connected with his jaw and
sent him tumbling backwards, across the sawhorse, landing with a thud against
the back wall of the nearest stall. The
jolt had knocked the young man unconscious.
Adam
stood, swaying slightly from the exertion of the fight until he finally
steadied himself and then, dusting off his hands,
retreated from the barn leaving his youngest brother laying in the dirt.
Adam
walked into the night air, brushing the dust from his trousers and then wiping
his mouth with the sleeve of his shirt.
He stopped and stared at his father and middle brother as they came
rushing from the house, worry etched onto his father’s rugged face.
When
the pair came near, Adam turned without a word to either and climbed into the
buggy where Jessica waited, her gown torn and soiled, her eyes brimming with
tears.
“You’ll
find him in the barn. I’m leaving, and I
won’t be back!” snarled Adam as he grabbed the reins and slapped them against
the horse’s rump.
Ben,
his eyes wide, shouted out. “ADAM,
WAIT!”
He
stood in shocked bewilderment at the retreating back of his oldest son so
unable to comprehend how an evening that had started out so perfect had ended
in such chaos. The small group of guests, having heard the ruckus and the
shouting, gathered behind him in the yard standing in silent awe as they
watched the scene before them being played out.
“PA!”
Hoss’
shout awakened Ben from his stupor and he turned in Hoss’ direction. His son was running toward the barn and Ben
followed with his eyes. Joe stumbled
from the dark interior, grasping the door as his legs gave way and falling
downward, to his knees still clinging to the doorframe in an attempt to break
his fall. Slowly he lost his grip and
slumped to the ground, moaning softly.
“Hey,
Punkin,” Hoss said as he slipped his massive arms around the sagging boy and
hoisted him up, into his arms.
Joe
cried out in pain. “Ad…am…”
“Take
it easy, now,” Hoss muttered.
“JOE!”
his father cried, seeing the damage to the boy’s face.
Ben
glanced up at Hoss and noted the scowl that had formed on the big man’s face.
“Ya
jist wait ‘til I get my hands on Adam,” snarled Hoss through gritted teeth.
“Hush…not
now, son,” commanded Ben, helping Hoss to the house with his precious cargo.
Ben
turned to his guest, unsure what to say, when Roy Coffee spoke up. “Looks like the party’s over folks, ya best
git ya things and sayin’ ya good-byes.”
As
Ben quickly opened the door and allowed Hoss to carry Joe inside, he nodded his
thanks to his friend.
“Take
him to his room,” Ben instructed. “HOP
SING! I NEED WARM WATER AND TOWELS, AND
BRING THE MEDICAL SUPPLIES,” shouted Ben, following behind Hoss as he climbed
the steps.
Hoss
carefully placed his brother down on the bed, and immediately stepped back,
allowing Ben to inch his way closer to the wounded boy. Ben knelt down shocked at the bruises that
had already transformed the handsome face into a mass of black and blue.
“Ad…am…” sobbed Joe. With
his left hand Joe reached out, clutching his father’s larger hand when Ben took
hold of his smaller one.
“Shh…son,
please…everything’s going to be all right,” Ben said, swallowing the thickness
in his throat.
“Pa…I
don’t…understand…why…why…why, Pa?” Joe muttered softly as a lone tear rolled
from the corner of his eye.
“I
don’t know, son…I don’t know,” Ben answered, looking up at Hoss who was leaning
over the top of his shoulders in order to see and hear what it was that Joe was
trying to tell them.
Joe’s
emerald eyes sought his father’s face.
His chin quivered and Ben could feel the trembling in the boy’s hands as
they each tried to make heads and tails out of Adam’s reasons for taking his
anger out on his younger brother.
Ben’s
breath was coming in large gulps. The
thoughts of what had just happened, Adam’s motives, Joe’s battering, had left
him with a terrible dreadful feeling in his gut. Somehow, the young woman Jessica was
involved, of that Ben was sure, but as to how and why, the worried father had
no idea.
“Here
is water and medicine,” nodded Hop Sing as he placed the pitcher and basin on
the table next to the bed. The faithful
servant stopped and gazed down at the injured boy. He shook his head in distaste and then turned
to his boss.
“Number
one son…Mis’ta Adam, wrong for hurting brother!”
Hop
Sing turned and stomped from the room before giving Ben time to question him
about whether or not he knew what had transpired.
Ben
began to tend to Joe’s wounds. He wiped
away the dried blood from the boy’s nose and around his mouth where the upper
lip had split and begun to swell. Carefully he dabbed at the long narrow
scratch that ran sideways down Joe’s right cheek.
Joe
tried not to cry out, but the uncomfortable feeling that stung his face
prevented him from doing so.
“I’m
sorry son, I know it hurts,” Ben said as he tended to the cut over Joe’s left
eye.
Joe
said nothing, but closed his eyes. He
was fighting back the despair that kept trying to force more tears into his eyes. We was confused, and hurt by what his brother
had done to him, and deep within his heart, he harbored a smidgen of hate for
his older brother who had used him so callously and with no concern for the
injuries he inflicted.
“Joe,
let’s get you out of these clothes, son.
Hoss come over here and help me get his boots and pants off,” Ben
ordered as he freed Joe from his soiled shirt.
