Debra Petersen (Debra P.)

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SAN FRANCISCO LADY
DEBRA P.

 


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I.  A FIRST DATE

 

A trip to San Francisco was almost always a pleasure for Adam Cartwright.  But this one, he thought as he took a sip of wine, was looking more and more like it could turn into something very special indeed. 

 

Across the dining table from him sat John Evans, the owner of a thriving ship building business with whom Adam had completed negotiations for a substantial lumber contract earlier in the day.  Adam thought with satisfaction of the terms of the contract, which would provide a steady source of income for the Ponderosa for some time to come.  John Evans must have been quite satisfied as well, since he had chosen to follow up the handshake that closed the deal by inviting Adam to his home for dinner.  The invitation had turned out to include more than an excellent seafood meal.  An even greater treat was the opportunity to meet the young lady who made the third member of the dinner party, John Evan’s daughter,
Meredith.

 

Meredith Evans had just recently returned home after spending the last year traveling in Europe.  She was a strikingly beautiful young woman, perhaps four years younger than himself.  Her long raven hair was drawn back from her face and gathered at the top of her head, with the shining tresses falling in graceful curls down to her shoulders.  When her father introduced them she caught his attention immediately by holding out her hand to him with confident courtesy rather than ‘ladylike’ timidity and looking up at him with large emerald eyes full of curiosity and intelligence. 

 

For a half  hour or so, until dinner was finally ready to be served, the three of them had sat in the Evans’ parlor, talking.  Almost immediately Adam and Meredith were chatting as if they had known each other for years.  He was fascinated by her descriptions of her recent travels, and she seemed just as interested in his tales of life on the ranch, which represented something new and different for her.  John Evans’ main contribution to the conversation was to lean back in his chair and look on with satisfaction as his daughter and their visitor spoke easily, almost oblivious to his presence.

 

The conversation continued through dinner, becoming ever more animated.  Meredith was delighted to discover that Adam shared her appreciation of music.  She spoke enthusiastically about a promising young singer she knew of who was going to be giving a recital on the coming Saturday afternoon.

 

“We got two tickets, and father was planning to take me,” she said.  “But he was just telling me before you got here that another obligation has come up and he won’t be able to go.  And he’s being an absolute bear about allowing me to go unescorted.”  She looked over at her father with a face that clearly showed her disappointment and winsomely challenged him to do something about it.

 

“I’m truly sorry, my dear, but you know it just wouldn’t be proper,” John answered, looking at the young people with a regretful expression.  Suddenly a gleam came into his eye.

 

“Adam, would you possibly be free on Saturday afternoon?  I would consider it a personal favor if you could accompany Merry, and I’m getting the distinct impression that she would actually prefer your company to mine on this occasion.”

 

An attractive blush came to Meredith’s cheeks as she turned to Adam.  She didn’t speak, but the look in her eyes pleaded with him to say  ‘yes’.  How could he refuse?

 

“Actually, that works out well for me.  My plans were to stay in the city until Tuesday, but I didn’t have any specific plans for that afternoon.  I would be very happy to take Miss Evans to the recital.  Provided, of course, that she is agreeable.”  He smiled at her, confident of her response.

 

“Oh, very much so.”  She smiled back at him, her gratitude showing clearly.

 

“Well then, it seems we have a date.  I’ll be eager to hear if this Sonya Rostova is as good as you say she is.  What time shall I pick you up?”

 

“About one o’clock will be fine.”  Her eyes sparkled.  “I have a new hat that will be perfect for the occasion!”

 

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On Saturday afternoon Meredith Evans sat in the small, ornately decorated recital hall, completely enraptured by the silvery voice of the talented young soprano.  Adam, sitting next to her, was also most impressed with the singer, but he was even more absorbed in observing his companion.  The dark green dress she wore deepened the color of her eyes, and her new hat of the same color with a single white silk rose was perched jauntily on the side of her head, giving her a piquant look.  The smile of pure delight on her face was such as he had seldom seen on any other person.  It was evident that she was capable of experiencing this sort of beauty with an intensity that matched or even surpassed his own, and he found that very appealing.

 

After the recital they stopped at a small café just down the street from the hall for coffee and pastry.  They picked up their conversation of a couple of days before with ease, sharing stories about their families.  A question that Adam had been curious about was answered when Meredith revealed that her mother had died of influenza when she was ten years old.  That only strengthened the sympathetic connection that he was beginning to feel with her.

 

It was with some reluctance that Adam finally suggested that it was time he should be taking her home.  She lowered her eyes and, just as reluctantly, nodded her head.

 

As they rode back toward her home in the buggy he had hired for the day, they at last found themselves occasionally falling silent, but the silence was companionable.

 

And then they were standing by the front door of the Evans home, looking at each other, and wondering who would speak first.

 

It was Meredith who did.  “Adam, this has been such a wonderful afternoon.  I really don’t want it to end.”

 

“Neither do I,” he answered.  He paused for just a moment before continuing.  “Meredith, I’m not sure how long it will be before I come to San Francisco again, but when I do I would really like to see you again.”

 

“Of course,” she responded quickly, then seemed just a little embarrassed at her haste.  “And, in the meantime, please write to me.  Tell me everything that those incorrigible brothers of yours are up to...and everything that’s happening to you.”

 

“I will.  Provided you promise to write back.”

 

“I promise.”

 

Adam took her hand and  raised it to his lips for a few lingering seconds.  As he let her hand fall, she impulsively leaned forward and allowed her lips to gently brush his, sending a tingling sensation through them both.

 

They pulled apart, and Adam quietly whispered  “Good bye, Merry”, then turned away to walk back to the buggy.  He turned to give her a final wave, then climbed in and drove off.

 

As Meredith waved after him she was thinking about turning up at the stage depot to give him a proper send off when he left on Tuesday - he had mentioned the time.

 

As Adam drove away he glanced back, catching one final glimpse of her new green hat with the white rose.  He was thinking that he would have to find some  excuse to return to San Francisco soon...very soon.

