And the War Came
Book 2 of A HOUSE UNITED series
      
By Sarah Hendess
  
Back in his bedroom, Adam sat down at his writing desk next to the window and composed his reply to Josie.
  Ponderosa  Ranch
  Utah Territory
  November 7, 1859
  Dear  Josie,
              Please forgive the tardiness of my  reply to your letter of September 11.   Hoss and Little Joe “accidentally” set an angry bull loose in the middle  of Virginia City two weeks ago, and we have all been busy helping the  businessmen repair the damage to their storefronts.
              Virginia City is growing  rapidly.  I have never seen a town go up  so quickly!  It is nice to have a town  closer by than Carson City.  It takes  only two hours to ride into Virginia City as opposed to the four to reach  Carson City, so we can go into town much more frequently.  Little Joe and Hoss have been enjoying the  saloon – when the barkeeper is not throwing Little Joe out for being too young,  anyway.  We are hoping to have a  telegraph office in town by the end of next year.  I will enjoy getting news much faster than we  do now.
              I am glad to hear you are settling  in well at medical school.  I am  extraordinarily proud of you, and I am certain you will make a fine  doctor.  The world needs more good  doctors, especially here in the West.   One of Carson City’s doctors, our old friend Dr. Paul Martin, has moved  into Virginia City and set up a practice.   It is good to have a doctor closer, though he has quite a large  territory to cover – pretty much everything between Virginia City and  Placerville, California.
              Your roommate sounds lovely,  too.  However, if she returns to Boston  for any length of time, you might warn her about Aunt Rachel.  
              Life here on the Ponderosa goes on  pretty much the same as it always has.   We will move our winter stock to safer pasture tomorrow, patch up a few  holes in the line shacks, and then enjoy a few months with a lighter workload.
              Pa told us tonight at supper about  John Brown’s attack on the arsenal in Virginia.   I am sure you have heard of it, but, Josephine, please be cautious.  It gives me great comfort to know that you  are not currently in Washington, but I fear this tension between North and  South will boil over into war, and when it does, it most certainly will be near  Washington.  I implore you to stay out of  the city when that happens.  I know Aunt  Rachel can be difficult, but the Stoddard home would be your safest  refuge.  In the meantime, monitor the  situation closely and enjoy your studies.   I hope to attend your graduation when you finish.
              I miss you, too.
              Your cousin,
                                     Adam
              Josie finished reading Adam’s letter  and sighed as she added it to his other letters in the drawer of her writing  desk.  She had kept every letter he had  ever sent her – about eight per year since she had left the Ponderosa in 1850 –  and had brought them all along to medical school in case she felt lonely.  But he could be such a know-it-all!  She hated when he called her  “Josephine.”  It was always the precursor  to him telling her what she ought to do.   But if their situations were reversed, she knew she would be begging him  to get away from Washington, too.
              She, too, was worried about the  potential for war.  There had been talk  of a possible uprising at John Brown’s execution in Virginia a few days  earlier, but Virginia’s governor had ordered 1,500 troops to keep order around  the gallows, and very few civilians had been permitted access.  The hanging went off without incident, but  Josie was among thousands of Americans chilled by Brown’s last words, published  in newspapers across the nation.
              When they appeared on December 3 in  the Philadelphia Inquirer, Josie read  them aloud to her classmates.
              “I, John Brown, am now quite certain  that the crimes of this guilty land can never be purged away but with  Blood.  I had as I now think, vainly  flattered myself that without very much bloodshed it might be done.”
              When she finished, all the young  ladies sat quietly, not knowing what to say.
              “Do you really think there will be a  war?” Michaela asked no one in particular.
              “I don’t know,” Josie replied  grimly, “but if there is, we are all going to have a lot of work ahead of us.”
            Josie returned to Philadelphia in  early January 1860 and was met by a flushed and breathless Michaela, who shared  the happy news that her beau David had proposed to her over the holidays.  She extended her left hand and flashed a  beautiful diamond engagement ring.  They  were planning to wed the following year as soon as the young ladies  graduated.  Josie squealed with delight  and hugged her friend tightly as the girls jumped up and down.  Many of their classmates were plainly envious  of Michaela, but Josie was genuinely thrilled for her.  Unlike most of the young ladies, Josie had no  current interest in marriage.  Her first  priority was establishing herself as a physician.  She could worry about a husband later, if she  decided she even wanted one.  That month  on the Ponderosa when she was nine years old had revealed to her how very much  work men could be.
              Josie found her second term at  medical school even more engaging than her first.  The curriculum was less prescribed in the  spring, and the students had some freedom of choice with their classes.  Josie selected courses in surgery and  obstetrics and attended fascinating seminars on effective quarantines and the  importance the smallpox inoculation, which, she proudly informed her  classmates, her father had been providing to his patients for nearly  twenty-five years.
              The semester passed quickly, and  before it seemed possible, Josie and her friends were bidding one another  farewell for the summer.  Josie had  already planned to spend part of her holiday with Aunt Rachel in Boston – her  mother’s idea, not hers – and she and Michaela looked forward to spending time  together in the city.  Josie cheerfully  departed Philadelphia in late May.
Stoddard  House
  Boston, Massachusetts
  July 4, 1860
Dear  Adam,
              Happy Independence Day!  Thank you for your letter of June 16.  It is amazing how quickly the Pony Express  can deliver the mail.
              How exciting that Virginia City will  have (or “had” by the time you get this letter) fireworks!  I do hope you kept a close eye on Hoss and  Little Joe.  It would be just like the  pair of them to spirit some away to set off later on their own.  Do you remember our first Fourth of July  together in Washington?  That was the  year they laid the cornerstone of the Washington Monument.  I could not see over the crowd, so you lifted  me onto your shoulders.  Then we ate so  much ice cream I woke up in the middle of the night with a horrible  bellyache.  That was so very fun.
              I spent June at home with Mama and  Papa and assisted Papa in his clinic, where we were quite busy.  I do not know why, but summer in Washington  brings a flood of little boys with bumps, cuts, sprains, and fractures.  I must have sewn two hundred stitches in the  first week.  But, as Little Joe can  attest, I am quite skilled with stitches.
              Much to Aunt Rachel’s bemusement, I  have spent nearly every day here in Boston assisting Michaela and her father in  his practice.  As you may imagine, Aunt  Rachel has voiced no small number of aspersions regarding the decency of my  chosen profession for, as she calls me, “a young lady of breeding.”  I have half a mind to ask her when, exactly,  hailing from a long line of sailors began making one a member of the  aristocracy, but you should be very proud of me as I have managed, somehow, to  hold my tongue, despite my weariness of being compared to a saloon girl.  I believe she is simply put out that I have  been spending my time in the clinic rather than accompanying her to her  abolitionist meetings where she can show me off.
              The Boston Female Anti-Slavery  Society supports Mr. Lincoln in the presidential election this year, though as  none of its members is permitted to vote, I fail to see what difference their  support makes.  Do not mistake me, I am  myself an ardent abolitionist, but I feel stymied by the limitations placed  upon my sex.
              I have read in the newspaper that  many southern states are intent on seceding should Mr. Lincoln win the  election, but I do not believe this threat will come to fruition.  The South cannot survive alone.  It has very little railroad track, very few  schools (and none as good as Harvard!), and nearly no large cities or  industry.  The world is changing too  rapidly for man to live by cotton alone, and I feel confident that cooler heads  will prevail.
              Do let me know as soon as you  determine whether you are able to attend my graduation next spring.  Try to bring Hoss with you, if you can.  Even Aunt Rachel would be pleased to see him  again.  And you must send me a telegram  as soon as your office in Virginia City is operational!  How wonderful it will be to send one another  messages in mere moments instead of weeks!
              Please give my best to Uncle Ben,  Hoss, and my partner in crime, Little Joe.
              All my love,
                                     Josephine
              Nevada was hot in the summer.  It did not steam like the boggy District of  Columbia did, but the arid summer sun beat down on man and beast alike, baking  the earth until it parched and cracked.   Interspersed with their ranch duties, the four Cartwright men spent much  of their free time in the cool waters of Lake Tahoe on the western edge of  their property.  Hoss and Little Joe  especially enjoyed horsing around in the lake, where Hoss, who had topped out  at six feet, four inches and 300 pounds, would hold his younger and much  smaller brother underwater and then pretend he could not find him, asking Adam  and Ben if they had seen the boy.  Only  when Little Joe’s struggling reached a frantic pitch would Hoss release him,  and the boy would shoot, sputtering, to the surface.
              “Oh, there you are, Little  Joe!”  Hoss would exclaim in mock  surprise as Joe spit out half the lake.   “Here I thought you’d gone home.”
              Little Joe had turned eighteen in  July, and it was clear he would remain the smallest member of his family.  Though not short, he stood an inch below his  father and Adam, and four inches below Hoss, and his body had a wiriness to it  that would never entirely leave him, even in middle age.  A number of young ladies in the area had  taken notice of Joe recently, and Hoss and Adam had twice overheard their  father lecturing Little Joe on the importance of acting “honorably” with young  ladies.  The older brothers teased Little  Joe about this to no end.
              One morning, Little Joe mounted his  horse, Cochise, to ride into Virginia City, ostensibly for a new pair of boots  for the upcoming cattle drive to San Francisco, but also most likely to visit  one of his many female admirers.  Hoss  and Adam wandered into the front yard to see him off.
              “Now Joe,” Hoss said seriously,  “don’t you go doin’ nothin’ dishonorable, you hear?”
              Adam burst into gales of  laughter.  Little Joe glared at his  brothers, then kicked his pinto and galloped off.
              Hoss grinned.  “Think he’ll still be sore by the time he  gets home?”
              “Most likely,” Adam said with a  smirk.  “Especially if he discovers what  I left for him in his saddlebag.”
              “What’d ya leave him?”
              “Oh, just a little note that says,  ‘Honor is a virtue.’”
              When the brothers’ laughter faded  enough that they could catch their breath, the pair decided it might be best  for them to be out when Little Joe returned home.
           Just after the first of August, Ben,  Adam, Little Joe, Hop Sing, and a dozen ranch hands drove most of the  Ponderosa’s cattle to market in San Francisco.   Traveling about fifteen miles per day – any faster and the cattle would  lose too much weight to fetch a good price – it took about two weeks to get there.  Everyone hoped Ben would consent to stay in  the city for a while, but after two days’ rest, they set off for home.  
              Without the cattle, they made it  home in four days.  As Adam had hoped,  there was a letter from Josie waiting for him.   Hoss had brought it from Virginia City a few days before.  The letter revealed little of import, but  Adam treasured it all the same.  Despite  Aunt Rachel, Josie had enjoyed her summer in Boston immensely and was excited  to be back in Philadelphia for her second and final year of medical  school.  She mentioned neither the  upcoming presidential election nor the Southern states’ increasingly vehement  threats of secession if the election did not go their way.  Adam assumed correctly that Josephine was  fully aware of the situation but declined to mention it because she knew Adam  was also watching it closely, and she did not want another plea from him to  take refuge with Aunt Rachel in the event of war.  Adam dashed off a reply, telling Josie about  the cattle drive, including the bit where Ben tripped backward over a tree root  and landed squarely in an enormous pile of cow manure.  After sealing his own letter, Adam tucked the  one from Josie carefully into the drawer of his writing desk alongside every  other letter she had ever written him.   He sometimes spread them out in chronological order to see Josie’s  handwriting evolve from the scratchy scrawl of a child to the flowing script of  a young woman.
              Fall was a pleasant time on the  Ponderosa.  Once the cattle were sold,  the ranch’s workload lightened considerably until spring.  The Cartwright men checked the house,  bunkhouse, and barn for any drafts or leaks, making minor repairs as necessary,  and made sure their retained cattle were in protected areas before winter set  in.  Mostly, the brothers enjoyed their  extra free time.  Adam caught up on his  reading, Hoss on his whittling, and Little Joe on his socializing.  In general, they were all very contented,  especially when the fall produce came in and Hop Sing started baking apple and  pumpkin pies again.