He stood to his feet, glancing down at Joe who had opened his eyes and
was studying his father’s face.
Ben
could see the sad expression in the eyes and the tears that threatened to spill
forth. Slowly, he sat back down on the
edge of the bed and tenderly brushed back a strand of wayward curls.
“Son…can
you tell me what this was all about?” he asked.
Ben saw Joe swallow and noticed one lone tear that ran down the side of
the battered face.
Joe opened his mouth to speak, but a sob drowned out his words, and Joe closed his eyes, turning his head to the side in an attempt to hide his distress from his family.
“Oh,
Joe…” Ben said, as he carefully turned Joe’s head around so that he could see
the boy’s face. “Please, don’t.”
“Why
Pa…why did he do…this to…me?” sobbed Joe.
Joe looked straight into his father’s eyes with a sadness that Ben had
never seen there before. “I didn’t do
anything…honest, Pa…honest,” cried Joe.
“I don’t understand…why…and why did he…leave?”
“I
don’t know…”
“But
what did I…do?” Joe tossed his head,
giving in to his despair and allowed himself a moment to vent his anger and
hurt feelings at his brother for what Adam had done to him. “I don’t understand,” he mumbled at last as
he fell silent.
Ben
took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
Joe had turned his head away and was staring out the window. Ben glanced at Hoss and saw that even his
largest son was having trouble understanding what had possessed Adam to fight
with Joe.
“I’m
goin’ to town, Pa,” Hoss said softly, not wanting Joe to hear him. “I’ll see if the doc is back from that call
and if so, I’ll have’em come out to have a look at Joe, and then…”
“I
don’t need a doctor,” Joe said as he turned toward Hoss. “I’m fine…just sore,” he muttered.
Ben
pinched his lips together and then cast wary eyes from Hoss to Joe. “Regardless, son, I think Paul should have a
look at those ribs, you may have cracked a couple, and your shoulder needs
looking after as well and that cut over your eye might need stitching…”
He
looked again at Hoss and nodded his head toward the door, a signal that Hoss
understood and he slipped silently out of the room.
“I
said, I don’t want a doctor, I’ll be fine,” growled Joe, all the while trying
to mask the pain that showed on his face.
Joe
glared at his father’s back. When Ben
spun around, taken back by Joe’s tone, Joe lowered his eyes, unable to meet his
father’s dark ones. Joe turned again
toward the window, refusing to look in his father’s direction.
“Joseph,”
Ben said softly as he placed himself in the chair next to the bed.
Joe
still refused to look his way.
“Joseph,
please look at me when I speak to you.”
Ben waited and a moment later, Joe did as asked. His eyes had threatened to fill with tears
once more and Ben noted the way in which the boy’s chin had begun to quiver.
“I’m…sorry
Pa,” Joe said in a wee voice. He quickly
wiped the moisture dry with his hands and turned his head.
Ben
moved to the edge of the bed, willing himself not to let Joe see the deep
embedded anger and confusion he was feeling.
“Tell
me what happened when Adam came out to the barn, and you were alone with him
inside.”
Joe
moved slightly, winced, and then turned to look at his father. “I can’t seem to think straight, but I was
…doing something, I can’t remember what it was, when all of a sudden, Adam was
standing behind me. I turned around,
said hi to him and the next thing I knew I was knocked across the barn. Before
I could say anything at all, he pulled me up from the ground and hit me
again. I stumbled around and when I
turned back to face him, he clobbered me again.
By that time, I was mad and I tried to ask him why he was hitting
me. But I never got the chance, he
pounded me half a dozen more times and then the last time he hit me…I must have
blacked out, because when I opened my eyes, he was gone. I managed to get to the door just in time to
hear him yell at you that he was leaving and never…never…”
Joe had to stop in order to control the deep rooted uncertainty that was
surfacing. “He said he…was never
coming…back.”
Ben
could take no more; his son’s confusion was breaking his heart. Gently he pulled Joe up into a sitting
position and pulled the boy into his arms and held him against his breast for
several long minutes. The fingers of one hand entwined themselves amid the
locks of chestnut curls while the other hand cupped the boy’s head gently
against his chest.
Hoss
had stopped by Doc Martin’s office and asked that he ride out to the ranch and
have a look at Joe. The doctor had been
called away on an emergency earlier and had not been able to attend the party
that Ben gave earlier that evening and so the good physician had been unaware
of the fight that had taken place between the two brothers.
Now
Hoss pulled Chubb to a halt in front of the boarding house. He sat for several long moments before
dismounting, trying to search his mind for the words that he would say to his
older brother. Hoss was still angry,
still confused and hurt by what Adam had done to Joe, and Hoss was hard put to
keep that anger at bay. Sighing deeply
and setting his jaw firm, Hoss climbed down from Chubb’s back and stepped up
onto the porch. At that moment, the
front door opened and Hoss found himself standing face to face with his older
brother. Neither said a word as they
stood staring at one another.
Adam’s
eyes were dark, Hoss’ jaw twitched and being unable to control himself any longer, Hoss grabbed the front of Adam’s shirt
and pulled his brother from the doorway, swung him around and delivered a hard
punch to Adam’s jaw.