 


II.  AN EXCHANGE OF CORRESPONDENCE

 


October 2, 1861
Ponderosa Ranch, Virginia City, Nevada

 

Dear Meredith,

 

It is with real pleasure that I take up my pen to honor your request that I should write to you.  This is really the first good opportunity that I have had since I arrived home from San Francisco.  Somehow it doesn’t feel as though I’m writing to someone that I met only a short time ago.  Rather I have the feeling that I am writing to someone that I’ve been acquainted with since childhood.  How much time did we actually spend together while I was in the city?  An evening over dinner at your father’s house.  An afternoon of beautiful music and more than pleasant conversation.  And a few minutes at the stage depot when you came to say farewell.  (By the way, did I make clear to you how much I appreciated that?  Remembering your face made the long trip home pass much more quickly than usual.)  Not very much time, really, but it seems to me that we came quite a long way in that short time, and I hope you feel the same way.

 

Things have been pretty hectic around here since I got back.  We’re getting ready for a major cattle drive later this month.  We always send a good number of our cattle to market at this time of year.  My father thinks it wise to reduce our herd before the bad winter weather sets in.  That by itself would be keeping us on the run, but in addition the lumber operation has also been very busy.  You can tell your father that we’re already making good progress on selecting trees to be cut for the first phase of the contract we signed.  I’m taking personal charge of that myself.

 

As for my brothers, they’ve actually been conducting themselves in an exemplary manner since my return.  I suppose they’ve been too busy to get into any real  mischief.  I anticipate (or should I say fear?) that the situation will change as soon as the cattle drive is over.  Some sort of outbreak of ‘high spirits’ is almost to be expected at that point.  In fact, it will be something of a letdown if they behave themselves too properly.  It would leave me with no excuse to practice my ‘big brother’ manner on them  -  and deprive me of one of my greatest sources of amusement.

 

 I’m still working on coming up with a good reason to return to San Francisco as soon as I can, but, given everything that’s going on, it looks like it’s going to be difficult.  In the meantime I’m  counting on you to keep your promise and write me back.  I know that you were thinking a great deal about what you want to do with yourself now that you’re home again, and I’ll be very interested to know what you decide.

 

Merry, I just want to say that meeting you has been about the nicest thing that has happened to me in a long time, and I am looking forward very much to the opportunity to see you again.

 

Take care, and give my best regards to your father.

 

Yours truly,
Adam

 

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October 16, 1861
San Francisco, California

 

Dear Adam,

 

I cannot tell you how happy I was to receive your letter.  When I saw the envelope lying there with the rest of the mail on the hall table and noticed the strong, bold handwriting in which it was addressed, I somehow knew, even before I read the return address, that it had to be from you.  I grabbed it and ran up to my room to be able to enjoy it in privacy, almost knocking down our maid in the process!

 

I am so glad that you appreciated my coming to say goodbye to you at the stage depot.  I had been a little afraid that you might consider that too forward of me.  But I felt, as you say you feel, that we had come to know each other better than our short time together would seem to allow, and I wanted to somehow let you know that.

 

You ask me what I have decided to do with myself, now that I have returned home and settled down.  Well, I’m still working on that one, and I must say that there is no lack of interesting possibilities.  My father’s status  makes it unnecessary for me to worry about earning a livelihood, and most young women of my age who are in that position are either already married with children or are facing intense pressure from their parents to find a husband as soon as possible.  I am so thankful that my father has never put that kind of pressure on me, but seems content to let me find my own way.  One thing I know is that I want to make a real positive difference wherever I find myself.   The question is...how?

 

I had a visit the other day with the headmistress of the Warburton Academy for Young Ladies where I received my schooling.  She suggested that I should consider taking a position teaching  at the Academy, and I am actually finding the idea interesting, not so much for the money I would be making, but because I recognize the importance of a broad education in allowing each person to reach their full potential, and because I see how the opportunity for such an education has too often been denied to girls.  That is one possibility.  It would be a matter of passing the exam to obtain my certification before the new term starts after the beginning of the new year.  I’m trying to find out when those exams are being offered, and a great deal will depend on the answer.

 

Of course there are any number of worthy charitable and cultural organizations here in the city that are greatly in need of help.  There is one Auxiliary that supports the work of two charity medical clinics in the poorest areas of the city.  That is something that certainly fills a desperate need, and something that I would feel qualified to contribute to, assisting in their fund raising efforts and perhaps even volunteering as an aide.

 

Oh, there is one more thing that I just have to tell you about.  I was invited last week to a tea party for a group of women who are attempting to organize for the purpose of establishing a symphony orchestra here in San Francisco.  Well, you can imagine how enthusiastic I was about that idea!  We may get a great number of touring performers here, but a full orchestra, based here permanently, is something that has seemed out of reach, a dream if you will.  So I went to the tea party, and I’m afraid I found it a sad disappointment.  There were about thirty women there, almost all of them well known social lionesses and only two of them, besides myself, under the age of forty!  In truth, most of them seemed more interested in gossiping and nibbling on cucumber sandwiches and tea cakes than in the real purpose of the gathering.  I was standing there, sipping my tea and exchanging polite inanities with Mrs. Anthony Walters, quite possibly the most prominent woman there, when our hostess’ Siamese cat (a beautiful creature, but not a very friendly one) came up behind me without my noticing and gave out with the strangest screeching sound that I have ever heard out of any creature’s mouth.  I must have jumped a foot!  The result was that I splashed my tea all over the front of Mrs. Walters and her very expensive dress.  As she stood there with tiny drops of tea falling from the brim of her hat and the end of her nose I could feel my face going hot and red, while everyone around us stared open mouthed.  My stammering apologies were accepted with cool propriety, but I felt so mortified that I decided the only option was to beat a retreat, and I slipped away as soon as I possibly could..  I’m sorry that I won’t be involved any more in this particular cause, but quite frankly, based on what I saw, I am afraid that it is a lost cause in any case, at least for now. *

 

Adam, I mustn’t forget to mention that my father sends regards back to you, and that he is delighted that you are overseeing the work on the lumber contract personally.  I appreciate how busy you are, and I know how important fulfilling those responsibilities is to you, but I can’t help selfishly wishing that your full schedule might clear up just long enough to allow you to return to visit us soon.  Believe me, I am looking forward to that every bit as much as you can possibly be.