              Despite their outward contentment, however,  they all kept a wary eye on the political situation.  The presidential election of 1860 was sending  waves of anxiety and anger across the entire nation, both North and South.  And it was complicated.  There were four men running for the nation’s  highest office.  The progressive new  Republican Party had nominated Abraham Lincoln, the former Congressman from Illinois,  while the Democratic Party had split along sectional lines.  The Northern Democrats nominated Lincoln’s  erstwhile political opponent Stephen Douglas, also from Illinois, while the  Southern Democrats nominated the current vice president, John  Breckenridge.  Meanwhile, a new moderate  party, the Constitutional Union Party, had formed out of a group of aging  politicians and nominated Tennessee slaveholder John Bell.  Adam felt certain there was no way this  election would end peacefully.
              On November 10, all four Cartwrights  rose earlier than usual to ride into Virginia City.  The town’s new telegraph office was opening  that morning, and they expected to receive the results of the presidential  election from four days ago.
              A crowd had already gathered outside  the telegraph office by the time they arrived, and the Cartwrights had to  position themselves five or six rows back from the telegraph office door.
              “Well, hello there, Ben!”  Roy Coffee, the town sheriff, hailed the  Cartwrights’ patriarch.  They all greeted  the congenial sheriff, who then turned to Adam.   “How’s your cousin, Josephine, Adam?   She enjoying medical school?”  Not  typically the exuberant sort, Adam had not been able to stop himself boasting  to nearly everyone in Virginia City about his cousin’s medical school  acceptance.
              “Yes, sir!” Adam replied  enthusiastically.  “She’s at the top of  her class.”
              “We would expect no less,” Roy said,  smiling.  He had not met Josie during her  visit to the Ponderosa all those years ago, but if Ben Cartwright and his boys  were any indicator of the family’s quality, Josephine Cartwright would do well  for herself.  “When does she graduate?”
              “May 18,” Adam answered. 
              “I didn’t realize she was graduating  on your birthday, Adam!” Hoss interjected.
              “Yep!” Adam grinned.  “It’ll be the best birthday present I’ll ever  get.”
              By that time, the crowd was growing  restless waiting for the news.  After  another ten minutes, Little Joe grew bored and began to wander off after a  pretty young lady who had batted her eyelashes at him, but Hoss grabbed his arm  and pulled him back.  An eternity later  for the squirrely Little Joe but only ten more minutes for everyone else,  Morris, the new telegraph operator from Carson City, stepped out of the  office.  A hush descended over the crowd.
              Morris cleared his throat and waited  for all eyes to turn to him, clearly relishing the attention.  When he felt he had created adequate  suspense, he announced, “The next president of the United States is Mr. Abraham  Lincoln!”
              The crowd erupted, half in triumph,  like the Cartwrights, who supported Mr. Lincoln, and half in outrage.  Within seconds, men on opposing sides had  begun exchanging fisticuffs, and women and children were fleeing the area.  Little Joe was about to dive into the melee  when Ben grabbed him and hustled him away, Adam and Hoss trailing closely  behind and occasionally dodging a flying townsman.  Ben dragged his youngest son into Virginia  City’s hotel, the International House, and plunked him in a chair in the dining  room, where he ordered four coffees.
              “Why’d you drag me away, Pa?!”  Little Joe protested.  “That scuffle  looked like fun.”
              Ben opened his mouth to reply, but  he was cut short by several sharp reports of small-arms fire.  Adam flinched, and Hoss’s eyes grew wide as  saucers.  A chagrined Little Joe shrank  in his chair.
              “Are they shootin’ because Mr.  Lincoln won the election, Pa?” Hoss asked in astonishment.
              Ben felt a surge of love for his  middle son who had difficulty comprehending unkindness of any sort, and he  hoped desperately that the impending conflict would not leave Hoss jaded toward  mankind.  “Yes, they are,” he answered  grimly.
              “D’ya think we should go help the  sheriff?”
              “No, Hoss, we are going to stay  right here and drink our coffee.”
              As if on cue, the waiter arrived  with a large pot of strong coffee and four mugs.
              “If it’s this bad in Virginia City,  imagine how bad it must be in Washington,” Little Joe mused.  Hoss kicked him sharply under the table – a  frequent occurrence – just as Little Joe noticed the ashen expression on Adam’s  face.  “Oh,” he said, horrified realization  washing over him.  “Oh, Adam, I’m  sorry.  I didn’t mean anything by  it.  My mouth just got ahead of my  brain.”
              “It’s ok,” Adam reassured him as he  passed Little Joe the cream.  “You didn’t  say anything I wasn’t already thinking.”
              “Don’t you boys worry,” Ben told his  sons.  “Josie is safely tucked away in  Philadelphia, and Jacob told me in his last letter that if Washington, DC, becomes  unsafe, he will send your Aunt Hannah to Boston.”
              “Yeah, but what about Uncle Jacob?”
              “He’s a doctor, Hoss,” Ben  explained.  “He’ll go where he’s  needed.”  Ben was displeased by the  thought of his younger brother joining the Army, even if doctors were put back away from the fighting,  but he was proud of Jacob’s sense of duty to his country.
              “They’ll need him in Washington,”  Adam predicted.  “This war isn’t far off  now.”
              “I hope you’re wrong,” Ben said,  “but I’m afraid you’re not.”
              “That war wouldn’t have anything to  do with us way out here in the territory, though, would it, Pa?”  The concern was clear in Hoss’s voice.  He had no desire to see a battle.
              “Not directly, no.  I wouldn’t expect fighting to come this far  west.  But everyone in Nevada is  originally from somewhere else, and those loyalties don’t fade away, as you’ve  seen this morning.  The Southerners are  terrified that Mr. Lincoln will take their slaves away, and even though slavery  isn’t allowed here in the territory, the men originally from the South still  believe they should have the right to own slaves.”
              The four men sat quietly for several  moments and sipped their coffee, each lost in his own thoughts.  When his mug was empty, Ben strode to the  window to check on the situation outside.   Satisfied that Sheriff Coffee and his deputies had successfully  dispersed the mob, Ben announced that he was headed to the mercantile.  He instructed his sons to rejoin him at the  hotel for lunch and while staring directly at Little Joe, admonished them all  to stay out of trouble.
              “Thirty years old, and I’m still  being bossed around by my father,” Adam said, shaking his head in bemusement.
              “You could always get married,”  Little Joe suggested slyly.
              “And give up the privilege of living  with the two of you? Never!”  Adam  grinned and threw an arm around each of his brothers.  In truth, he had considered marrying and had  even been engaged once, but the young lady had run off with someone else, which  had put Adam off of courting for quite some time.  In hindsight, Adam decided that had probably  been just as well.  It had never felt  right to leave his father’s home while his brothers were still young; if Ben  had married again, things might have been different, but Adam had felt  responsible for helping to raise his brothers.   Now that Hoss and Little Joe were grown, however, perhaps it was time to  reconsider the matter.  He could easily  help to run the ranch from his own home elsewhere on the property.  Ben had promised each of his sons a section  of the Ponderosa for their own when the time came, and Adam had selected a  piece near the lake he intended to ask for, but he was in no hurry.  He did sometimes long for a woman’s  companionship, but he had never minded solitude.  Life was more predictable that way.
              The three brothers exited the hotel  and, blinking in the bright sunlight, sauntered back down the wooden sidewalk  to the telegraph office to conduct some important business.  Surprisingly, there was no line for the  telegraph.  Considering that this was the  first day of operation for the new office, the brothers had expected to wait in  a long queue of other people anxious to send a message zipping across the  continent to relatives back east.
              “Oh, Sheriff Coffee sent everyone  home,” Morris explained as he handed the Cartwrights a piece of paper and a  pencil so they could compose their message.   “The ones he didn’t send to jail, that is.”
              Little Joe started to laugh until  Adam reminded him he had attempted to join the men who were now cooling their  heels in the town jail and suggested that they focus their energies on writing  their telegram.  Hoss began dictating a  Dickensian message about everything he had seen and done in the past two weeks,  but Adam pointed out that telegrams needed to be short.  Instead, Adam suggested “Dear Josephine, Best  of luck on your exams next month.  You  are a credit to our family,” which Little Joe contended sounded like a message  from someone’s grandmother.  When Adam  lost his cool and shouted “Well, what do you suggest, if you’re so smart?!”  such a heated argument broke out among the three brothers that Morris, being  new to town and unfamiliar with the Cartwright brothers, wondered if he needed  to call for the sheriff again.   Fortunately for him, Charlotte Larson, who had watched Little Joe when  Ben and Hoss were back east for Adam’s Harvard graduation and had recently  moved to Virginia City with her husband, entered the office just then and  assured Morris that this was normal for the Cartwrights.  She pushed past the squabbling young men and  ignored their racket completely as she composed a telegram to her sister in  Denver.  She handed Morris her message  and payment and turned to leave.  She  paused just long enough on her way out to crack each of the brothers smartly  upside the back of the head before sweeping out the door with an audible  “Hmph!”
              Reunited in their indignation, the  brothers conducted a more subdued debate and finally settled on a message that  Adam contended was ridiculous, but Hoss pointed out that at least it was short.
              Morris swallowed his laughter when  he saw the final message, scratched out in Adam’s neat penmanship:
              “Hi Josie STOP Love Adam Hoss Joe  STOP”
            The Cartwrights avoided Virginia  City for a while to give the town time to settle down, but two weeks later,  Little Joe returned to make a deposit at the bank for Ben and came home with a  reply from their cousin:
              “Hi everyone STOP Love Josephine  STOP”
              They all had a good chuckle over the  telegram while Joe handed out the mail he had picked up in town: the New York Herald for Ben, Scientific American for Adam, and as  usual, nothing for Hoss or himself.   Ben’s smiling face fell into a grim mask as he scanned the Herald’s lead article.
              Adam watched the evolution of his  father’s expression and asked what was wrong.   Wordlessly, Ben passed him the paper.
              “South Carolina threatens  secession,” Hoss read aloud over Adam’s shoulder.  “Well, so what?  They been threatenin’ that for years, haven’t  they?”
              “Yes, they have,” Ben confirmed,  “but I’m afraid that in the wake of Mr. Lincoln’s election, they may actually  go through with it.”
              Adam continued skimming the news article.  “It says here that Mr. Lincoln won only forty  percent of the popular vote,” he said.   “That means a majority of the voters cast their votes for other  candidates.  The people of South Carolina  feel they weren’t adequately represented in the election.”
              “They can’t just secede, though,”  Little Joe scoffed, but then his bravado faded.   “Can they?”
              Ben put a hand on the  eighteen-year-old’s shoulder.  “You saw  Virginia City the day the election results were announced.  If they gather enough angry men with guns,  they can, and they will.”
  
            The Cartwright men stayed as busy as  possible over the next few weeks to keep their minds off the nation’s  troubles.  By the time mid-December  rolled around, Adam had repaired drafts both real and imagined on the house,  barn, bunkhouse, carriage house, and every line shack and outhouse on the  property.  Hoss had rounded up and  counted every head of cattle three times, Little Joe had created two woodpiles  that rose halfway up the side of the house, and Ben had set enough traps in the  alpine region to ensnare every small animal in the Utah Territory.  They avoided going into town, both for fear  of bad news and to avoid the increasingly hostile tensions between the  townspeople.  Even Little Joe, who loved  a good fight, was put off.