Adam’s
head snapped back, he staggered backwards until he stumbled over his own feet
and fell to the ground. Quickly he
jumped up and spun around, facing his middle brother.
“Hoss…”
began Adam, but stopped short of finishing his sentence when Hoss’ large,
massive fist hit him again.
Once
more Adam’s body was whipped around coming full circle only to have his jaw
struck once more. This time when Adam
hit the dirt, he remained where he was.
He turned and looked up at his brother, a dark glare glowing in his
eyes. Adam rubbed gently at the place on
his face that was quickly bruising.
“That’s
for what ya did to our little brother,” growled Hoss.
He
surprised Adam by stretching out his arm and offering his hand to his
brother. For a long minute, Adam stared
at Hoss’ hand, not sure what his brother was meaning.
“Let
me help ya up,” offered Hoss, his voice softening some.
Adam
accepted the outstretched hand and allowed his brother to pull him to his
feet. Hoss refused to relinquish the
hand he held even though Adam tried to pull free.
“Now
tell me what in tarnation possessed ya to lay into Joe like ya dun!” demanded
Hoss.
“Hoss…it’s
none of your business,” stated Adam with finality.
Hoss’
eyes darkened and he glared at his brother.
“Oh yes it is. When ya start
beatin’ the boy fur no good reason…nearly killin’ the kid…that makes it my
business!”
“I
had good reason…but…”
“Tell
me, I wanna know!” Hoss tightened his
grip on Adam’s hand, making Adam wince softly from the pain.
“All
right, I’ll tell you, but you aren’t going to like it,” grumbled Adam who
managed to slip his hand free when he felt Hoss lessen his grip.
“Come
on, let’s go over to the saloon and have a beer…I’ll fill you in on what’s
going on,” Adam explained, rubbing his hand which Hoss had squeezed.
“Adam,”
Hoss said in a thick voice, “ya better have a darn good reason for doin’ what
ya did…ya plum near kilt Little Joe.”
“He
has a couple of cracked ribs, and his shoulder is pretty badly bruised Ben, but
other than that, he should be up and about in a few days. Just keep him still and in the bed until the
end of the week and after that, there isn’t any reason why he can’t get up and
join you downstairs. No heavy lifting
and certainly no working…I’ll be back out sometime next week to check on him,”
Paul explained.
Paul
patted Ben’s shoulder as a gesture of comfort.
“I hated to see this happen Ben, Adam and Joe fighting against one
another…it’s sad. I asked him why his
brother did what he did, but he wouldn’t answer me, just laid there staring out
the window.”
“I don’t
think Joe knows the reason why…and I’m worried more about his mental condition
than the injuries. He’s been hurt
emotionally by what happened, more so than from the beating he took,” Ben said
sadly. “I wish I knew what started it,”
Ben mumbled more to himself than to the doctor.
“You
haven’t asked Adam?”
“No,
he left here in such a rush earlier, he didn’t give
anyone time to ask anything. I think
Hoss was going to go find him after he stopped by to see if you were
back.” Ben turned and stared at the fire
blazing in the fireplace. He glanced up,
looking back at the doctor. “I certainly
hope the two of them don’t get into a brawl in town. Hoss was pretty angry at Adam when he left
here.”
“I
saw him going over to the boarding house as I was leaving. Isn’t that where Miss Bryson is staying?”
Paul asked.
“Yes.” Ben paused and took a deep breath. “Adam and she was
going to make an announcement this evening…that was why we were having a
party.”
“Oh,
I see…and before Adam could say anything, something happened?”
“Yes…but
I don’t know what. I questioned Joe, but
all he told me was that he didn’t do anything and that he didn’t understand why
Adam turned on him as he had,” explained Ben.
He
moved to pour himself and the doctor a brandy.
“Brandy?”
“Yes,
thank you,” Paul said, taking the tiny goblet from Ben’s hands.
“Miss
Bryson had something to do with what happened, I’m almost positive,” Ben said
after swallowing a sip of brandy.
“Oh?”
“I
knew she had gone outside just before Adam got ready to make the
announcement. I saw Adam looking for
her, so naturally I told him she’d gone out, probably for a breath of fresh
air. I had no idea that Joe was even
home yet, or in the barn for that matter.
I had sent the boy to
“I
waited a few minutes to give Adam time to find Jessica and then someone was
rushing inside saying that there was a fight going on in the barn. When I rushed outside, Miss Bryson was
sitting alone in the buggy and Adam was coming from the barn. He was mad and dirty but before I could ask
him what was going on, he jumped into the buggy with the young lady and yelled
that he was leaving and never coming back.
Naturally, I was stunned. I had
no idea, until I saw the boy, that it had been Adam and Joe fighting.”
Ben’s
voice sounded full of sadness as he explained to his friend what had
transpired. He downed his brandy in one
swig and then poured himself another. As
he turned it up, he noticed the doctor watching him.
“Those
two will be the death of me yet, Paul.
Hoss…now he’s never caused me a night’s sleep, but Adam and Joe…they’re
another story altogether!” Ben turned the
goblet up and took a sip of his drink.
“Ya
cain’t be serious, Adam…there ain’t no way Little Joe dun what ya just said!”