 

Sincerely,
Meredith

 

(*Actually the San Francisco Symphony was not finally established until after the turn of the century.)

 


III.  A STRING OF PEARLS

 


June roses bloomed on the trellises that flanked the  entrance to the Evans home.  As Adam Cartwright walked up to the door and used the knocker he was struck by how different the place looked from the first time he had seen it nine months earlier.  While he waited somewhat impatiently for someone to answer his knock he quickly checked once more that the package he carried in the inside pocked of his jacket was still safely there.  His hands clenched and relaxed almost involuntarily, betraying a tension that was unusual for him.

 

That tension arose from the fact that he was about to see Meredith Evans again.  In the nine months since he had met her this made only the third time that he had made it back to San Francisco.  Somehow the rareness of their meetings had seemed to lend a special importance to each encounter, making them both aware of the need to take full advantage of the time.  When he was with her, each moment seemed to bring some new discovery that strengthened the sympathetic bond he had felt with her from the first.  And when he said good-bye, with promises to make the next visit come as quickly as possible, it left him with a hollow feeling in the pit of his stomach. 

 

In between times, of course, they had written to each other with great regularity.  Too often a promise to write is simply a polite gesture that is never followed up on.  But these two had kept their promise with a vengeance.  The stash of letters hidden away under the nightgowns in Meredith’s bottom dresser drawer was growing at a brisk and steady rate, as was the stash of letters in the box in Adam’s lower right desk drawer.  These letters could never be the same as seeing each other in person, but they were valued by each of them as tangible evidence of the connection they shared which could be gone back to time after time as often as they desired.  It was in a letter that Adam had learned of Merry’s success in obtaining her teaching certification and her acceptance of the position at the Warburton Academy that she had been considering.  In response, he had sent her a Christmas gift of a crystal apple for her desk, with the inscription ‘To my favorite teacher’ etched into it.  Since then her letters had been full of the joys, not untempered by a fair share of trials, that she was finding in her new role.  She had sent him some hard to find sheet music for guitar pieces that had given him many hours of pleasure as he worked on mastering them and thought of the giver.

 

The door to the Evans home finally opened revealing their maid, who smiled as she recognized the visitor.

 

“Mr. Cartwright, sir.  It’s a pleasure to see you again.  Do come in, please.”

 

“Thank you, Lacy.  Is Miss Meredith in?”  He knew the Academy had started it’s summer break, and he was expecting she would be home at this time of day.

 

“She is indeed, sir.  I believe she’s in the parlor.  Why don’t you just go on in?”

 

With an answering smile and a nod of thanks, Adam proceeded down the hall.  He reached the door of the parlor, which was open, looked inside...and stopped dead.

 

Meredith was there.  But she was not alone.  She was sitting on the sofa by the  window along with a young man that was a stranger to Adam.  He was a long limbed, slender young man with light brown hair and an easy smile who appeared to be quite at home.  He and Meredith were sharing a laugh over something and the sound somehow left Adam feeling isolated and left out.

 

Meredith looked up and noticed him standing in the doorway.  She stood up quickly, a smile lighting her face, and moved toward him with her hand extended.

 

“Adam.  What a wonderful surprise!  Why didn’t you let me know you were coming?  I understood from your last letter that you didn’t expect to make it here again for at least another couple of weeks.”

 

“The business I was coming to do was moved up.  I thought I’d like to surprise you.”  He looked over at the young man with a dark expression.  “And apparently I did.”

 

Meredith was taken by surprise by his tone and the look on his face.  She looked back at the young man in some confusion.  Her gaze returned to Adam and a light came into her eyes as understanding dawned.

 

“Adam,” she said in a very even, deliberate tone, “I would like you to meet my favorite cousin, David Kingsley.  His mother is my father’s younger sister.  David, this is Adam Cartwright.”

 

David got up from the sofa and came to join them.  “So you’re the fellow Merry has been going on so much about.  I must say, it’s a pleasure to meet you.  Any man who can make that kind of an impression on my cousin here is someone I’d like to get to know better.”

 

Adam’s expression had changed quickly.  Merry could sense the embarrassment that tinged it, though it was probably not obvious to David.

 

“Thank you, Mr. Kingsley.  It’s a pleasure to meet you too.”  He offered his hand, and David shook it warmly.

 

Then David turned to Meredith.  “I’d like to stay for lunch, Merry, but I’m afraid I have to meet my father at the club.  And since you have other company, this is probably a good time for me to take my leave.”

 

“Don’t forget, you and your parents are invited for dinner on Thursday,” she reminded him. 

 

“Wouldn’t miss it, my dear.  Well, good-bye ‘til then.”  He nodded at Adam.  “Mr. Cartwright.”

 

Adam nodded back.  “Mr Kingsley.”  And David was gone.

 

Merry and Adam were left looking at each other in silence for a moment.

 

Finally Adam spoke up.  “I’m sorry about that, Merry.  I saw you with him and I jumped to a wrong conclusion.”

 

Her smile forgave him. “It’s all right, Adam.  Actually, a trace of jealousy can be quite becoming.  But just a trace, you understand.”

 

“I’m glad to hear you say that,” he said, visibly relieved.  A thought occurred to him and he reached to draw the package from his inside pocket.

 

“I had this to give to you today in any case.  Please accept it in token of my repentance.”  He handed her the package.

 

She took it from him, looking up at him with curiosity.  She tore off the paper wrapping revealing a square shaped jeweler’s box covered in black velvet.  Her hand trembling slightly she opened it.  Inside there was a  string of pearls.  She lifted them from their satin bed and gazed at them with shining eyes.