              Three days before Christmas, Hoss  could no longer avoid Virginia City.  He  and Adam had ordered a new saddle for Little Joe’s Christmas present, and one  of them had to pick it up from the saddler, and Hoss had lost the coin  toss.  He set out early in the buckboard  one morning, bundled up tightly against the frigid December air.  That afternoon, Adam sat next to the giant  fireplace in the great room and read “A Christmas Carol” while he waited for  Hoss to return.  It had begun to snow,  and Adam grew anxious; Hoss should have been back already.  Adam caught himself reading the same  paragraph for a third time and gave up trying to concentrate on the story.  He tucked a battered old playing card between  the pages to mark his place and set the book on the coffee table.  Hooking his thumbs in his pants pockets, he  strolled to the window behind his father’s desk and peered out.  The snow was falling heavily now, increasing  Adam’s concern for his brother.  It was  hardly a blizzard, but Adam knew exactly how cold a snowstorm could be.
              “At least he dressed warmly,” Adam  muttered to himself.  His thoughts  drifted to another snowy December day eleven years earlier when he had so  foolishly flown into the streets of Boston with no coat, hat, or gloves.  This transitioned to the memory of sitting on  a bed snuggled up next to Josie, still a little girl, as the two of them read  books and ate candy together in companionable silence.  Adam smiled fondly at the memory and speculated  how pleasant it would be to return to that moment even briefly.  Provided he could skip the willow bark tea  this time.  Adam Cartwright had matured  in many ways over the past decade, most notably as a shrewd businessman who now  oversaw all of the Ponderosa’s mining and timber operations, but he still  despised tea.
              He was relieved just then to see a  dark, hulking shape glide into the front yard, and he knew it was Hoss in the  buckboard.  Adam waited until Hoss had  clambered down from the wagon, pulled a large, blanket-wrapped bundle from  under the seat, and turned the wagon over to a ranch hand before he opened the  door.  No sense inviting Old Man Winter  in for supper.  Hoss hustled through the  quickly accumulating snow, thrust the bundle at Adam, and plowed into the  house, where he dropped heavily onto the enormous stone hearth with a loud  “Whew!”
              Adam sniggered.
              “What’s so funny?” Hoss demanded.
              “You look like an overgrown  snowman.”
              Hoss stood up again and glanced at  himself in the mirror above the sideboard by the front door.  Rather than get angry over the playful jab as  Little Joe would have done, Hoss conceded that his older brother was  right.  All six feet four inches of him  was coated in snow from the peak of his ten-gallon hat to the tips of his  enormous boots.  Even his pale eyebrows  were frosty, creating a sharp contrast to his brilliant blue eyes, which were  all that was visible of his face between his icy scarf and his hat brim.
              “I’m meltin’ fast, too,” he said,  observing the growing puddle around his feet.   “Help me, would ya?”
              Adam set the saddle carefully on the  floor by the burgundy-striped sofa and took his brother’s wet outerwear from  him as the large man peeled off his hat, scarf, gloves, and coat.  Adam draped them to dry over a grate he set  in front of the fire.
              Hoss rubbed his arms vigorously.  “I’ll tell you what, Older Brother.  Next year, we either have to order Little  Joe’s present earlier – say, September – or you get to be the one who drives through a snowstorm to fetch it.”
              Adam grinned.  “Agreed.   And speaking of our darling baby brother, you better take that saddle  upstairs before he comes in and ruins the surprise.  He’s got to be nearly finished helping Brady  blanket the horses.  You go on up; put on  some dry clothes.  I’ll meet you in your  room after I mop up Lake Cartwright here.”   He gestured to the mushrooming puddle of melted snow that was now  spreading dangerously close to their father’s prized Oriental rug. 
              Hoss agreed, picked up the  still-wrapped saddle, and headed upstairs while Adam dashed to the kitchen to  ask Hop Sing for some dishrags.  Adam  knew precisely where the dishrags were, but Hop Sing had no tolerance for any  of the boys, as he still called them, messing around with his kitchen,  particularly when he was in it cooking supper.   All four Cartwright men knew that asking Hop Sing for what they needed  was the much less painful route than taking it for themselves, as Hop Sing was  known to strike out with whatever cooking implement was nearest to hand.  Hoss claimed to still have nightmares of Hop  Sing’s heavy wooden rolling pin from an incident five years ago.
              Adam sopped up the erstwhile Lake  Cartwright, tossed the sodden rags in the laundry, and bounded up the stairs to  Hoss’s room.
              Hoss heard the footsteps outside his  door.  “That you, Adam?” he asked.
              Adam confirmed it was, and Hoss  invited him in.  Adam slid quickly into  his brother’s bedroom and secured the door behind him.  Hoss was sitting on the edge of his bed and  pulling thick woolen socks over his feet.   Behind him was the new saddle, its polished mahogany surface gleaming in  the yellow light of the oil lamp on Hoss’s night table.  The musky scent of new leather hung heavily  in the air as Adam ran an admiring hand across the seat.
              “Josh sure does beautiful work,” he  said, his eyes never leaving the saddle.
              “He sure does,” Hoss agreed.  “That man’s a regular arteest.”
              The craftsmanship of the saddle’s  structure was of the highest quality, but it was the engraving on the fenders  and saddle jockeys that caught the eye.   On both sides, Josh had carved stunning portraits of the Sierra Nevada  peaks, complete with ponderosa pines so intricately designed in the foreground  that Adam was surprised he could not smell their familiar crisp scent.  Adam generally was unconcerned with material  possessions apart from books, but he caught himself thinking that perhaps it  was time he bought a new saddle for himself, too.
              “He done a real purty job with Lil’  Joe’s name, too,” Hoss observed.
              In an elegant script across the  cantle, Josh had engraved “Joseph.”  It  was the one detail on which Hoss and Adam had disagreed.
              “I still contend it’s ostentatious,”  Adam said, shaking his head at the monogram.
              “Course it is!” Hoss  proclaimed.  “And that’s precisely why  Little Joe’s gonna love it.  Ain’t no  Cartwright ever born been flashier than that boy.”
              Hoss was right, of course.  If there was one thing Joseph Francis  Cartwright enjoyed more than a good fight, it was drawing attention to himself,  especially if young ladies were nearby.
              “You’re right,” Adam agreed and rose  to leave.  “Come on, we better wash up  for supper.”
              He turned to go, but Hoss caught his  elbow.  Adam turned back toward his  brother with an inquisitive expression.
              “Adam,” Hoss’s brow creased with  concern.  “Something I ain’t told you yet  about my trip to town.”
              Adam raised an eyebrow and waited  for Hoss to continue.
              “Some news come in across the  wire.  It’s South Carolina, Adam.  They’ve seceded.”
              Adam dropped heavily onto Hoss’s  bed, nearly sitting on the new saddle’s left stirrup, which Hoss snatched away  just in time.  Adam drew one hand slowly  across his mouth in an unconscious gesture Hoss recognized as Adam’s way of  keeping his composure while he processed difficult news.
              “Oh my god,” he breathed, staring  across the room to Hoss’s closed door but seeing nothing.  “It’s happening.  It’s actually happening.”
              “Would appear so.”  Hoss was concerned that all the color had  drained out of Adam’s face, and he laid a hand on his brother’s shoulder.  Adam found Hoss’s heavy, broad hand  reassuring.  It was solid, familiar, and  reliable.
              “Maybe it won’t be so bad,  though.”  Hoss forced optimism into his  voice.  “Maybe if we let South Carolina  go real quiet-like, everyone’ll simmer down, and this whole problem will just  go away.”
              “It won’t just go away,” Adam said  bleakly.  “South Carolina will want to  take control of federal forts in their state, and the government can’t let them  do that.  They can’t allow hostile forces  to seize United States property.  No,  Hoss, this is going to end in a fight.”
           For a few days it seemed as though  Adam might be wrong.  When Christmas arrived,  it was no different than any other for the Cartwrights, though a bit more  subdued for Ben and Adam, who worried about the region of the country they had  once called home.  Hoss and Little Joe,  however, had little experience with the world east of Texas, and to them the trouble  with South Carolina might as well have been all the way in China.
              On Christmas morning, the two  youngest Cartwrights charged down the stairs like children to attack the pile  of gifts under the Christmas tree in the great room.  True to Hoss’s prediction, Little Joe was  over the moon with his new saddle.   Always emotive, Little Joe dived on Hoss and Adam with exuberant hugs of  thanks.  Hoss accepted the embrace  happily and swung his little brother around in a wide arc, but the more  reserved Adam stiffened and patted Joe awkwardly on the back, unsure of how to  react to such a display from his fully grown brother.
  Ben chuckled at Adam’s  discomfort, but he still felt a sadness hanging over him.  He and Adam were both Boston natives and  keenly felt the sudden amputation of South Carolina as if something in their  nation’s soul had been ripped away.  Ben  worried about his country, but more pointedly, he worried about his younger  brother.  The Army had not needed Jacob Cartwright’s  surgical services during the Mexican War, but Ben knew Jacob would be needed  now that the war would be fought practically in his own backyard.  Still, Ben did his best to enjoy Christmas,  if for no other reasons than to avoid worrying his two youngest sons and to  prevent his eldest from stewing over the situation they were all powerless to  change.
  At midday, after the remaining  gifts were opened – a new whittling knife for Hoss, Wilkie Collins’ novel “A  Woman in White” for Adam, and a gun belt for Ben – the four Cartwrights  persuaded Hop Sing to join them at the table for a huge dinner of roast turkey,  dressing, potatoes, green beans, biscuits, gravy, and a late-season apple  pie.  Ben opened a bottle of wine he had  bought over the summer in San Francisco, and the five men toasted their good  fortune.
  After feasting themselves halfway  into oblivion, they all retired to the great room.  Adam tucked into his new novel, and Hoss  picked up a chunk of firewood and began whittling with his new knife, holding  the wood over a bucket to catch the shavings.   Stupefied by the large meal, Ben and Little Joe drowsed by the fire –  Ben leaned back in his favorite burgundy-leather armchair with Little Joe  opposite him in the old blue armchair with his feet propped up on the wide  coffee table.
  “Joseph, get your feet off the  table,” Ben murmured sleepily, his eyes half closed.
  Joe complied and pulled his new  saddle into his lap to look it over once more.   He had wanted to run out to the barn to try it on Cochise but had  changed his mind when he opened the front door and stepped into knee-deep snow.
  All in all, it was a lovely, cozy  Christmas, and Benjamin Cartwright felt immeasurably blessed as his eyes  drifted lazily around the room to each of his three sons.  Impish, impetuous Little Joe, whose quick  temper and penchant for mischief were always forgiven when he unleashed his  brilliant smile.  Tall, sturdy Hoss, who  had the strength of five men but was the kindest, gentlest human being God ever  created.  And reserved, resourceful Adam,  whose cool logic in emergencies had rescued himself and his brothers on more  than one occasion.  Ben carried a hole in  his heart for each of the three wives he had lost, but he was grateful for and  comforted by the sons they had left behind.   Never feeling more blessed, Ben Cartwright dozed off.
Ben’s prediction came true.  By the first of February, Georgia, Louisiana,  and Texas had all voted to leave the union in what would become known as the  Secession Winter of 1860-1861.  The  entire nation – North, South, and West – waited with bated breath to see what  would happen next.
  On February 9, 1861,  commissioners from the seceded states met in Alabama and adopted a provisional  constitution for the Confederate States of America and elected Jefferson Davis  provisional president.  It seemed at the  time that the Union would take no action to stop these events.  Abraham Lincoln would not take office until  March 4, and the lame-duck President James Buchanan appeared content to sit  back and do nothing to turn the tide – though what exactly he could or should  have done, no one could say.
  On March 2, the Cartwrights got a  surprise when they rode into the ever-expanding Virginia City and heard the  news that Nevada was now its own territory, separate from Utah.  Adam posited that Congress must be setting up  to admit more free states.  Though  Virginia City’s sentiments were divided, most of Nevada was strongly pro-Union,  and despite the territory’s small population, Adam thought it possible they  would see statehood within the next few years.   In any event, the three brothers enjoyed sending Josie their first telegram  from the new Nevada Territory.