Hoss exclaimed. “The boy ain’t like
that, atall!”
Adam
set his mug of beer down on the table with a thud. “I didn’t think you’d believe me,” he
snapped, starting to rise.
Hoss
reached across the table, grabbing Adam’s arm and preventing him from
rising.
“Sit
down,” ordered Hoss. “I didn’t say I
didn’t believe ya…I jist said I didn’t believe Joe would do what ya jist
said. He’s jist a kid Adam,
he wouldn’t treat a lady like…like what Miss Jessica said he dun did. Why Joe’s…plum backward when it comes to
knowing about such things…why, he…he wouldn’t even know what to do…I don’t
reckon.”
Adam
had lowered himself back into his chair.
“Are you trying to say that Jessica lied about what happened to
her?” His eyes had grown dark and Hoss
could see his brother’s jaw line tightening.
“No…I’m
jist sayin’ I don’t believe Joe dun it.”
“Then
why’d she accuse Joe? And, if what you think
is true, then who attacked her, and why?” questioned Adam.
He
hadn’t really had time to think about what he had been told. He was in love with the beautiful Jessica
Bryson and tonight had been the night that they were to announce to their
family and friends that they were to be married. Adam had ventured out into the yard, only to
find his future wife lying in a heap on the ground. Jessica was sobbing, her dress was soiled and
torn, her hair had fallen free from the pins that held it in place and her face
had been dirtied and tearstained. When
he had dropped to his knees and reached out for her, Jessica had recoiled,
screaming that his brother had tried to take advantage of her and had ripped
her clothing. Instantly anger had filled his soul and dulled his sense of
reasoning and once he had Jessica safely seated in her buggy he had stormed
into the barn to confront his youngest brother.
Joe
had been wiping at, what Adam deemed to be a scratch on his face and when Joe
turned around and smiled at his brother as if nothing had happened, Adam had
lost what reserve he contained and took a swing at the boy. The fact that Joe never once offered to hit
him back had not entered Adam’s head, until now as he sat sipping a beer and
discussing the incident with Hoss.
Hoss
saw Adam swallow hard and noticed how the hard lines began to soften. As Adam turned his way, Hoss noted the
doubtful look that entered the troubled eyes.
It was several long moments before either of them spoke. Slowly, Adam rose to his feet, pausing as he
downed the last few droplets of his beer.
“I
suppose I’d better go have a word with Jessica…I’ve just realized Hoss, thanks
to you, that I might have made a very serious mistake.”
Without
another word, Adam turned and walked from the saloon.
It
was well passed mid-night by the time that Hoss returned home. He wasn’t surprised to find his father
standing at the foot of the stairs, still dressed, waiting
for him. Ben waited until Hoss had
removed his gun and holster and hung his hat on the peg behind the door before
he spoke.
Hoss
walked slowly toward his father, seeing the expectant look in the tired,
worried eyes.
“Well?”
“Adam’s
stayin’ at the hotel,
Hoss
stood eye level to his father, his fingers crammed into the front pockets of
his trousers and he held the same worried expression in his blue eyes as his
father had in his brown ones.
“How’s
Joe?”
“Resting…though not too well. He’s plenty
sore, and he keeps crying out for his brother, though why I’m not sure,” Ben
said with a slight grumble. “Come over
here and sit down Hoss, I want to know what Adam said about all of this.”
Ben
pointed to the blue chair at the foot of the steps and waited until Hoss had
sat down before he took a seat on the wide boarded table, facing his son.
“What’s
Adam to say for himself?” Ben questioned.
Hoss
gulped and eyed his father carefully.
“Well, Pa…it’s like this…”
“That’s
ludicrous!” stormed Ben, jumping to his feet. “There is absolutely no way that I believe
that!” he thundered.
“That’s
jist what I told
Ben
spun around, his hands on his hips. “And
just what did your brother have to say about that…accused you of not believing
him, right?”
“Umm…yessir,”
stammered Hoss. “I jist told’em I didn’t
think Joe was capable of doin’ that to no lady.
Adam said Miss Bryson told’em it twas Joe what attacked her and ripped
her clothes and tried to…to…well, ya know.
And I asked Adam how’s come Joe didn’t fight’em back when he started to
punch the boy. That’s when ole Adam dun
remembered that Joe never took a swing at’em.”
“Joe
didn’t fight back because he didn’t know what the fight was about. At least, that’s what Joe told me,” Ben
explained.
He settled
himself back down on the table, facing Hoss.
“What
do you think happened, Hoss?”
“I
cain’t right say for sure, Pa…but to my thinkin’, I think that woman lied about
Joe. I don’t think my little brother did
what she said. I ain’t got no notion who’d a dun it, but it sure tweren’t Little Joe,”
Hoss said.
“Why
would she lie about something like that?” Ben pondered aloud.
“Don’t
rightly know. I do know that Adam
believed her, for whatever reason. He
did say that when he went into the barn, Joe was wiping blood from his face and
there was scratch on the boy’s cheek…could have been from where Miss Jessica
scratched him…if’n he was the one who attacked her.”