 

“Oh Adam, they’re so beautiful!”

 

“No more beautiful than the lady they’re intended to adorn.”  He took them from her hand and, stepping behind her, proceeded to carefully fasten them around her graceful neck.

 

She turned to face him.  “I’ve always wanted a string like this. You’ve no idea how much this means to me.”

 

“They were intended to show how much you mean to me.”  Adam’s voice was deep and husky.  “I’ve come to care for you a great deal, Merry.  In fact, I...”.

 

He didn’t finish the sentence.  Her arms were around his neck and her lips were meeting his with a clear invitation.  An invitation he was happy to accept.

 


IV.  A COMPLICATED BUSINESS

 


Adam Cartwright stood in the front hallway of the Evans home near the staircase, waiting for the daughter of the house to make her appearance.  He didn’t have to wait very long.  As the sound of swishing skirts announced Meredith’s arrival on the landing, he looked up and smiled with satisfaction at the beautiful picture she made.  The warm light of the hall lamps brought a soft shimmer to the burgundy material of her dress and lent a luster to her long black hair.  He was especially pleased to see that she was wearing the string of pearls he had given her the previous day.

 

As she reached the bottom of the stairs he took her hand with a gallant gesture and kissed it.

 

“You look ravishing this evening, Merry,” he told her.

 

“And you are looking even more handsome than usual,” she replied pertly.  “I’ll have you know I skipped lunch today in anticipation of going out  with you tonight.  I do hope you’re not one of those men who are embarrassed if their dinner companion displays a hearty appetite.”

 

“Not at all,” he assured her.  “After watching my brother Hoss all these years I actually enjoy seeing someone appreciate their food.  Are you all ready to go?
Our reservation is for eight.”

 

“Just let me get my wrap.”  Merry picked up the lacy white shawl from where it rested on the hall table.  Adam took it from her and began to drape it around her shoulders.

 

Just then a door opened down the hall and a figure emerged.  It was Meredith’s father, John.

 

“Adam, Merry, I’m glad I caught the two of you before you left.”  John Evans’ face was grave.  “There’s something I need to talk to you about, Adam, something related to our business dealings, and it would be best to do it right away.  Would you come to my study, please?  This won’t take very long.” 

 

“Of course, John,” Adam answered, looking at him questioningly.

 

“What about me father?,” Merry spoke up. “Should I wait...elsewhere?”

 

Her father looked at her for a long moment with uncertainty in his eyes.  “Actually, my dear,  I suppose you have a right to hear about this too.  You’ll find out soon enough anyway.  You had best come along too.”

 

Together the three of them entered the study.  John Evans gestured to Adam and Merry to be seated on the leather sofa by the far wall.  He began to pace the room with his hands clasped behind his back and a troubled expression on his patrician features.

 

“This is difficult for me, Adam.  I’ve come to admire you.  You’ve lived up to your part of the contract between us admirably...and honestly.   And now I have to tell you that...I’m not going to be able to live up to my part.”

 

“What do you mean, John?”  Adam’ voice was low and quiet.

 

“Adam, you’re familiar with the Cullinhane brothers, of course?”

 

Adam nodded.  “They own one of  the largest gold mines in the western states.”

 

“Well, by far the largest job my company has right now is building a number of ships for them.  They’re seeking to diversify and establish themselves in the shipping business.  That job is where most of the lumber we’ve been getting from you has been going.”  John hesitated, seemingly uncertain of how to continue.

 

“So, what seems to be the problem?,” Adam prodded him gently.

 

“The problem is that they’re temporarily shutting down because of some pending litigation against them.  Someone’s asserting a prior claim to the property on which their most lucrative gold vein was discovered.  It’s all very complicated.  The upshot is that they’re not going to be able to make payment for the ships as scheduled.  I just heard about it today.  And because I’m not going to receive the money from them...I’m not going to have the money to pay you.”

 

Am frowned thoughtfully.  This could be a very serious matter for the Ponderosa.  He knew that his father was counting on the money from the contract with Evans in order to buy new stock and make a number of anticipated improvements in their operations.  His own responsibility as the one who had negotiated the contract with John Evans weighed heavily on him.

 

“Just how long are they expected to be shut down?,” he asked.

 

“It’s impossible to say.  If they lose the case they might never start up again.  And even if they do, their situation will have changed so much that all their future plans will have to be reevaluated.”  John shook his head.  “I don’t think there’s any real prospect of eventual payment from them.”

 

“Would you be able to find other buyers for the ships?”

 

John stopped pacing and turned to face Adam directly.  “According to the terms of my contract with them, in case of nonpayment that would be my right.  However, there’s another problem.  There is still work to be completed on the ships.  In their unfinished state they wouldn’t bring in enough to cover the obligations I’ve incurred in building them, including my obligation to you.  And right now I simply don’t have the money to complete them.”

 

Adam was silent for a long moment, deep in thought.  Finally he turned to look at Merry, and found her looking back at him with a face full of expectant confidence and hope...hope that he would be able to come up with some useful suggestion to help in this difficult situation.  Adam found, something to his own surprise, that the idea of letting her down was even more painful than the idea of taking a large financial loss. 

 

“Exactly how much would it take to complete work on the ships?”

 

John picked up some papers from his desk and handed them to Adam.  “Here’s a rundown of what still needs to be done and the cost.”

 

Adam looked over the figures.  “And if they were finished, would you expect to get enough for them to cover your obligations?”

 

“That’s a difficult question.  They would almost certainly bring in less than the amount we were originally expecting.  How much less is hard to say.  I would think it would be a very close thing.”

 

Adam made a decision.  “John, suppose I lend you the amount you need to finish the ships.  A personal loan...out of my own resources.”

 

“You’d be taking quite a risk, Adam.  If we don’t get back the amount necessary from the sale of the ships, my company could be hard pressed to stay afloat.  You could wind up losing your own money and still not recover the amount owed to the Ponderosa.”