  Adam rode into town again on  March 6 to read the news of President Lincoln’s inauguration two days  prior.  The nation had been on  tenterhooks before the inauguration as rumors of an assassination plot swirled.  Fortunately, the inauguration proceeded  peacefully, and Adam was intrigued by the new president’s address in which he  insisted he would use all powers at his disposal to reclaim federal property in  the seceded states but assured the slave states remaining in the Union that he  would not “interfere with the institution of slavery where it exists.”  He also seemed determined that the Union  would not start a war, promising the South that “the government will not assail you, unless you first assail it.”
  Adam felt the new president had  played both sides masterfully, but he still believed war was imminent.  It was only a matter of time.
  
    Ponderosa  Ranch
    Near Virginia City
    Nevada Territory
    March  7, 1861
    
    Dear  Josie,
    This is my first letter written  in the new Nevada Territory!  Though I  wish it were under happier circumstances, I find it quite exciting to be among  the original citizens of a new territory.   Several of our friends are already working on Pa to run for governor  when we reach statehood, and I would not be surprised if he did.
    All is well on the Ponderosa.  Our mining operations have been growing  exponentially, so I have been kept quite busy.   Hoss and Little Joe send you their best.   They are sorry they cannot come with me to your graduation in May, but  Pa needs them to help prepare for a cattle drive to San Francisco in July.  It will be our largest drive to date – nearly  10,000 head – so Pa needs all the help he can get.  Though I expect Pa also wants to keep an eye  on them.  Those two have been trouble  lately.  They came home from a hunting  trip last month with a Shoshone baby and nearly sparked an Indian war.  We sorted it out, but Pa has been keeping  them both on short reins.
    I am glad to hear that  Philadelphia has been peaceful and your studies have not been disrupted.  I know you are disappointed that none of the  hospitals would accept you and your classmates for internships, but you can be  proud of the work you are doing in the poorhouses and asylums.  Those people are truly “the least of these,”  and the care they receive from you may be the only act of compassion they ever  experience.  Never let anyone tell you  this work is unimportant.
    Has Uncle Jacob ordered the new  sign for the clinic yet?  I do hope  Washington, DC, remains safe.  Keep a  weather eye on the situation, Josie.   Study hard, and I will see you in two months for your graduation!
    Love,
                Adam  
  
              Michaela smiled as Josie finished  reading Adam’s letter to her.
              “I am so excited I will finally get  to meet the famous Adam Cartwright!” she teased.  “I hope he stays long enough to accompany you  to my wedding.”  Michaela and her fiancé,  David, planned to wed at the end of May, only two weeks after graduation.
               “I expect he will,” Josie replied.  “It would be silly to come all this way just  to turn right around and go home.”  She  added Adam’s letter to her collection in her desk drawer and then crossed back  to Michaela and sat next to her on her bed.   The girls were chattering excitedly about the plans for Michaela’s  wedding reception when their friend Katherine poked her head in the door.
              “Oh, there you are, Josie!” she  said.
              “Yes,” Josie said, her voice  good-naturedly sarcastic, “how unusual to find me in my own room.”
              Katherine playfully stuck her tongue  out at Josie.  “I was just downstairs,  and I thought I would bring you your newspaper.”  She handed Josie the evening edition of the Philadelphia Inquirer.  “Not good news, I’m afraid.”  Katherine dropped onto the chair next to  Josie and pulled a few pins out of her hair, allowing the flaxen tresses to tumble  around her shoulders.
              Josie and Michaela peered at the  main headline for that evening of April 11, 1861.  “Warlike rumors,” it pronounced.  Josie began reading the story aloud.
              “Washington, April 10 – The  metropolis has been at fever war-beat to-day, and there has been      no end of canards flying about, from the  White House to the Capitol – from the Departments to        the newspaper offices.   Half of our population believe that fighting has actually commenced at   Fort Sumter, and nearly all apprehend danger  here.”
              Josie’s heart sank as she read the  rest of the article.  Union troops had  been holding onto Fort Sumter off the coast of South Carolina to prevent the  Confederacy from seizing it, as they had done with federal forts throughout the  seceded states, but the Union troops were running out of supplies.  President Lincoln had wanted to resupply the  fort even before his inauguration, but the Confederacy made it clear that they  would consider such a move an act of war.   President Lincoln was being cautious – he did not want the Union to fire  the first shots of a war – but the newspaper said the troops at Fort Sumter  would run out of food by April 15.
              “That’s only four days from  now!”  Michaela cried.
              “It gets worse,” Katherine said  grimly.  She had read the story before  bringing the paper upstairs.  “President  Lincoln has begun fortifying Washington, DC.”
              Josie blanched.  “Oh my God,” she whispered.  She knew her father would evacuate her  mother, but Jacob would never leave the city.   Her father, the man by whom she measured all others, would deliberately  leave himself in harm’s way.  Dizziness  swept over her, and Michaela, sensing her friend’s distress, clasped her hand  in support.
              “President Lincoln must be really  worried about Maryland and Virginia,” Michaela posited.
              The other two young ladies  nodded.  Neither Maryland nor Virginia  had yet seceded, but common sense dictated that they must; they were both slave  states.  Additionally, the lower South  had no industry, so the Confederate States of America would need the  manufacturing capabilities of the Tredegar Ironworks in Richmond if they were  going to survive a war.  But this put  Washington, DC, in a precarious position.   If Maryland and Virginia both seceded, then the Union capital would be  entirely surrounded by the Confederacy.
              The women sat in silence, Josie’s  mind racing, and Michaela and Katherine unsure what to say to their  Washington-born friend.  Their vigil was  broken by yet another classmate popping in the door.
              “Oh, there you are, Josie!” Lydia  exclaimed.
              Josie threw her hands in the air in  exasperation.  “Why is everyone so  surprised to find me in my own room?!”
              “Pardon me!” Lydia huffed, tossing  her head.  “A telegram just arrived for  you, and I thought I would do you the favor of delivering it.”  She thrust a sheet of paper toward Josie.
              “Thank you, Lydia,” Michaela said  graciously as she rose and accepted the telegram.  “Please excuse Josephine.  We’ve had some difficult news.”
              Lydia halfheartedly patted Josie on  the shoulder and flounced out of the room.
              Michaela handed Josie the telegram;  she fervently hoped it did not contain more bad news.  Josie read the telegram and fell backward  onto the bed in relief.
              “It’s from Papa,” she said, sticking  the telegram in the air for her friends to read.  “He and Mama will arrive on the train from  Washington tomorrow.”
              “Wonderful!”  Katherine exclaimed.  “That should be a load off your mind.”
              “A bit!” Josie laughed weakly.  “Enough that I can focus on studying again,  at least.”  She sat up and grabbed a  textbook she had unceremoniously dropped on the floor that afternoon.  “Who wants to read about typhus with me?”
              Michaela and Katherine groaned but  gathered around Josie and the book.
  
            The following day, Friday, April 12,  1861, Josie slipped away early from her work at the poorhouse to meet her  parents’ train.  As she stepped into the  warm spring sunshine and headed toward the train station, she noticed an  unusual number of people racing up and down the streets.  Philadelphia was a busy port city and people  typically bustled about, but something in the spring air was different.  It slowly dawned on Josie that the crowds  were much more excited than usual.   Businessmen normally walked briskly with their heads down, but today  they were chattering with one another like nervous birds.  Josie tried to catch snatches of  conversations as she passed, but everyone was talking over each other so  quickly she could make no sense of any of it.   She had a terrible suspicion, however, that she knew what everyone was  on about.
              When she reached the train station  about thirty minutes later, Josie stopped a porter and asked what the news was.
              The young man was shocked she did  not already know.  “Why, it’s war, miss!”  he said.  “President Lincoln tried to  resupply Fort Sumter this morning, and the Confederates began firing!”
              Josie thanked the young man and sank  onto a bench to wait for her parents’ train.
              Had anyone been paying attention,  Josephine Cartwright would have appeared frozen in time.  While everyone in the station rushed around,  babbling excitedly about the war, Josie sat still as a statue.
              “How can they be excited?” she  thought incredulously.  “Don’t they  understand what a war is?”
              But of course they didn’t.  Not in the way Josie and her medical colleagues  did, at least.  In her studies, Josie had  read descriptions of the gruesome, horrifying wounds men had sustained during  the Mexican War thirteen years ago.  And  amputations, scarring, massive blood loss, and disfigurement were but a  fraction of the story.  In any war, far  more men died of illness than injury.   Wars were perfect breeding grounds for epidemics.
              When the train from Washington  arrived, Josie rushed across the platform into her father’s arms.  Tearfully, she told her parents of the war’s  outbreak.  Tears spilled down Hannah’s  cheeks, and Jacob held his daughter more tightly, burying his face in her soft,  dark hair.
              “Let’s go to our hotel,” Jacob said  finally.  “We have a lot to talk about.”
              Over supper that evening, Jacob and  Hannah filled Josie in on their plans to continue to Boston, where Hannah would  stay with her sister.
              “But you intend to return to  Washington,” Josie commented to her father as she cut into her lamb chops.
              “Yes,” Jacob confirmed.  “I’m a surgeon.  The Army will need me, and I intend to offer  my services.”
              “I’ll come home immediately after  graduation,” Josie said.  “I will run the  clinic while you are away.”
              Jacob and Hannah shared an  uncomfortable glance.
              “Well, actually, sweetheart,” Jacob  began.  Josie looked up at her  father.  Her intuition was running high  today, and she immediately sensed what was coming.  “Your mother and I have decided you will not  be returning to Washington while the war is going on.”
              Josie cocked an eyebrow.  “You have, have you?” she asked coolly.
              Jacob knew he was in for an uphill  battle.  Josie had just pulled off a  singular impression of her Uncle Benjamin when he believed someone had another  think coming.
              “Yes,” Jacob said firmly as he sat  up straighter in his chair, trying to appear authoritative.  “President Lincoln has called for troops to  protect the city, and it’s no place for a young lady.  After graduation, you will join your mother  in Boston.”
              “Boston!” Josie exclaimed.  Diners around them turned to stare.
              “Yes.”  Jacob nodded his head once for emphasis.  To his and Hannah’s very great surprise,  Josie broke out not in a diatribe but in crazed laughter.  Her parents gaped at her in  bewilderment.  
              “That’s ridiculous!” Josie said when  she had recomposed herself enough to speak.   “Can you imagine me living  permanently in Boston?”  Josie was  downright incredulous.  “Worrying about  corsets and hairstyles and teas with the ladies’ missionary society and trying  to think of inane things to say.  It’s  absolutely preposterous.  Besides, what  would I do there?”
              “You’ll be a doctor, of course,”  Hannah said encouragingly.  “We thought  you might be able to work with Michaela’s father.”
              “Michaela is all the help he needs  at a practice his size,” Josie countered and turned to her father.  “And you can’t honestly expect that any of  the hospitals would take me on, Papa.   Not as a doctor, anyway.  And if I  end up as merely a nurse, then there was really no point in sending me to  medical school, was there?”
              “I am sure you will be able to find  a position,” Jacob said.
              “No, I won’t,” Josie insisted.  “And you know it, Papa.  Boston has dozens of doctors; they don’t need  me.”  She played for time by dabbing at  the corners of her mouth with her napkin.   “It’s a shame, really,” she mused.   “All those doctors in Boston when Adam’s forever lamenting in his  letters the absolute dearth of doctors out w-“ she cut off abruptly, her eyes  huge, pupils dilated.  “Oh my goodness!”  she cried.
              “What?” Jacob said.  
              “That’s it!”
              “What’s it?” Hannah asked.
              “Out west!” Josie exclaimed.  “Papa!   Send me to Nevada!  Send me to  Uncle Ben!  I could be useful out  there.  Adam said they have only one  doctor for the entire span between Virginia City and California.”