Hoss
ran his fingers through his hair. “Adam
said he was goin’ to talk to the lady, and find out the truth. He’s thinkin’ he’s dun made a big mistake,
Ben’s
head jerked up and Hoss could see the anger returning to his father’s
eyes. “Oh, he’s made a mistake all
right, you just wait until I get my hands on that young man, why I’ll….”
“Pa?”
The
muted cry caused both father and son to turn their attention to the top of the
stairs. Joe, dressed only in his
nightshirt, clung tightly to the stair railing.
“Adam?”
he muttered.
“Joseph,”
Ben called as he quickly ran up the stairs.
The
concerned father gently gathered the teetering young man in his arms and turned
him around, guiding him carefully back up the stairs to his room.
“You
shouldn’t be out of bed, son,” Ben gently scolded.
“Why…Pa…Adam,
I want…Adam. I need…to…explain…” Joe whined.
“Not
now, young man, you’re going back to bed.
Hoss, give me a hand,” Ben called over his
shoulder.
They
managed to get Joe back into his bed and covered up. Ben sat down on the edge of the bed and
smiled softly at his son.
“Please
son, try to rest. We’ll talk all about
this in the morning,” Ben said.
“Put
Pa,” Joe cried weakly, “I have to ask him…why…I don’t understand.” Tears threatened to fill the hazel eyes, but
Joe refused to allow himself to cry.
“I
don’t understand either, son. But I
promise you…we’ll work it out. Now close
your eyes and try to get some rest.” Ben
stood to his feet and arranged the blankets until he was satisfied that his son
was comfortable. “I’ll stay right here
until you fall to sleep.” With that, Ben
leaned down and placed a kiss to Joe’s brow.
“I
want to know why you lied!” shouted Adam as he grabbed Jessica’s arm and spun
her around so that she faced him.
“I
didn’t lie, Adam, honest!” she stammered.
“I
don’t believe you.”
“Then
don’t, that’s your privilege, but it’s the truth. Your brother grabbed me and pulled me into
the barn. When he tried to kiss me, I
fought with him. You saw the scratch on
his face. And then, when he wouldn’t let
me go and I tried to scream for help, he hit me with his fists. When I fell down, he pounced on me, ripping
my dress!”
Jessica
pulled free of Adam’s grasp, turned her back to him and covered her face with
both hands and began to cry. “He tried
to…to…rape me!”
“Rape? Dear God, Jessie…do you realize
what you’re saying? My kid brother could
go to prison for the rest of his life for doing what you’re insinuating!”
groaned Adam.
Adam
placed both hands on the young woman’s shoulders and turned her around. He removed her hands from her face and tilted
her chin upward.
“Jessie…are
you absolutely sure, that’s the way it happened?” Adam said, trying to swallow
the fear that was quickly rising from deep within the back of his throat.
Jessie’s
blue eyes opened wide and she instantly pulled back from him.
“You
don’t believe me!” she shouted at him.
Adam
was at a loss for words, he wanted to believe her, but not of Joe. Though he had jumped to conclusions first
without confronting his brother, he did have second thoughts as to whether or
not Joe had attacked Jessie, but he’d never, in a thousand years, believe that
Joe would be capable of raping a woman.
“I
didn’t say I didn’t believe you, Jessie, I’m only questioning you as to whether
or not you're sure of what Joe was trying to do to…”
“Of
course I’m sure, you fool!” she screamed in anger.
Adam
drew back as if he’d been struck.
Jessie
spun around on her heels and moved further away from the angry man, frightened
at how the sudden and unexpected questioning had taken her by surprise. She had
never thought for one minute that the handsome Adam Cartwright would doubt her.
It
was early the next morning when Adam slipped into the house. He was sure that the family was sleeping, so
when Ben rounded the corner of the dining room to see who had come in, Adam was
caught completely off guard.
“Adam!”
Adam
swallowed hard, for he had not wanted a confrontation with his father. He had even given serious thought as to
whether or not he should return home long enough to collect his belongings.
“Pa?”
Adam said, trying to avoid meeting the deep penetrating eyes.
Ben
could easily read the uncertainty on his son’s face that Adam tried so hard to
mask, and his heart softened somewhat.
Several hours had passed since the fight between his two sons, and with
the passing of those hours, his anger had lessened as well.
“I’m
glad you’re home son…I think we need to have a talk,” Ben said. “Have you had breakfast?” Ben motioned with a nod of his head for Adam
to follow him to the table.
“No
sir. Pa…you should know that I’m not
here to stay, I’m leaving just as soon as I can gather a few things.”
Ben
was lowering himself into his chair and paused.
Taking a deep breath to calm himself, he sat down. “I see,” he said solemnly. “And why is that?”
Adam
had poured himself a cup of coffee and had started to take a sip. His hand stopped, just short of his mouth.
“Why
do you think? Surely you don’t believe
that I can actually stay here…not after what I have done?” Adam declared.
“Adam,
this is your home…and whatever has happened between you and your brother, can
be fixed, I assure you…”
“
Ben
rose as well and moved around the table.
He stopped and clutched his son’s shoulder, surprised to feel the slight
tremors that ran beneath his hand.