 

“It seems to be the best chance we have to avoid taking major losses, don’t you think?”

 

“You’re right of course.  Adam, if you’re willing to do what you just proposed, I can only promise to do my utmost to make the arrangement work.”

 

“Fine then. When can we finalize the details?”

 

“Will ten o’clock tomorrow at my office be all right?”

 

“It will.”

 

Adam rose and John shook his hand.  “Thank you, Adam.  I’m proud to do business with you.  And now, it’s been quite a difficult day and I think I’d like to retire early, so I’ll say good night to you both.”

 

Merry rose and went to him.  She kissed him lightly on the cheek.  “Good night, father,” she said softly.

 

A moment later, John Evans had left the room.  Meredith turned to Adam with her eyes shining.

 

“Adam, I don’t know how to thank you for what you’re doing,” she said in a voice full of emotion.

 

He stepped forward and put his arms around her.  “We can discuss that later.  For right now, are you still up to going out to dinner?”

 

She considered for a moment.  “Why don’t we go to the kitchen and see what I can find to whip up?  I’ve never had a chance to show you what I can do, and I think you deserve something special this evening.”

 

“That sounds like a good idea to me,” he said smiling.

 


V.  A VISIT...AND A QUESTION

 


The two horses reached the top of the rise and stopped side by side.  The tall sorrel with the white blaze tossed his head as his rider, a darkly handsome man clad all in black, pulled back on the reins and looked over toward his companion.  The young woman on the sleek bay mare was looking out over the spectacular panorama of the lake in front of them, and was, for the moment, paying no attention to the young man’s scrutiny.

 

That suited Adam Cartwright just fine.  He enjoyed looking at Meredith Evans when she was unaware.  And the picture she presented to him at this moment offered a great deal to admire.  Meredith’s lithe body was well set off by her costume of a simple well-fitting shirt and riding skirt.  The soft summer breeze brought a fresh color to her cheeks and caught the stray strands of her long, loose black hair, sending them blowing backwards.  She raised her hand to shade her eyes with a graceful gesture and stared down at the lake with the same enraptured expression on her face that Adam had once seen there as he watched her listening to the music of Hayden.  And seeing that affected him even more strongly now than it had then.

 

In truth, Adam was happy just to be seeing her here at all.  A couple of months ago he had been far from sure that this would ever happen.  When he had made a personal loan to Meredith’s father in order to help him weather a business crisis that had also threatened to affect the Ponderosa, he had been aware that it was a risky proposition in more ways than one.  Even more than the possibility of taking a significant financial loss, the idea that having Meredith’s father in debt to him could bring an element of awkwardness and unease into his growing relationship with her had concerned him deeply.  If his attempt to help John Evans had not been successful the repercussions could have been serious, both financially and personally.  It had been a tense couple of weeks as he waited for word from John, and when it finally came, and was favorable, his relief was great.  The payments due from John’s company to the Ponderosa would be  made just slightly behind the original schedule and the personal loan would be paid back according to the terms they had agreed to.  Meredith’s letter, which arrived not long after her father’s telegram, had been full of heartfelt gratitude for help given at a time of need.

 

Adam decided that the moment  had come to take a step that he had been considering for some time.  He invited both Meredith and her father for a visit to the Ponderosa.  He thought it was about time that Merry should meet his family.
The invitation was accepted with pleasure.  Meredith was eager to see the surroundings that he had told her so much about, and, she confided to him, her father was long overdue for a vacation and would certainly benefit from the change after the strain he had been under.  It was arranged that they would come for two weeks in late August, returning to
San Francisco in time for the beginning of the new term at the Academy where Meredith taught.

 

Adam remembered the look on Meredith’s face when she had stepped from the stagecoach and saw him for the first time in his usual black working clothes with a gun strapped on.  Her eyes grew wide for a moment, but then a slow smile came to her lips as she moved to meet him.  Their greeting was somewhat decorous, due to the presence of numerous bystanders.  He picked up Meredith’s bag and led her and her father around the corner to a side street where he had a carriage waiting.  Once out of sight of others, Adam and Merry greeted each other more warmly while her father smiled on them benevolently.  As Adam lent his hand to help her into the carriage Merry leaned forward and spoke quietly in his ear.

 

“You look like a true gun slinger straight out of a dime novel,” she said.

 

“And do you object to that?,” he asked her, cocking an eyebrow..

 

“Oh, not at all. There’s actually something deliciously exciting about it.  It’s just so different from the way I’ve seen you before,” she replied.

 

When they reached the Ponderosa Ben, Hoss and Joe were all lined up outside the house, ready to greet the visitors.  Merry showed not a trace of shyness at meeting Adam’s father.  “Mr. Cartwright,” she said , responding to Ben’s welcome, “it’s a pleasure to meet the man responsible for raising such an exceptional man as Adam.  It seems I have a great deal to thank you for.”  And she gave him a brilliant smile.  From that moment she held Ben in the palm of her hand.

 

Hoss and Joe seemed equally impressed.  In fact for a moment a look came into Joe’s eyes that Adam knew all too well.  But when Joe looked over and caught the glare that older brother was giving him the look changed abruptly and he managed to greet Merry in a perfectly gentlemanly manner.  Then, when they all moved to follow Ben into the house, Joe gave Adam a ‘thumbs up’  gesture, bringing a smile to older brother’s face.

 

The two weeks had passed all too quickly as far as Adam was concerned.  Hoss and Joe had obligingly taken on extra work to allow Adam to spend as much time as possible with their visitors.  John Evans and Ben found they had a good deal in common and enjoyed long conversations by the fireplace over pipes and brandy, for which Adam and Merry were grateful, since it left them free to spend time together as they wanted.  Meredith had some experience in riding side saddle, but Adam taught her to ride Western style, then took her to see the most scenic spots in the area, sometimes taking a picnic basket with them.  Or they went into Virginia City to eat at the International House.  Evenings were spent on the front porch, with Adam playing his guitar and singing or simply talking quietly together while Merry rested her head on Adam’s shoulder.  Many nights ended with a brief moonlight stroll.  Through it all Adam came to the realization that he wanted this woman in his life permanently.  And that led him to a most important decision.