              “Oh, Josie, I don’t know.”  Jacob cast an uncertain look at his wife.
              “The West is such a rough place,”  Hannah added.  “I don’t know that it  would be appropriate for a young lady.”
              “It was appropriate enough eleven  years ago,” Josie argued.
              “Josephine,” Jacob said, “that was  different, and you know it.  That was a  short visit.  We could be talking about  years here.  I don’t believe for a second  the people who say this war will last only ninety days.”
              “It’s dangerous, Josie,” Hannah said  gently, laying her hand atop her daughter’s.
              “Mama,” Josie said earnestly, “it’s  Adam.  What could be safer?  He and Hoss and Little Joe and Uncle Ben,  why, any of them would die before they’d let anything happen to me.”
              “I’d rather not put them in that  position,” Jacob countered.
              Josie grew desperate.  She knew she was losing this argument, but  she was not going down without a fight.   The thought of living with Aunt Rachel, possibly for years, gave her the  courage to openly defy her father for the first time in her life.  She stared straight into his dark brown eyes  and very calmly said, “You can’t stop me, Papa.”
              “Excuse me?”  Jacob was dumbfounded.  
              “I said you can’t stop me,” Josie  repeated evenly.  “Adam will be here for  my graduation next month, and you can’t stop me from returning to the Ponderosa  with him.  I am twenty years old, and I  have enough money saved up to pay my own passage.  If I ask Adam to take me away from this war,  he will.  I am going to Nevada, and that  is the end of it.”
              Jacob sighed and looked despairingly  at Hannah, who nodded.  “All right,  Josie,” he said, suddenly feeling very tired, “you win.  I will wire Ben in the morning to let him  know.”
              Josie was astonished.  She had never expected her parents to agree,  and now it hit her all at once.  Their  fellow diners turned around once more as Josie shrieked with excitement and  leapt out of her seat to embrace both her parents.
              “Thank you!” she whispered in her  father’s ear as tears of joy streamed down her face.  “Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
  
              When Josie returned to her dormitory  that evening, she rushed into her room, ready to burst over her news.
              “Michaela!” she squealed.  “I have the most exciting news!  You’re not going to believe it!”  She cut off sharply when she realized her  roommate was sobbing face-down on her bed, her coppery hair swirled over the  covers.  Josie raced over to her friend  and sat on the bed next to her.  She  placed a tentative hand on the other girl’s shoulder.  “Michaela?” she asked, now frightened.  “Michaela, whatever’s the matter?”
              Michaela lifted her head just enough  to blurt out the word “DAVID!” before she dropped her head into her arms and  commenced sobbing once more.
              Josie’s heart dropped.  She knew Michaela’s fiancé, also a doctor,  was joining the Army like Jacob planned to, but surely he could not have  already met with tragedy.  The war was  only eighteen hours old.
              “What about David, Michaela?”  Josie shook her friend’s shoulders, hoping to  snap her back to her senses.  “What  happened?  Michaela, you’re frightening  me!”
              Michaela raised her head and slowly  pulled herself into a seated position next to Josie, who put an arm around her  and drew her close.  Josie handed  Michaela her handkerchief, and Michaela dabbed at her eyes while she tried to  catch her breath.
              “I’m sorry,” she hiccupped.  
              “It’s ok,” Josie said soothingly,  smoothing Michaela’s hair and brushing it off her forehead.  “Whatever it is, we’ll work it out.  Just take a few deep breaths and tell me all  about it.”
              “David’s postponed the wedding,”  Michaela sniffled.  
              “What?!  Why?”
              “The war.  He said it wouldn’t be fair to me for us to  get married and then him immediately go off to war, so he’s postponing the  wedding until it’s over.”  She took a  long, shuddering breath as she fought to hold back a fresh round of sobbing.
              “Oh, Michaela.  Michaela, I’m so sorry,” Josie said.  “I suppose you can’t change his mind?”
              “No,” Michaela said gloomily.  “I tried.   He says the war couldn’t possibly last more than ninety days, so it  makes more sense to wait.”
              “I’m so sorry,” Josie repeated.  She did not know what else she could possibly  say, so she simply sat there, her arm still around her best friend.  
              “Anyway,” Michaela changed the  subject.  “What’s your news?  It sounds exciting, and I could use a little  happiness right now.”
              Josie felt guiltier than she ever  had in her life.  Michaela was already  losing her fiancé for God knew how long, and now Josie had to break the news  that she was leaving, too.
              “Oh, it’s– it’s nothing, really,”  Josie stammered.  Michaela gave her a  look that said she knew Josie was full of it.   “All right,” Josie sighed.  “My  father refuses to let me return to Washington after graduation.  He wanted to send me to my aunt’s in Boston,  but I persuaded him to let me return to the Nevada Territory with Adam.”
              Michaela had pulled a face when  Josie mentioned her aunt – she had met Rachel Stoddard and resolved to avoid  the woman’s end of town when she returned to Boston – but her face lit up when  Josie said she would be heading home with Adam.
              “Josie, that’s wonderful!” Michaela  exclaimed, her tear-stained face now glowing with excitement for her  friend.  “You talk so much about Nevada  and your cousins, and now you get to live there with them!”
              Josie was amazed that Michaela could  be genuinely excited for her in the midst of her own sadness.  Her heart broke a little as she realized she  would soon be saying goodbye to the dearest friend she had ever had.
              “I know,” Josie said, still in  disbelief over her luck.  “And I’ll be  useful.  They need more doctors out  west.”  She caught Michaela’s eye.  “But I’ll miss you,” she whispered as a tear  trickled out of her eye.
              “I’ll miss you, too, Josie,”  Michaela said, embracing her friend.   “But this is the right path for you.   I can feel it.”
              Josie smiled through her tears.  She felt it, too.          
              Ben Cartwright stepped into his  oldest son’s bedroom to see a pair of long, denim-clad legs sticking out from  under the cherry-wood bed.
              “Adam?” he inquired.
              The half-concealed figure jumped in  surprise, smacking into the underside of the bed with a yelp of pain.  Adam wriggled out from under his bed dragging  a slim traveling trunk behind him.  Both  the trunk and his black shirt were coated in a fine layer of dust.  He sat up and rubbed the rising lump on the  back of his head.
              “You could have knocked,” he said  grumpily.
              “You would have jumped anyway,” Ben  pointed out.  Adam shrugged his  shoulders, and Ben continued.  “Packing  for your trip?”
              “Yeah,” Adam confirmed.  “Seeing as how I’m leaving tomorrow, I  thought it would be a good idea.”
              Ben smiled, but Adam had a pensive  look on his face that told his father he had more on his mind than his upcoming  journey.  Ben pulled a handkerchief out  of his pocket and knelt next to his son to dust off the trunk while he waited  for Adam to release the bee in his bonnet.  
              Adam knew his father was onto him  and decided not to beat around the bush.   “Pa,” he began, “there’s something I need to tell you.”
              Ben said nothing; he just sat on the  floor next to Adam and leaned against the bed.
              “There’s been a lot of talk in  town,” Adam continued.  “Now that the  war’s broken out, a group of men are heading east to join the Army to fight for  the Union.  After Josie’s graduation next  month, I intend to join them.  I’ll  already be near Washington, so I can join a regiment there.  I’ve given this a lot of thought, Pa, and as  a native New Englander, I feel it’s my duty.”   He nodded once for emphasis and waited for his father’s rebuttal.
              Ben was stunned speechless.  He had expected one of his sons would want to  fight in the war, but he had assumed that son would be Little Joe, not  Adam.  He gave himself a moment to  collect his thoughts.
              “Adam,” he began carefully.  He knew he would have to appeal to logic to  get through to his eldest.  “I understand  wanting to fight for a cause you know is right, and I commend your sense of  duty to your nation.  But consider this:  you are in a unique position to be of much greater assistance to the Union by  staying here in the territory than by joining the Army back east.”
              “How so?”  
              “What will the Army need to fight  this war?” Ben asked.  “First of all,  money, and lots of it.  You are currently  overseeing mining operations that could contribute tens of thousands– possibly hundreds of thousands – of dollars to  the Union war effort.  Second, timber for  ships and fortifications.  You’ve been  doing a spectacular job these past few years negotiating the timber contracts,  and I see no reason why you couldn’t negotiate a few with the Army.  Finally, food.  We have ten thousand head of cattle here on  the Ponderosa, which we can drive to market to help feed the Army.  And clothe it, too.  They’ll need miles of leather just for  shoes!  Trust me, there is plenty you can  do to assist the war effort right here from the Ponderosa.”
              Adam was caught off guard by his  father’s cool reasoning; he had expected Ben to shout at him, and now he was  unsure how to respond.  He had to admit  that his father had made some good points.
              “I don’t know, Pa,” he said.  “Thousands of other men will be giving their  lives for their country.  It feels  cowardly to stay home.”
              “Thousands of other men don’t have  access to the resources we control here,” Ben pointed out as he plucked a dust  bunny from his son’s hair.  “But it’s up  to you, son.  You can ease the burdens of  thousands of men, or you can be just one more dead soldier on a battlefield far  from home.”  He paused to let his words  sink in, and then he reached into his pocket and pulled out a folded sheet of  paper that he passed to Adam.  “But  here’s something that might help you decide.”
              Adam looked at his father  quizzically and accepted the paper.  He  unfolded it carefully and saw that it was a telegram from his Uncle Jacob.  His eyes grew huge as he read the short  message:
              “Washington unsafe STOP May I send  Josie home with Adam STOP”
              Adam leapt to his feet and bolted  for the door.
              “Where are you going?” Ben called.
              “Virginia City to wire Uncle Jacob  back, of course!”
              Ben broke into laughter.  “You think I didn’t already do that?”
              “Oh.   Right.  I suppose you would have.”  Adam ran a hand through his wavy hair and  began pacing the floor.  “Josie gets the  bedroom at the end of the hall,” he instructed.   “She loves getting daylight in her bedroom, and that room has windows on  two sides.  Please have Hop Sing wash the  windows while I’m away, and don’t let Little Joe help.  He always leaves terrible streaks on the  glass.”
              “Adam – “ Ben tried to interrupt,  but Adam kept prattling away.
              “Maybe we should get new curtains in  that room.  You should ask Mrs. Larson;  she’ll know what would be appropriate.   Maybe a new bedspread, too…”
              “ADAM!”
              Adam stopped abruptly and looked  over at his father, who was still sitting on the floor against the bed.
              “Breathe, son,” Ben said.  He rose to his feet and placed a hand on  Adam’s shoulder.  “I will make sure  everything is taken care of.  The house  will be shipshape by the time you get back with Josie.  You just enjoy your trip.”
              Adam grinned.  “I will, Pa.” 
              “You know, it’s funny,” Ben  mused.  “Don’t get me wrong, Josephine is  certainly welcome here, and I’m thrilled she’s coming, but I wonder why Jacob  doesn’t just send her to Boston with Hannah.”
              “Probably because he doesn’t want to  see Josie stand trial for the murder of one Rachel Stoddard,” Adam deadpanned.
              “No love lost between those two,  eh?” Ben asked.
              “That’s putting it mildly.”
  Ben chuckled, patted Adam’s  shoulder, and left his son to pack.  As  he headed toward the stairs, he broke into a wide smile.  Adam had started whistling, all thoughts of  joining the Army forgotten.
  
            Adam woke before dawn the next  morning and wolfed his breakfast.  Hop  Sing shook his head.
              “You get sick,” he said, “not Hop  Sing fault.”
              “Don’t you worry about my stomach,”  Adam said between mouthfuls of scrambled eggs.   “You just worry about getting Josie’s bedroom ready.”