“Why
Adam…why must you feel that you have to severe ties with your brother…don’t you realize that your leaving won’t change the fact
that he’s your brother, that blood binds the two of you together? What good would it do, for either of you, if
you run away from this?”
“I’m
not running away,
“Adam,”
Ben said in a strained voice, “it’s never too late.”
Adam
clinched his jaw, closing his eyes tightly and groaned softly. “You don’t understand, Pa…I have to go…for
Joe’s sake.”
Ben
let a long deep sigh escape from his mouth.
“You’re right, I don’t understand, would you please explain it to me?”
“Alright
Pa, I’ll explain it to you, and then I’m asking you to let me go, please?”
pleaded Adam. He dreaded telling his
father what Jessie had told him, and what she believed that Joe had intended to
do to her.
“Jessie
said that Joe tried to rape her.”
There,
he’d said it, plain and simple. Now he
watched the color drain from his father’s face and suddenly wished that he had
phrased the statement in a milder way.
Ben
sank into the chair nearest him. His
eyes grew dark and when he turned to Adam, Adam could see the moisture
beginning to build in the depths.
“I
don’t believe that,” he stammered. “Joe
would never attempt to do such a thing.
Surely, Adam you don’t…”
“No, of course not. I don’t
believe it for a minute. I honestly
think Jessie is lying, but I can’t prove it, and neither could Joe. She said that she scratched his face, well,
when I went into the barn, sure enough, Joe had a
scratch on his face. Her clothes were
ripped; she was practically hysterical…what was I to think when she told me Joe
attacked her? I know I should have
questioned the boy…but I didn’t, and for that I’m truly sorry,
“Then
if you think she’s lying, why are you leaving?”
Ben was confused by his son’s decision.
“I
told you…it’s Jessie’s word against Joe’s…who do you
think a court of law would believe? Pa,
you know Joe’s reputation with the girls…”
“But
Adam…”
“No,
Pa…he wouldn’t stand a chance in court if Jessie were to decide to press
charges,” Adam stated.
Ben
sighed again. “Is she…going to press
charges, I mean?”
It
was Adam’s turn to sigh and he did.
“That’s why I’m leaving,
The
wind went right out of Ben. His face
slowly turned red with anger and he stood to his feet. “That’s blackmail!” he roared.
“Pa, please,” begged Adam, standing as well. “I have to do this, I owe Joe as much.”
“You
owe Joe no such thing, short of an apology.
You don’t have to marry a woman who you know is a liar, just because you
and your brother had a fight, for God’s sake!” stormed Ben.
“You
may not think so, Pa, but I do…and I’m going to do this, you can’t stop
me.”
Adam
stormed up the stairs, nearly colliding with Hoss who had awakened to the sound
of shouting and had ventured from his room to see what the ruckus was.
“Howdy,
Adam,” Hoss said as his brother brushed passed him.
Adam
ignored the greeting and continued to his room.
Hoss watched Adam’s retreating back and then turned to his father, who
had started pacing back and forth in front of the fireplace.
“Pa…what’s
goin’ on? Why’s Adam
here and what was all the shoutin’ ‘bout?” Hoss asked in a troubled
voice.
“He’s
leaving, just like he said he was…and to make matters worse, he’s marrying that…that…woman!”
grumbled Ben as he dropped into the red leather chair.
“He’s
what? That don’t make no
sense. Why Adam dun told me he thought
that woman lied to’em about what happened…why’d he want to marry up with her
and go away?”
Hoss
lowered his massive frame into the blue chair.
“Because
Miss Bryson now claims that Joe tried to rape her, and if Adam don’t go away
with her and marry her, she’ll press charges against Joe and he’ll end up going
to prison for the rest of his natural life…THAT’S WHY!” ranted Ben.
There
was a long silence that followed. It was
broken by the sound of a door closing upstairs.
Both Ben and Hoss stood to their feet when Adam appeared on the steps. Adam paused briefly and then continued
downward. In his hand he carried his
satchel, packed with his few belongings.
Slowly
he walked to the door, and set down his things.
As he pulled on his coat, he turned to face his father and brother as a
look of sorrow clouded his hazel eyes.
“Would
you tell Joe for me that…that…I’m sorry?
I was wrong, I know that now…tell him that for me, please Pa?” Adam said
softly as he turned to Hoss. “See you
Hoss, take care of yourself.”
“Bye
Adam,” Hoss said in a quiet voice.
“Adam…”
“Pa,
please don’t try to talk me out of doing this…don’t make it any harder for me
than what it already is. I’ve made a
fool out of myself and I’ve hurt Joe this time to the point that things could
never be the same between us. He’d never
forgive me, not after what I’ve done to him.”
“Adam,
you’re wrong…”
“I
was wrong…but not in this…don’t you understand?
If I don’t leave and marry Jessie, Joe will go to prison Pa…PRISON! He’s only eighteen for
God’s sake don’t you have any idea what they would do to a boy like Joe
in prison? Well, I’ll not have THAT on my
conscious as well! Now, I’m
leaving…don’t try to stop me!” shouted Adam.
Adam
grabbed up his bag and practically ran from the house, slamming the door behind
him and leaving his father and brother staring at the closed door.