 

Today was the last full day of the Evans’ scheduled visit.  He had decided to take Meredith to the one spot on the Ponderosa which offered the most spectacular view of all overlooking Lake Tahoe.  He had saved this for now, originally intending that this view should be a beautiful last impression for Merry to take home with her.  But now...he hoped it would turn into something more.

 

Meredith was still gazing down at the lake with the same rapturous look on her face. “I’m stunned, Adam,” she said softly.  “I’ve seen some of the famous Alpine lakes...Lake Geneva, Lake Lucerne...and your Lake Tahoe is as beautiful as any of them.  It’s breathtaking.”

 

“I remember the first time I saw it, when we first arrived in this region.  And every time I come here it  still gives me the same feeling I had then,” he told her.

 

After a moment of silence he raised his hand and pointed toward a spot a short distance away.  “Let’s leave the horses here and walk over there for a minute.”

 

They dismounted, he took her hand, and together they made their way to the highest, most forward point of the rise.  As they stood there, watching the sunlight sparkling on the distant water Adam slipped his arm around her shoulder and drew her close to him.

 

“Merry,” he said quietly, “I thought this would be the best place to say what I have to say.”  He took a deep breath.  “I love you, Merry, and I realize now that I don’t want there to be a day of my life that doesn’t have you in it.  Will you please do me the honor of becoming my wife?”

 

She looked up at him with tears beginning to form in her emerald eyes.  “Oh, Adam,” she spoke breathlessly, “the honor will be all mine!”  She threw her arms around his neck and he bent his head to meet her.  They kissed long and deeply, the intensity of their feelings blotting out everything except each other.

 

When they finally pulled back from their kiss Meredith caught her breath and gave a little laugh.  “We’re going to have some difficult problems to resolve, you know,”she said.

 

“Such as?,” he returned..

 

“Well, in the first place, where to hold the wedding.  With most of my family and friends in San Francisco and yours here in Nevada, that’s not going to be an easy question.  And then, I have to figure out what I’m going to do about continuing with my teaching.  I don’t want to give that up if I can possibly find a way....”

 

“Those things will all work out,” he assured her.  “As long as we stay together, everything else will work out in the end.”

 

“Of course it will,” she agreed, smiling.

 

They kissed again lightly, then stood there for some time with their arms around each other, gazing down happily at the beauty before them and dreaming of the future.

 


VI.  A GAME OF CARDS

 


The four people sitting around the table were deeply absorbed in their game of cards...a game of bridge to be exact.  The quiet murmur of their voices was interspersed with the sound of cards being slapped down on the table and the occasional exclamation of triumph or groan of dismay at hands won or lost.  The grandfather clock in the corner of the room ticked away steadily; its chiming of the quarter hours was barely noticed by the players, so focused were they on their hands.

 

The North/South positions at the table were occupied by John Evans and his brother Connor, a pair of avid bridge players who had actually participated in local tournaments with some success.  Their opponents were a younger couple, John’s daughter Meredith and her fiancé, Adam Cartwright.  Meredith had learned the game from her father and enjoyed playing mainly for the sake of sharing something with him.  Adam was more used to the various forms of poker as practiced at the saloon tables of Virginia City, but he did know the rules, and he and Meredith were well enough attuned to each other that they were able to hold their own against the more experienced players.

 

Usually Adam’s presence in San Francisco meant business dealings of some kind, but in this case the stated business reason for his trip had been a fairly flimsy excuse to be able to spend time with Meredith and work on planning their wedding.  When Adam had approached his father with the plan to make this trip,
so soon after Meredith and her father had returned home from their visit to the Ponderosa,  he had anticipated some objection - the business could be done by correspondence and didn’t require his presence, especially at a time when things were so busy on the ranch.  Instead, he was met with a knowing smile and an indulgent “That sounds fine, son; take whatever time is needed.”  That caused Adam to shake his head, caught off guard once more at the thought of just how well his father knew him and how much he cared about him.

 

Now, as the next hand was being dealt, Adam looked over at his lovely partner and felt a rush of gratitude for his father’s understanding.

 

He should have known.  Especially considering how Ben had reacted when Adam made the big announcement.

 


Four weeks earlier...

 

Things were rather quiet around the dinner table at the Ponderosa that evening.  It might be that the dinner Hop Sing had prepared was so exceptionally good that everyone was too absorbed in eating to talk very much.  It might also have something to do with the fact that their guests, John and Meredith Evans were leaving in the morning to return to San Francisco and there was a certain regret at their going.  And it should also be noted that Adam and Merry spent most of the meal exchanging meaningful glances and loaded smiles, which accounted for their not speaking much.  Unspoken thoughts and sentiments seemed to crowd the air. 

 

Then, during the pause before Hop Sing brought in their dessert, Adam set down his wine glass, rose from his chair and cleared his throat.

 

“If I may, there’s an announcement that I would like to make,” he said.  Immediately the eyes of all around the table were trained on him with great curiosity, and what conversation there was ceased.

 

Adam extended his hand to Merry, who sat to his left, and she rose to stand beside him.  Adam looked only at her as he resumed speaking.

 

“I am very happy...and very proud...to say that this beautiful young lady has agreed to become my wife.”  He reached into his pocket and brought out a small object. “Merry, this was my mother’s engagement ring. It’s not a very large one - my father wasn’t a very rich man when he gave it to her, but it represents a great deal of love.  My father gave it to me when I turned sixteen and told me to save it carefully for the woman I would one day marry.  I give it to you now with just as much love, and with great gratitude for the happiness you’ve brought into my life.”  He gently slipped the ring onto her finger, then leaned forward to kiss her soundly.