              Hop Sing shot Adam a look of pure  annoyance and headed back into the kitchen, muttering Chinese words that Adam  guessed would be impolite in any language.   Hop Sing did not need reminding to prepare Josie’s bedroom; he was just  as excited as the rest of the family that Josie was coming to stay.  Ben had let Adam tell his brothers and Hop  Sing the previous evening that he would be bringing Josie home with him after  her graduation, and the hooting and hollering that followed Adam’s announcement  nearly tore the roof off the house.   Little Joe actually shed a few tears of joy, but when Hoss called him  out on it, he insisted he had a speck of dust in his eye.
              The entire family accompanied Adam  into Virginia City that morning to see him off on his stagecoach to San  Francisco.  Adam had never been so  excited to board a stagecoach.  He had  been thrilled, certainly, two years ago when he and Little Joe headed east to  see Josie and her parents, but he had known that visit would be far too  brief.  This time, he was bringing Josie  home with him.  While no one knew how  long Josie would stay at the Ponderosa – the war would determine that – Adam  felt confident they would have her at least through Christmas, and he fervently  hoped there would snow.  Josie had a good  arm as well as a good eye, and Adam desperately wanted to see her crack Little  Joe in the back of the head with a snowball.
              His stage ride to San Francisco was  uneventful, and Adam arrived in good spirits.   Before checking into his hotel, he stopped at the telegraph office to  wire his father and Josie to let them know he had arrived safely and his ship  to Panama would be departing on time the next day. 
              San Francisco had grown dramatically  since the gold strike of 1848, and Adam was not surprised to find the telegraph  office busy.  He stepped into line and  settled in to wait.  As he stood there,  Adam could not help overhearing bits of the conversations of the people around  him.
              “Virginia’s seceded…”
              “…say there’s been a riot in  Baltimore…”
              “The troops can’t get to  Washington…”
              Adam grew increasingly concerned,  and as soon as he sent his telegrams, he dashed outside to the street corner to  buy a newspaper from the boy he had spotted there when he got off the  stage.  He stepped into the shade of a  general store’s awning to read the front page, which revealed that Virginia  had, indeed, seceded four days earlier on April 17.  Then on April 19, there was a riot in  Baltimore when troops headed through the city to protect Washington had clashed  with Confederate sympathizers there.   Four soldiers and twelve civilians had been killed, and there was  concern that this riot would prevent enough federal troops from reaching  Washington, DC, in time to protect the city from the rebels.  As Adam refolded the newspaper, he thought he  could not get to the East soon enough.
              Despite their busy final exams  schedule, Josie and her classmates kept a wary eye on the situation in  Maryland.  Josie, especially, was  terrified the state would secede, but she was relieved when on April 29 the  state’s legislature voted against leaving the Union.  Meanwhile, the troops who had been delayed in  Baltimore finally reached Washington, alleviating fears that rebels would  overrun the capital.
              Josie received a second telegram  from Adam when he reached Panama City at the end of April.  Then during the first week in May, just as  the graduating medical students finished their last exams, they got word that  Arkansas had seceded and Union General Winfield Scott was fortifying the high  ground around Washington, DC.  Michaela’s  fiancé was sent with the troops who went to Arlington Heights, just outside  Washington.  Now that the medical  students were finished with their exams, they had ten free days before  graduation in which to watch and worry.   While Josie was not afraid for her own safety, she found herself eager  to beat west and get away from the collective anxiety.
              The morning of May 15 felt like it  would never end.  Adam’s ship was due in  port that afternoon – he was able to sail directly to Philadelphia this time  rather than disembarking in New York City – and the first half of the day crawled  so slowly that Josie surmised all the dormitory clocks must be broken.  When lunchtime finally arrived, Josie was too  excited to eat much, despite Michaela’s cajoling.  After lunch, Josie, Michaela, and Katherine  headed for the wharf.  Josie’s parents  and her aunt were unable to get a train from Boston until the following day, so  Josie’s friends were more than happy to accompany her to meet this cousin they  had heard so much about.
              An eternity later, they spotted a  ship steaming its way into the harbor.   By the time it docked and the gangway was lowered, all three young  ladies were bouncing with excitement.   Adam spotted them from the main deck where he was standing next to a  lawyer, David Powell, whom he had met on the journey and with whom he had shared  many long conversations about the legal ramifications of the Southern states’  secessions.
              “There she is!” Adam said to Powell  as he pointed out the bobbing gaggle of young ladies.  Along the way, Adam had told Powell why he  was traveling east and about the younger cousin whom he was to take home with  him.
  Powell squinted at the collection  of young women waiting for Adam.  “A  blonde, a brunette, and a redhead!”  he observed.  “Not bad, Cartwright.”
              Adam chuckled.  “Only the brunette is mine,” he said.  “I don’t know who the blonde and the redhead  are, but I think I might like to find out.”
              Powell chortled and slapped Adam on  the back.  “Best of luck to you!”
              “You, too,” Adam said.  The men shook hands, and then Adam took off  toward the gangway.
              “Adam!” Josie shrieked with glee  when she recognized her cousin disembarking.   She sprinted away toward the ship, leaving her friends behind.  Adam caught her as he hopped off the end of  the gangway onto the dock.  He snagged  her around the waist and swung her in a circle before pulling her into a tight  hug.  Josie wrapped her arms around his  neck and tried in vain not to cry.
              By then, Michaela and Katherine had  caught up to Josie, and they caught their breath as they watched the cousins’  reunion.
              “My goodness, they could be brother and sister!” Michaela  whispered to Katherine, who agreed.
              Josie and Adam broke apart, and  Josie turned to her friends.  “Michaela,  Katherine, this is my cousin, Adam Cartwright,” she introduced.  “Adam, these are my friends, Michaela Quinn  and Katherine Addison.”  She gestured to  each young woman as she introduced them.   Michaela and Katherine suddenly realized what a very handsome man they  were meeting and smiled goofily as they unconsciously smoothed their dresses  and hair.
  Adam tipped his black hat to  them.  “Ladies,” he said genially.
              “It’s a pleasure to meet you,”  Michaela said.  “Josie’s told us so much  about you and your brothers.”
              “Oh dear,” Adam sighed.  “And here I was hoping to make a good  impression.”  He flashed them a smile.
              Katherine and Michaela giggled.  This Adam Cartwright certainly was charming.
              Josie rolled her eyes.  “Well, Adam,” she said, “let’s get you off  this dock and over to your hotel.  I  expect you would like to wash up before supper.”
              Adam quickly arranged with the  porter to have his trunk delivered to his hotel, and offering Josie his arm, he  led the quartet off the dock.
              Over supper that night at Josie’s  favorite restaurant, Adam filled her in on the details of his trip.  It had been uneventful, though the journey  from Cristobal to Philadelphia had taken a day longer than usual because the  ship’s captain wanted to cut a wide path around the southern ports,  particularly near Fort Sumter.  Most of  their conversation, however, focused on their upcoming westward journey.
              “I thought you might like to travel  up to Boston for a week or so to visit some of your college friends before we  head home,” Josie told him as they finished their main courses.  She was already thinking of the Ponderosa as  “home.”
              Adam sighed and leaned back in his  chair.  “That was my original plan,” he  began, “but with the blockades going up at the southern ports, I think it might  be best if we departed sooner rather than later.”  
              Almost as soon as the war had broken  out, General Scott had ordered a blockade of all southern saltwater ports and  intended to stop all commerce on the Mississippi River in the hopes of choking  the life out of the Confederacy.  It was  a bit slow in setting up, but Adam wanted to be well clear of the South by the  time the blockade was fully in place in case the Navy made it difficult for  passenger ships to pass by.
              “Are you sure?” Josie asked.  “Aunt Rachel will be so disappointed!”  She gave him a wry smile.
              Adam chuckled.  “Well, she’ll just have to get her fill of me  over the next three days,” he said.  “How  did she take the news of you coming back to the Ponderosa with me, by the way?”
              Josie hesitated.  “W-e-ll…” she hesitated, “we may not have  mentioned it to her yet.”
              Adam cocked an eyebrow as a smile  spread across his face.  “What have you  told her, then?  Isn’t she expecting you  in Boston right after graduation?”
              “We haven’t told her anything,”  Josie said.  “I expect she assumes I am  coming to Boston, but we never said that I was.   Mama thought it might be better to wait as long as possible to tell her,  so she has less opportunity to make a fuss.”
              Adam laughed out loud.  “Your mother is a smart woman,” he said as  their coffee and dessert arrived.  
              The cousins dug into their chocolate  gateau with enthusiasm.  As they ate,  they agreed that since there was a ship departing Philadelphia for Cristobal on  May 20, the Monday after Josie’s graduation, there was no sense in waiting to  depart.  Josie beamed with joy.
              “We will be home in time for Little  Joe’s birthday!” she declared.  “Oh,  won’t that be fun!”
              “He’ll be thrilled to have you  there,” Adam said.  “He’s missed  you.  We all have.  Even Hop Sing was excited to hear you would  be coming.”
              Josie smiled at the mention of the  cook.  True to her promise, she had never  uttered a word to anyone – not even to Adam – about Hop Sing’s ability to speak  perfect English.
              “He’s probably hoping I can help  keep you all in line,” she said.
              “He’s going to be disappointed.”
              Josie shot Adam a wicked grin, which  he returned.  He then pulled out his  pocket watch and checked the time.  
              “I better get you back to your  dormitory,” he said.  “We wouldn’t want  you breaking curfew three days before you’re set free.”
              Josie pulled a face.  “That curfew is ridiculous,” she said.  “The men at the Pennsylvania Medical School  don’t have one.”
              “True, but I bet you get a lot more  studying done,” Adam rejoined.  
              Josie grinned in agreement, and Adam  beckoned for the bill.  Once it was  settled, he escorted Josie from the restaurant and walked her the few blocks  back to her dormitory.  Josie wished she  could invite him up to see her room and meet more of her friends, but the house  mothers had a strict ban on men in the dormitory; only the students’ fathers  were allowed inside.  Josie bid Adam  goodnight on the porch, but rather than hugging him as she typically would, she  shook his hand.  He looked at her  inquisitively.  
              “In case one of the dormitory  mothers is watching, which they most likely are,” she explained, tipping her  head toward the window that took up most of the upper half of the front  door.  “Too many of the girls have used  the ‘he’s my cousin’ story for them to believe it even when it’s true, and I  would rather get to bed without a lecture about minding my proximity.”
              Adam threw back his head and  laughed.  “The life of the American woman  is far more complicated than most men realize,” he observed.
              “You have no idea,” Josie  lamented.  “Goodnight, Adam.”
              “Goodnight,” he replied.  
  Josie spotted the mischievous  twinkle in his eye a second too late.   Adam wrapped an arm around Josie’s back, dipped her deeply, and planted  a big, sloppy kiss on her cheek.  When he  straightened back up, he looked directly into the window and winked before  leaping down the front steps, out of range of Josie’s wrath.  He hit the sidewalk laughing wickedly.
              “Thanks a lot!” Josie shouted as she  wiped her cheek in rage.
              “Goodnight, my darling!” he called  in a mocking falsetto just as the front door swung open and one of the  dormitory mothers leapt out.
              “Josephine Cartwright!” she screeched.  “Just because you are graduating in three  days does not mean you can go around throwing yourself at every scoundrel who  tips his hat to you on the street!”
              Adam missed the rest of the tirade  as he scooted away down the sidewalk.  He  laughed all the way to his hotel several blocks away.
  
           Josie was still furious with Adam  the following afternoon when he came by the dormitory to walk  her to the train station.  The house  mother who answered his knock was, fortunately, not the same woman he had  winked at the previous evening and was delighted to meet one of Josephine’s  cousins from the Nevada Territory.
              “I declare, you could be her  brother!” the lady exclaimed.
              “Yes, ma’am, we do hear that often,”  Adam said.
              When Josie reached the door, she  gave Adam an icy glare, but she waited until they were on the sidewalk well out  of earshot of any nosy dormitory mothers before she laid into him.  She unlinked her arm from his and spun to  face him.