Joe,
who had slept throughout the day, woke much later that evening. His body ached from the beating he had taken,
but more than the pain he felt, the reasons behind the beating troubled him
more.
“Pa…where’s
Adam?” he asked as Ben sat down a tray of broth that he had carried into the
room.
Ben
turned to the boy; it was now that he would confront his son about what had
happened between him and his brother.
“Joe,”
Ben began in a soft voice, “Adam’s gone, son.”
Ben arranged the pillows behind Joe so that the boy could be in a more
upright position to eat his broth.
“Gone? Gone where…and why, Pa?” Joe questioned in a
worried voice. “It was because of me,
wasn’t it…it was something I’ve done.
But I don’t know what that something was…PA…ANSWER ME!”
“Joseph,
calm down, please,” ordered Ben, sitting down next to Joe on the bed. “Yes…Adam is gone, to
“He’s
not coming back…ever…is he?” stammered Joe, fighting to keep his voice from
quivering.
“I’m
afraid not, son…unless…”
“Unless
what?” demanded Joe. “I want to know
what’s going on…I want answers to my questions,
Ben
took a deep breath to steady his nerves.
“Joe, why don’t you eat first and then we’ll discuss it?”
“No! I want to discuss it now, besides, I’m not
hungry. Please Pa…tell me what’s
happened?” begged Joe.
“Alright
son, but first I want some honest answers from you, agreed?” Ben dared to ask.
“Sure
Pa, I wouldn’t lie to you. What is it
that you want to know?” Joe questioned.
He had a look of uncertainty on his face that did not go unnoticed by
his father.
“What
can you tell me about what happened to Miss Bryson?”
“Miss
Bryson? Oh, you mean Jessica…I didn’t
know anything happened to her. What are
you talking about?” Joe seemed truly puzzled by his father’s question.
“You
don’t know?” Now it was Ben’s time to be
puzzled.
“Nosir…did
something happen to her? Is that why
Adam went away? I thought they were
going to announce their engagement the other night, at the party?”
“They
were, but Miss Bryson, Jessica, was attacked…and assaulted before…”
“Attacked? When…where?
Is she okay?” Joe said in disbelief.
“Joseph,
she says it was…you…who…”
“ME!”
shouted the stunned boy. “ME!” he
repeated. “That’s crazy, I wasn’t even
here…remember, Pa…I was late for the party…how could she claim it was me?”
“Then
it wasn’t you?”
Joe’s
face drained of color as he sat in stunned silence and stared at his
father. He couldn’t believe his ears, apparently his father had believed that he had indeed
assaulted the young woman. And if that
was so…then Adam must have thought the same thing…and that had to be the reason
why Adam had turned on him. The breath
went slowly from his lungs as his eyes beaded with tears.
“You
don’t honestly believe that I’d do something like that…do you, Pa?” stammered
Joe, his chin quivering.
“No…of
course not and I said as much to your brother.
But I had to hear if from you, son,” Ben explained as he took Joe’s hand
into his. “There’s no way that you are
the type of young man that could rape a woman…”
“RAPE! Is that what she told you?”
Joe’s eyes were wide, fear began seeping into his voice and when he blinked, a
lone tear rolled down from a corner of one eye.
“Pa…I ain’t…I mean…I’ve never…you know.
I…I…” Joe looked pleadingly at his father for understanding.
“That’s
what the young woman claims, is that you assaulted her
in the yard and then dragged her into the barn and tried to rape her. She promised Adam that if he would take her
away from here and marry her, she wouldn’t press charges against you,” Ben explained.
Joe
made a face and shook his head from side to side. “Lies, all lies,
“Joe,
what about the scratch on your face, this one,” Ben gently ran his finger down
the long ugly scratch that Jessie had claimed she had done to Joe while
fighting against him.
“This?”
Joe fingered the scratch. “Why?”
“Because
she claims to have scratched your face while trying to get away from you,” Ben
told his son.
“When
I got home, I took Cooch straight to the barn.
It was dark and as I was putting him in the stall, I heard
something. It spooked him and he jerked
his head around and his harness brushed against my face…that’s how I got the
scratch. She didn’t do it…honest Pa, I
didn’t even see her when I rode in…in fact, I didn’t see anyone, but I heard
the party going on inside.”
“Alright, son. Now, what about that noise you
heard, what was it?”
Joe
looked thoughtful for a moment and then shook his head. “I don’t know what it was,
Ben
stood from the bed and walked to the window.
He brushed back the drapes and stared out into the night. He remained deep in thought for several
minutes before turning around. When he
looked at Joe, he smiled slightly and returned to the bed.
“Joe,
I want you to know that I do believe you son.
And just so you know, Adam doesn’t think you are capable of doing what
that woman suggests you did…he asked me to tell you that…”
“Then
why he’d jump me…and why is he gone?”
Ben
sat back down. “He jumped you because he
was angry…angry at you for what he thought you had done. He made a very big mistake, son. He acted first without thinking and then, by
the time he realized what he had done, it was too late, or so he thinks. Jessica later told him that you tried to rape
her…that’s why he went away with her to
“But
I didn’t do anything!” Joe declared loudly.
“I
know that son, but it’s as Adam says, if the woman decides to press charges,
you could end up going to prison for the rest of your life, or at least for a
very, very long time,” Ben said regrettably.