 

There were about two seconds of total silence which were followed by a whoop and a holler from Joe and an exclamation of “Way to go, brother!” from Hoss.

 

John Evans got up, beaming, and went to embrace his daughter.  “Merry, darling, I couldn’t be more delighted.” He reached out to shake Adam’s hand. “I had a feeling that the two of you would hit it off together.  That’s why I invited you home to dinner that night after we signed our contract, Adam.  I rather imagine that you suspected as much, didn’t you?”

 

“It wasn’t too hard to figure out,” Adam replied, smiling.  “I can only thank you...and admire your perceptiveness.”

 

“And I thank you too, father,” Meredith added.  “That may very well be the best thing that you’ve ever done for me.” Her smile was an open declaration of her happiness.

 

Then Ben Cartwright rose and moved around the table to stand in front of the newly engaged couple.  His eyes were brimming and his voice was husky with emotion.

 

“Adam, you know that the most important wish in my life has been to see you boys well and happy.  The joy that you two are sharing at this moment is obvious and I rejoice at it.  I pray that your joy will only increase...and that it will last.”  Ben reached out to embrace Adam and Merry together. “Welcome to our family, my dear,” he spoke quietly in her ear.  “I have to say I think my son has made a fine choice.”

 

“Thank you...Pa,” Merry whispered back.  And Ben smiled.

 


Back to the card game...

 

The clock continued to tick quietly and the voices of the card players rose in intensity as the climax of the game was reached.  Finally, with a flourish, Connor Evans threw down his last card. “The nine of trumps takes the final trick!,” he exclaimed.  “That’s the slam...and the rubber!”  He reached over to shake his partner’s hand while Adam and Merry leaned back in their chairs with expressions of defeat.

 

“Who’s up for another go?,” Connor asked as he gathered up the cards.

 

“Not me,” John replied, checking his watch.  “It’s not that late, but I am rather tired and I think I should be getting to bed.”  He glanced at Merry, then at Adam.  “And I’m sure these two would appreciate a little time alone.”  He looked to his brother.  “I’m afraid we’ve kept them pretty well occupied all evening.”

 

John started to rise from his chair, but it seemed to be an effort.  Finally he made it to his feet, then he gave a sudden gasp, as if in pain.  His right hand went to his chest and he bent over, grimacing and breathing heavily.

 

“Father!,” Meredith cried.  She was at his side immediately, a look of alarm on her face. John sat heavily back onto the chair, still clutching his chest.  Adam quickly came to his other side, while Connor also looked on in deep concern.

 

“I think...it’s my heart...” John managed to gasp out.

 

Adam looked over at Connor. “Please have one of the servants go for the doctor - now!,” he said in his take charge voice.  Connor nodded briefly and hurried out of the room.

 

Adam turned to Merry.  “That sofa  is good and comfortable.  Let’s get him over there.” 

 

Together they managed to get John over to the sofa and helped him to lie down.  Merry went quickly to fetch pillows and blankets while Adam loosened John’s clothing and attempted to make him as comfortable as possible.

 

In a few minutes, when they had done all that they knew to do, Adam and Meredith were left to wait for the arrival of the doctor.  They looked at each other  with apprehensive eyes.

 

“Isn’t there anything more we can do?,” Merry asked.  Her voice was steady but her distress was evident in her face.  It hurt Adam to see it.

 

“Not at the moment.  He seems to be resting...breathing a little easier.  Come here.”  Adam took Merry into his arms and she gratefully rested her head on his shoulder.  He was trying to imagine how he would feel if it was his own father lying there in pain, and the thought was almost too much.

 

“Don’t worry, darling,” he spoke in his most comforting voice.  “I’m here for you.  You know that.”

 

“She smiled wanly up at him.  “Yes, I know, my love.  I’m so thankful....”

 

They held each other close.  The future, which had seemed to be so bright and promising, suddenly looked much darker and more uncertain.

 


VII. 
SUNRISE

 


In the cool, damp air of the last half hour before sunrise a small group of people gathered in a park on the outskirts of
San Francisco.  In a secluded corner, sheltered by a row of tall trees, a number of wooden benches had been set  in a circle.  As people arrived and found places on the benches the women drew their cloaks closely around them and the men, in Sunday suits, rubbed their hands together to warm them.  A number of poles had been set up on the outside of the circle with lanterns hanging from them.  Narrow streamers of sheer white cloth  draped gracefully between the poles gave the site a festive air.

 

Standing somewhat apart under a tree stood Adam Cartwright and his two brothers.  All three were dressed in matching dark suits.  Joe was checking out  Adam’s appearance  with a critical eye.  He deftly brushed a speck of dust off his brother’s sleeve, then adjusted the flower pinned to his lapel.

 

“Well, Adam, I guess you look pretty good for a condemned man,” he said with a sly wink.  “You know it’s not too late to back out of this thing.  Hoss and I can still spirit you away from here...if you want us to.”

 

Adam responded with a slow smile.  “No way, Joe.  I’ve waited too long for this day.”

 

“You hear that, Hoss?”  Joe looked over at their middle brother, who was pulling at his shirt collar as though it were a little tight.  “It sounds to me like older brother here is far gone.”

 

“He sure is, ain’t he?”  Hoss grinned.  “And it’s mighty good to see it.  That’s the way it should be today.”  He gave Adam a clap on the shoulder.

 

“Say, Adam, what made you and Merry decide to have a sunrise wedding?,” Joe asked.  “I mean, getting everybody up at this time of the day...”  He made a show of putting his hand to his mouth and yawning.

 

“It was her idea, actually,” Adam replied.  “But I liked it myself.  And what are you complaining about?  You get up this early often enough at home to do chores.”

 

“I may do it, but I don’t exactly like it,”Joe said.  “And isn’t middle October a little bit late in the year to be doing this outside?”

 

“Well, it might have been nice to do it in the middle of summer, but we didn’t want to wait almost a whole year.”  A cloud seemed to come over Adam’s expression as he thought of the reason for the haste with which this wedding had been arranged.