              “You, Adam Cartwright, are an  incorrigible rascal!” she seethed.
              “Moi?” Adam asked innocently, his  hazel eyes wide and his right hand over his heart.
              “Vous!” Josie spit back.  “Do you have any idea what an ear-blistering  I got last night?  It’s a miracle they  let me out today, even to meet my own parents!”
              This was too much for Adam.  The innocent expression vanished, and he  howled with laughter all over again.   Josie brandished the small handbag she was carrying.
              “It’s! Not! Funny!” she hollered,  clubbing him with the handbag after each word.   Pedestrians around them turned and stared, but Adam kept laughing.
              “I’m so sorry, Josie,” he gasped  between peals of laughter.  “But if you  had seen the look on your face last night – “ he broke off in hysterics again.
              Josie cast him a disgruntled look  and waited for him to compose himself.   Adam’s laughter eventually faded but left behind a huge, dopey grin on  his face.  Josie raised the handbag  again, but her rage quickly dissipated in the light of Adam’s smile.  
  “That’s something Little Joe  would have done, you know,” she chastised as she fought back the smile playing  about the corners of her mouth.
  “I know!” Adam cheered.  “You think he’ll be proud of me?”
  Josie rolled her eyes at her  cousin, who rubbed his shoulder where Josie had struck him with her handbag.
  “That hurt, by the way,” Adam  said.
  “Good!” Josie declared.  “I hope it leaves a bruise!”  She tried to sound stern, but her smile broke  free, and she laughed lightly and shook her head.  She linked her arm back through Adam’s, and  the pair set off once more for the train station, Adam still beaming with pride  and Josie silently plotting her revenge.
  
 Jacob, Hannah, and Rachel’s train  arrived right on time, and all three of them greeted Adam with enthusiasm.  Adam suspected, however, that if Rachel knew  he was taking Josie west the following the week, she would have been less  excited to see him.  While Rachel chirped  orders to the porter about their luggage, Hannah pulled Adam and Josie aside  and told them she intended to give Rachel the news over dinner that night.
  “I hope that if she is in public,  she will keep her choicest comments to herself,” she explained.  Adam and Josie both doubted this but kept  silent, not wanting to dash Hannah’s hopes.
  All throughout dinner that  evening, the cousins waited for Hannah to broach the topic.  But every time the conversation headed that  direction, she lost her nerve and changed the subject.  Jacob and Josie threw her increasingly  anxious glances, and Adam fidgeted in his seat.
  “What is the matter with you,  Adam?” Rachel asked.  “Is there something  wrong with your chair?”
  “No, ma’am,” Adam said, casting  his eyes down to his plate like a child.   Rachel stared at him suspiciously but let it go.
  “Anyway, Josephine,” she said, “I  thought I would let you choose which bedroom you would prefer, though I think  you will find the corner room most to your liking.  It gets the most daylight and has that lovely  fireplace that makes it so cozy in the winter.”   She beamed at her niece, who replied with an uncomfortable grimace.  Josie nudged her mother’s foot under the  table.
  “Actually, Rachel,” Hannah said  slowly, “Josie is not returning with us to Boston.”
  Rachel’s hand flew to her throat  as she gasped in surprise and horror.   Her eyes shot over to glare at her brother-in-law.
  “Merciful heavens, Jacob  Cartwright, you do not intend to take the child to Washington, do you?”
  “No, of course not,” Jacob said  indignantly.  “I would not place my only  child directly in the path of the war!   Quite the contrary, in fact.  I  intend to send her far away from this dreadful conflict.” 
  To everyone’s surprise, Rachel’s  face lit up with joy.  “Oh, Jacob!” she  breathed.  “You are finally sending her  to Europe!”
  Adam inhaled the water he was  sipping and set off coughing and sputtering.   Josie slapped him on the back, not because she thought it would help but  because it gave her an excuse to turn her face away from the table so no one  could see how hard she was fighting to contain laughter.  Hannah hid her face behind her napkin.
  Jacob flushed.  “Not exactly,” he said.
  “Well, where then?”
  Jacob glanced uncomfortably at  his wife, who stepped in to rescue him.
  “She is returning with Adam to  Nevada,” Hannah declared.
  There was a pregnant pause as  Rachel digested this bit of news.   Surprising everyone for a second time in as many minutes, she laughed.
  “Oh, Hannah!” she said when she  got her mirth under control.  “You had me  going there for a moment!  Sending  Josephine to Nevada.  How ridiculous!”  She laughed again, but she trailed off  awkwardly as she noticed everyone else’s serious expressions.
  “It’s true, Aunt Rachel,” Adam  said.  “Josie’s coming back to the  Ponderosa with me.”
  “You’re serious!” she exclaimed,  looking from Adam to Jacob to Hannah and back again.
  “Yes,” Josie said.  “Mama and Papa wanted me to go to Boston, but  I felt I could be more useful out west.”
  “Useful?” Rachel echoed in  bewilderment.  “My dear child, you are a  woman.  Why are you concerned with being  useful?  You should be more concerned  with finding a husband, and believe me, you will have much more luck among the  gentlemen of Boston than you would among those crude men out west.”
  “Like you did, I suppose,” Josie  muttered under her breath.
  “What was that?” Rachel snapped.
  Adam laid a hand on Josie’s arm  to keep her from repeating herself more audibly.  “Nothing, Aunt Rachel,” he said.
  Jacob realized he had better take  control of the situation before it went wildly out of hand.  “Rachel,” he said gently, turning to his  sister-in-law, “Josie will receive her medical degree on Saturday, and it is  important that she is able to use it.   Boston is full of doctors, while the West is nearly devoid.  Hannah and I have discussed this, and we have  decided this is the right solution for our daughter, and that is the end of  it.”
  Rachel said nothing, but she  looked as if she had just lost her best friend.   Remembering a conversation he had had with her many years before, Adam  spoke up.
  “I don’t mean to take her away  from you, Aunt Rachel,” he said softly, catching Rachel’s eye.  “We all just want Josie to be both safe and happy, and you and I both know she  would not be happy in Boston.  And I  promise that my father and brothers and I will do everything in our power to  keep her safe.”
  Josie, Jacob, and Hannah all  beamed at Adam in gratitude.
  “Yes,” Rachel said assuredly as  she gazed back at her nephew.  “Yes, I  know you will.  And you might just find  our Josephine keeping you safe, too.”
  Josie was startled.  In her entire twenty years, this was the  first compliment she had ever received from Rachel.  Josie draped her arm casually around Adam’s  broad shoulders.
  “Don’t worry, Aunt Rachel,” she  said brightly.  “I will keep an eye on  him.”
  Rachel smiled.  “Then it’s settled,” she said.  “Now, where is that waiter with our dessert?”
  The family would never understand  why Rachel Stoddard chose that day to be magnanimous, but none of them was  willing to question their luck.  They all  tucked into their ice cream with fanfare, grateful that the family was united  in both body and spirit, at least for a few more days.
  
  Josie’s graduation two days later  was beautiful.  True to her prediction of  eleven years earlier, Josie graduated with highest honors as valedictorian of  her class.  Even Rachel beamed with pride  throughout the ceremony, her previous objections to Josie’s vocational choice  seemingly forgotten.  When the college  president announced “Doctor Josephine Elizabeth Cartwright, summa cum laude!”  the Cartwright clan burst into rapturous applause even as they dabbed at their  eyes.  Jacob was nearly overcome as his  baby girl accepted her diploma and became a physician in his footsteps.  
  Adam could not have been more  proud as he watched Josie uphold the Cartwright family tradition of  accomplishing something people had said was impossible.  Ben had heard that word “impossible”  countless times as he and Adam journeyed west over the course of several years,  yet he had built the largest ranch between California and Colorado.  Josie had been rejected from several medical  schools who had told her women could not become doctors, but she found a school  that would train her, and she became a physician anyway.  The Cartwrights – male and female alike – did  not take “no” for an answer.
  After the ceremony, the family  returned to Josie’s dormitory to help her move out her belongings.  Hannah and Jacob accompanied Josie upstairs  to her room while Rachel waited outside in the carriage with Adam, who was  still not allowed inside even though all of the women were moving out.  While they waited, they chatted amiably about  Adam and Josie’s travel plans.  Rachel  was pleased that Adam had been able to secure a two-bedroom suite with a  balcony for the journey from Philadelphia to Colón aboard the SS Morning Star.  She was so interested in learning about the  journey that she even suggested she might like to make the trip herself  someday.  Adam nearly fell out of the  carriage in surprise.
  Upstairs in the dormitory, Josie  gazed around the room she had called home for the past two years, empty now  except for the bare furniture.  She and Michaela,  assisted by their families, had packed quietly, unsure of what to say.  Josie once more found herself swept over with  guilt that Michaela’s own happy plans had been postponed.  She also realized she was about to say  goodbye to her best friend.
  The fathers carried the heaviest  items to the porch, where Adam helped to load them into the waiting  carriages.  Michaela and her family were  spending the night at a hotel and departing for Boston at noon the next day on  the same train as Jacob, Hannah, and Rachel.   Once the carriages were loaded, the families boarded, giving the two new  doctors some privacy to say their farewells.
  Michaela and Josie embraced  tightly for several long moments, tears flowing down both their faces.  
  “You must write me and tell me  all about the West,” Michaela whispered into Josie’s ear as they clung to one  another.
  “I will, I promise,” Josie  said.  “And you must let me know when the  wedding is rescheduled.  I don’t care how  far a journey it is; I will be there.”
  They stepped apart and faced each  another, still holding onto one another’s arms.
  “Good luck, Josie,” Michaela  said.
  “Good luck, Michaela,” Josie  replied.  She kissed her friend lightly  on the forehead, clasped her hand a final time, and joined her family in the  carriage.  She sat next to her father,  tears streaming down her face.  Jacob put  a comforting arm around her shoulders and drew her close.  He beckoned to the driver, and they pulled  away.
              The family was staying at the swanky  Continental Hotel, where that night they had an enormous celebratory  dinner.  They made toast after toast to  the newly minted Dr. Cartwright, to Adam and Josie’s upcoming journey, and to  the safety of the Union.  Heady from all  the champagne, Adam thought his eyes were playing tricks on him when he saw the  waiter carrying a gigantic cake to their table.   He figured the cake must be part of the celebration for Josie, but then  the waiter placed the huge confection in front of him instead of his cousin.  Looking down at it, he saw the words “Happy  Birthday, Adam” scrawled in icing across the top.
              “Happy birthday!” the rest of the  family cheered.
              Adam blushed.  He was flattered the family had remembered  his birthday but felt that tonight was not an appropriate time to recognize  it.  
              “O- Oh,” he stammered  uncomfortably.  “You really shouldn’t  have, I-“
              “I told you he’d protest,” Josie  interrupted with a smug smirk.
              Adam shot Josie an exasperated  look.  “Today is about you, not me,” he  said.
              Jacob laid a hand on Adam’s  arm.  “This was Josie’s idea,” he told  him.
              “Happy birthday, Cousin-Cousin,”  Josie said, leaning over and giving Adam a quick hug around the neck.  As she reached over to him, her index finger  swiped up a large blob of icing from the edge of the cake and deposited it  neatly in Adam’s left ear.  He cried out  in surprise.   
  “Josephine!” Jacob, Hannah, and  Rachel declared in unison.           
  “That’s for the other night,”  Josie said sweetly and planted a wet kiss on his cheek.
              “No, no,” Adam said in response to  the horrified expressions on his aunts’ and uncle’s faces.  “I deserved that.”  He swabbed his ear with a corner of his  napkin and wiped his cheek with his shoulder.  
              “Yes,” Josie agreed.  “Yes, you did.”  Her father raised an eyebrow in her  direction.  “It’s a long story,” she  explained.  