“Why
can’t I just explain to the sheriff what happened?
“Joe,
He
watched Joe’s face as the boy lowered his head in defeat. The sight tugged at his heartstrings.
“So
Adam’s marrying her to keep me out of prison, is that what you’re saying?” Joe
asked. His voice had begun to quiver and
when he looked up at his father, Ben could see his son’s chin quivering as
well.
Ben’s
jaw locked tightly and he nodded his head.
“That about sums it up son.”
Joe
grew very quite and leaned his head back against the pillows. He swallowed and brushed his hand across the front
of his face in an effort to dry the moisture that had collected in his eyes.
“I’m
sorry, Pa,” he muttered softly.
“Sorry? For what son?”
“For
a while I was mad at Adam…I think I even hated him a little for pounding me
like he did…and now I find out that he’s willing to marry some woman who’s a
lair, just to keep me from going to prison.”
Joe hesitated and then started to toss back the covers. “I have to go find him,
I have to tell him…”
“Oh no you don’t!” Ben snapped into action and forced Joe back down in
the bed.
Quickly
he grabbed the blankets and pulled them back across the boy’s lap. “You are not getting out of this bed, do you
understand?” growled the determined father.
“But Pa!”
“No
buts, young man, you will do as I say, and I say, stay in this bed! You are in no condition to go anywhere!”
ordered Ben, shaking his finger in Joe’s face.
Joe
slumped back against the pillows in defeat.
“Yessir,” he muttered. In his
mind he was already devising a plan to sneak out of the house and go in search
of his brother.
The
house had grown extremely quiet by the time that Joe determined that his father
and Hoss were sleeping soundly. Slowly
he crept from his bed and ignoring the pain in his ribs, he dressed as quickly
as he could and sneaked from the house.
As he entered the barn, Cochise, sensing his master’s presence snorted
softly.
“Shh…don’t
want to wake the household ole friend,” whispered Joe as he struggled with
lifting the saddle onto his horse’s back.
Joe
worked quickly and when he had finished, he silently led his mount from the
barn and walked the horse a short distance, until he was out of sight of the
house. Once he mounted up, he dug his
heels into the horse’s ribs and took off at a full gallop in search of his
brother.
Joe
rode until the sun finally put in an appearance, rising slowly over the tops of
the jagged
“Sorry,
Cooch, this is as good as you get,” muttered Joe, pulling a strip of jerky from
his saddlebags and taking a bite from the tough leather-like strip of dried
venison.
Joe
knew he was on the right trail. Adam had
used the old road that led to
“Come
on, let’s get moving.” Joe nudged his
horse into a trot, watching the road, least the buggy tracks ventured off
course.
The
free time that Joe had as he rode along in silence gave the boy plenty of time
to concentrate on all that had happened in the last couple of days. He knew that Adam and Jessica had several
hours head start, but he never doubted that he wouldn’t be able to catch up
with them. And when he did, Joe
determined to himself that he would have answers to his disturbing questions.
Who
had assaulted the young woman, why had she pointed the finger of guilt at him
and what were her motives? Those were
the three main questions that haunted Joe’s thoughts. What was she to gain by accusing him…money
reasoned Joe as he rode along. Or could
it be that all she wanted was his brother, knowing that a marriage to a
Cartwright would guarantee her future, both financially and through business
dealings that included his older brother?
An inheritance, such as Adam would leave, if something unexpected happen
to him, would make his widow a very rich woman. Joe jerked back on the reins.
“That’s
it Cooch…she’s after Adam’s money…and the Ponderosa!” he exclaimed aloud. “It has to be…I can’t think of any other
reason!”
“The
only thing I can’t explain is, why blame me for what happened to her? It doesn’t make any sense,” he muttered and then
urged his horse on.
Two
hours later and much hard riding that had begun to take its toll on Joe’s
battered body, Joe pulled his horse to a complete stop. He rested his mount atop a small rise that
overlooked the road below. He had cut
his traveling time in half by taking a short cut through the steep incline but
now, as he gazed at the buggy parked in the shade of an ancient oak tree, Joe
smiled to himself.
After
giving his tired horse time to catch his breath and keeping an eye out, least
Adam and the lady decided to move on, Joe kicked gently at Cochise’s sides.
Joe
wasn’t surprised that Adam and Jessie were nowhere to be seen. Even under the tree, it was still hot, for
the sun was at its peak and the hot rays had yet begun to cool. Joe dismounted, groaned as a wave of pain
surged through his chest, making him to grasp his arm tightly around his
bounded ribs.
He
paused, allowing himself time to catch his breath and then tied the reins
around the wheel of the buggy.
“ADAM!”
he shouted. “HEY, ADAM!” he called the
second time.
Slowly,
he began walking towards the base of a large rock formation that lay just ahead
of him. He stopped to search the ground
for tracks and was pleased when he saw two sets, a small dainty pair following
behind a larger set of boot tracks, obviously his brother’s.
“ADAM!”
Joe called, pleased with himself that he had at last caught up with his
brother. Now, he’d be able to set the
record straight and alert his brother to the young woman’s scheme, if in fact,
that was what it was.