 

Only three weeks ago Adam had arrived in San Francisco to stay with his fiancé, Meredith Evans, and her father John.  They had been talking of a fairly large church wedding in late spring or early summer of the following year, soon after the Academy where Meredith taught let out for the summer.  Then John Evans had been taken suddenly ill and everything had changed.  The doctor confirmed that John had suffered a heart attack, and though he had come through it there was lasting damage.  The doctor had insisted that John begin to take things as easily as possible.  He had gently told them that with proper rest and care John could well survive for at least a couple of more years, but, given the condition of his heart, his life expectancy beyond that point was highly unpredictable.

 

This news was, naturally, very sobering for them all.  John himself accepted the situation with an equanimity that won Adam’s admiration.  While obeying the orders to take things very easy he began to concentrate on arrangements for the smooth continuation of his business and for assuring his daughter’s future under any circumstances.  And that was where Adam came in.

 

One afternoon John had a long conversation with his prospective son-in-law.  He told him how glad he was that Merry had found such a good man.  He broached the possibility of Adam’s taking over the running of the ship building business and expressed strong confidence that the younger man would be able to “learn the ropes” very quickly.  There seemed to be a number of advantages to such an arrangement.  John offered to turn over ownership of the San Francisco house to Adam and Merry on their marriage on condition that he would continue to make his home with them.  If the young couple remained in San Francisco it would allow Meredith to continue her teaching, whereas the opportunities for that did not look promising if they went back to Nevada.  Adam had always appreciated the cultural advantages to be found in the city.  He was used to making regular trips between Nevada and San Francisco, so trips back to see his  family should be no problem.  And running the ship building business would give him the opportunity to go along on shake down cruises for the new ships, satisfying the romantic notions he sometimes had about going “off to sea”.

 

After careful consideration, including thoroughly discussing the matter with Merry, the arrangement was agreed to.

 

Merry too was dealing with the circumstances with considerable courage.  Adam knew that it was a very painful situation for her, but she managed to keep up a cheerful demeanor around her father.  She had become eager to have their marriage celebrated as quickly as possible for her father’s sake, and Adam understood that.  Truth to tell, the longer he was close to Merry the more his desire for her was growing, and the idea of moving up their wedding date suited him for more than purely selfless reasons.  With the decision to make the wedding as soon as possible the idea of the large church wedding went by the wayside and the idea of a small outdoor wedding was born.  Meredith obtained a leave of absence from the Academy in order to care for her father and to make the arrangements for the wedding. 

 

And now the day had come.  The stage was set, the guests were assembled, and all was ready for the arrival of the rest of the wedding party.

 

Just as the first glow of the rising sun began to tinge the sky a carriage drove up carrying the fathers of the bride and groom.  John Evans, cloaked warmly against the morning chill was accompanied by his doctor, who was also a family friend.  Together they slowly made their way to seats on one of the benches.  Ben Cartwright, smiling broadly, made his way over to where his sons stood outside the circle, stopping directly in front of his oldest.

 

“Adam,” he said, “you know how happy it makes me to see this day.  Your Merry is a wonderful young woman, and I can only hope that your brothers will do as well when they come to choose a wife.”  He sent a meaningful look in the direction of Hoss and Joe.  “I wish you all the best son.  God bless you and your beautiful bride.”  He stepped forward and embraced Adam, who responded with a simple  “Thank you, Pa.”  Ben held the embrace for a moment, then drew back and, with a final smile, turned to find his seat in the circle.

 

As the glow of the sunrise intensified another carriage appeared, this one carrying Meredith, her Uncle Connor, and her two best friends who were her attendants.  Meredith was wearing the same beautiful long dark green dress and the hat of the same color with the white silk rose that she had worn the first time she and Adam had gone out together.  She carried a bouquet of mixed fall flowers.  Her attendants’ dresses had bodices and sleeves of green with long skirts of a printed fabric in a mixture of fall colors.  They carried smaller bouquets of the same seasonal flowers as Meredith.

 

The minister from the Evans’ church rose from his seat and stepped to the center of the circle.  Adam joined him there with Hoss and Joe standing behind him.  The bride’s attendants made their way into the circle, followed by Connor Evans, escorting his niece.  As they passed the bench where John Evans sat, Merry stopped to lean down and embrace her father.  He returned the embrace and whispered some words in her ear that brought moisture to her eyes.  She gave his cheek a gentle kiss, then stood up and, taking her uncle’s arm again, went to take her place in front of the minister.

 

With everyone assembled, the minister began the ceremony.

 

“We are gathered here in the sight of God and in the presence of these witnesses to join this man and this woman in holy matrimony....”

 

The minister’s inquiry as to whether anyone knew just cause why these two should not be joined was greeted only with slightly amused smiles. 

 

He turned to the groom.  “Do you, Adam, take this woman, Meredith, to be your lawful wedded wife?

 

Adam looked into the eyes of his bride and felt the strong surge of emotions welling up inside him.

 

“I do.”  He spoke it in a firm clear voice.

 

“Do you, Meredith, take this man, Adam, to be your lawful wedded husband?”

 

She looked back at him with the same rapturous look on her face that he had seen there before.  He loved to see that look, especially now that it was directed at him.

 

“I do.”  In her joy those two words almost became a song.

 

As they continued their exchange of vows some early rising birds began to chirp and warble happily, providing a musical accompaniment.  The vows completed and the rings exchanged, it was time for the minister to make the declaration.

 

“By the authority vested in me I do pronounce that they are husband and wife together.  What God has joined together let noone put asunder.

 

Adam and Merry stepped forward into each other’s arms and their lips met with eager intensity.  The assembled group broke into applause, but at that moment it hardly registered with the newlyweds.

 

As the sun continued to rise a ray of light broke through a gap in the row of trees and touched the pair with a kind of benediction. The singing of the birds increased, becoming a hymn of praise for the gift of two lives joined as one and the wonderful miracle of love.

 

THE  END  

 

 

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