              “Thank you for the cake, anyway,”  Adam said to Josie as he dabbed the last remnants of icing out of his ear.  He glanced back down at the cake and  smiled.  “This really does look  delicious.” 
              Adam reached for the knife the  waiter had brought and cut into the cake.   He passed around slices – even the usually abstemious Rachel accepted  one – and everyone dived in.  For at  least one more night, they could forget the war and enjoy something as simple  and innocent as a birthday.
            The Cartwrights spent the following  day preparing for their journeys from Philadelphia.  Jacob, Hannah, Rachel, and Adam did not have  much to pack, but Josie had to sort all of her belongings from her dormitory  room into two categories: things to take to Nevada and things to send to Boston  with her parents for storage.  She had  already given away a few of her formal dresses to Michaela and Katherine  because she knew she would have limited need for ball gowns for Nevada, but she  wanted to take all of her medical textbooks and reference books to help her as  she set up her practice.  Adam packed her  books into a trunk, and he smiled fondly when he came across well-loved copies  of “The Children of the New Forest” and “Frankenstein.”  Josie complimented Adam on the way he had managed  to fit all the books neatly into the trunk like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, and  she tucked a quilt over top of them to hold them in place and keep them  dry.  The lid of the trunk did not quite  close over the fluffy quilt, so Josie sat on the trunk while Adam strapped it  shut.
              Dinner that night was a subdued  affair.  The family was not looking  forward to saying goodbye to one another the following morning.  Josie, especially, felt conflicted.  She was excited to go west with Adam, but  this would be the farthest she had ever traveled away from her parents.  Even when she was at school in Hartford Jacob  and Hannah had traveled up to see her or she down to them every couple of  months.  There would be no such option  out on the Ponderosa, and no one could predict how long the war would  last.  She was also terrified for her  father’s safety.  He was accompanying  Hannah and Rachel back to Boston but had to report to the Army in Washington by  June 1.  Jacob sensed his daughter’s  ambivalence and cast her several encouraging smiles across the table during  their meal.
              Josie tossed and turned in bed that  night, unable to sleep.  Sometime around  one a.m. she gave up and decided to read for a while.  No sooner had she lit the lamp then she  remembered that all of her books were packed neatly in her trunk.  Not wanting to undo Adam’s precise work – and  uncertain she could get the trunk closed and latched again on her own anyway –  she flopped backward onto her bed and stared at the ceiling for an hour before  drifting into a fitful sleep.
              Jacob and Hannah slept no better in  their room next door.  Hannah accepted  the fact that she would not sleep that night, but Jacob dosed himself with  several shots of brandy in the hopes it would help him doze off.  Unfortunately, all it did was make him drunk,  so he lay in bed wide awake and slightly nauseated.  He tried not to disturb his wife, but Hannah  was a perceptive woman.
              “She will be all right,” she said  softly, laying a hand on her husband’s shoulder as they lay next to one another.  “Ben and the boys will take good care of  her.  Not that Josie needs taking care  of.”  She laughed lightly.
              “I’m not worried about her on the  Ponderosa,” Jacob said.  “This is the  right decision.  I just hate seeing our  family split apart.”
              “I think we will see thousands of  families split apart by the time this war is over,” Hannah replied  dismally.  They were already hearing  reports of families in which brothers had joined opposing armies.  Even the great Colonel Robert E. Lee, a  thirty-two-year veteran of the U.S. Army and a former superintendent of the  United States Military Academy, had resigned his army commission to take  command of the Confederate Army of Northern Virginia.  The war was splitting all types of  families.  
              “Unfortunately, I think you’re  right,” Jacob said.  “At least you and  Josie will be with other family members, even if you’re not together.”  He rolled over, wrapped an arm around his  wife, and pulled her close.  Hannah  eventually drifted off, but Jacob lay awake until dawn.
              Rachel, too, had spent most of the  long night lying awake.  She was a  meticulous woman who liked predictability, and this “civil” war as people were  calling it was upsetting her sense of order and control.  Up until now she had been able to pretend  that the war did not affect her; Jacob and Hannah coming to stay in Boston had  been merely a pleasant family visit, and Adam was in Philadelphia for no other  reason than Josephine’s graduation.  But  in the morning the charade would end.   Josephine would board a westward-bound ship with Adam and sail  away.  In a few more days, her  brother-in-law would return to Washington to join the Army.  Rachel could pretend no longer.  The war had come home.
              In his room across the hall, Adam  had no trouble falling asleep, but he awoke an hour and a half before dawn,  which was early even by his standards.   He tried to go back to sleep, but images of Uncle Jacob under fire on a  battlefield kept invading his thoughts, so he gave up.  He opened his trunk and dug out his copy of  “Uncle Tom’s Cabin.”  After only a couple  of pages, however, he discovered that a book about slavery was not a good distraction  under the circumstances, and he returned the book to his trunk.  He pulled out his sketchpad and a pencil  instead, flipped to a clean page, and began scratching out an idea for a  building that had been flitting about his mind the past few days.  He was very pleased with the way his brainchild  was taking shape, and his mood lifted as he drew.  Adam was so absorbed in his sketch that he  barely noticed the time passing, and before long the sunlight was filtering  through his window.  He stowed his sketchpad  and pencil and hauled himself out of bed to wash up and dress for breakfast.  
              All five family members stumbled  bleary-eyed into the hallway.  Josie was  massaging a kink in her neck she had gotten from sleeping sideways on her bed  with no pillow, Jacob was nursing a hangover and cringed at every sound, and  Adam’s chin was bleeding freely from a spot he had nicked while shaving.  Rachel drew a handkerchief from her pocket  and reached out to press it to her nephew’s chin, but in her own fatigue she  misjudged the distance between herself and Hannah and clocked the younger woman  in the nose with the back of her hand.   Hannah snapped her head back and collided with Jacob, who stumbled  backward, holding his head and groaning.   Rachel dropped the handkerchief onto the floor and reached for her  sister while apologizing profusely.   Josie drew out her own handkerchief and attended to Adam’s chin.
              “Goodness, Adam,” she said,  examining the cut.  “What were you trying  to do?  Perform surgery on your own jaw?”
              “I didn’t even notice,” he replied  sleepily.  “But that would explain why my  aftershave stung so much more than usual.”
              Josie rolled her eyes and applied  the handkerchief.  While she waited for  Adam to clot, she gazed around at her family: her aunt still apologizing to her  mother for hitting her in the face, her mother dabbing under her nose to check  for bleeding, her father leaning with his forehead against the wall and his  fingers in his ears to block out the commotion, and her cousin bleeding through  one of her best handkerchiefs.  She shook  her head.
              “We are a sorry lot this morning,”  she observed.  
              “Shhhhhhhh,” Jacob said, his  forehead still pressed to the floral wallpaper.
              When Adam finally stopped bleeding,  Josie ducked back into her room to toss the ruined handkerchief in the waste  bin, and after peeling Jacob off the wall, the family headed downstairs to the  dining room for breakfast.  The clamor of  the other diners and the clink of silverware on china was agony for Jacob, who  even in a quiet room would have been too nauseated to eat.  He nursed a cup of coffee, and Hannah, whose  nose had fortunately not been damaged by her older sister, periodically patted  his knee.  He excused himself early from  the table to check them out of their rooms and arrange for their luggage to go  to either the wharf or the train station.
              Adam and Josie’s ship was set to  depart promptly at ten o’clock and the train to Boston not until noon, so after  breakfast the family headed for the wharf.   Adam had splurged on first-class tickets, so he and Josie were among the  first passengers allowed to board.  Adam  felt a powerful surge of déjà vu as the family stood awkwardly in a circle, not  sure who should begin the goodbyes.   Josie wished Hoss were there to set everyone at ease.  Finally, Rachel broke the spell and embraced  Josie warmly.  Startled, Josie stiffened  against her aunt’s grasp.  Rachel was not  the hugging type, and even if she had been, she still had never exhibited any  particular fondness for her niece.  Josie  patted her clumsily on the back.
              “Godspeed, Josephine,” Rachel  whispered in Josie’s ear.  She broke away  from Josie and hugged Adam, who reacted every bit as stiffly as Josie had  done.  “Take care of her,” Rachel said to  her nephew.
              “Yes, ma’am,” Adam replied.
              Her farewells said, Rachel dabbed at  her eyes and stepped behind Jacob and Hannah, leaving Josie face-to-face with  her parents.
              “Oh, Mama!” Josie cried, rushing  into her mother’s arms.  The two women  burst into tears and clutched each other for several long moments.  “I promise to write,” Josie sobbed.
              “I know you will,” Hannah choked  out.  She took a few shuddering breaths,  and then stepped back, cradling her daughter’s face in her hands.  “I am so proud of you, Josie,” she said.  “More than you will ever know.  I love you so much.”
              “I love you, too,” Josie  whimpered.  
              Hannah stepped over to Adam and  hugged him tightly.  “Take care of her,”  she whispered into his ear.
              “I will,” he said.  “I promise.”
              Josie faced her father, whose  squinting against the painfully bright sunshine caused the corners of his dark  eyes to crinkle.  He reached his arms out  to her, and Josie threw herself into them, still sobbing.
              “Hush now,” Jacob said as he stroked  his daughter’s dark hair.  “You’re off on  a grand adventure.”
              “And you’re off to war!” Josie  wailed.  “Papa, please be careful.  You have to come home.  Promise me you’ll come home!”
              “I’ll do everything I can, Josie,”  Jacob said sniffling.  “That much I can  promise.”
              “I love you, Papa!” 
              “I love you, too, darling.”  Jacob was weeping openly now, and he made no  attempt to hide it.  He and Josie held  each other until the ship’s horn announced that first-class passengers could  begin boarding.  Jacob released his  daughter and turned quickly to Adam.  The  men shook hands at first, and then Jacob pulled his nephew in for a warm  embrace.  “Take care of each other,”  Jacob said.
              “We always do,” Adam replied.  “And she’ll have my father and Hoss and  Little Joe looking out for her, too.”  
              Jacob stepped back and gave his  nephew a skeptical look.
              “Well,” Adam said, “forget I put Joe  on that list.”
              Everyone laughed weakly as the  ship’s horn sounded a second time.
              “Go, go!” Jacob said, shooing Adam  and Josie toward their ship.  Josie gave  her father one last embrace and then turned toward the ship, tears still  streaming down her cheeks.  Adam put an  arm around her shoulders, and together they headed for the gangway.
  
            A crewman decked out in dress blues  met Adam and Josie at the top of the gangway. 
              “Good morning sir, miss,” he said,  tipping his hat.  “Welcome to the Morning Star.  May I have your name, please?”
              Adam gave it, and the crewman’s eyes  widened.  “Oh, Mr. Cartwright!” he  exclaimed, straightening up.  “Welcome  aboard!  Jones here will direct you to  your stateroom.”  He indicated another  crewman standing to his left.  “And  please join us tonight for dinner and a reception with Captain Pike,” he added.
              “Thank you,” Adam said, and he  pressed a silver dollar into the man’s hand.
              Adam and Josie followed Jones down a  hallway and up a flight of stairs to their stateroom.
              “Here we are, sir,” Jones said as he  pushed open the heavy oak door.
              Josie gasped as she stepped into the  parlor of their suite.  The parlor alone  was nearly as large as the sitting room in her home in Washington, DC.  On the opposite side from the door was a  large window with a window seat, and next to it another door that led onto  their private balcony.  In a small alcove  near the balcony door was a dining table for when they wanted to take meals in  their stateroom.  The parlor had a plush  red carpet, a long settee, and two leather armchairs next to a mahogany coffee  table.  To the right and left were  additional doors that led to the suite’s two bedrooms.  Adam smiled in approval.
              “This should do, don’t you think?”  he said. 
              Awed by the luxury of it, Josie  merely nodded, her mouth agape.  “You  shouldn’t have spent so much,” she said when she found her voice.
              Adam chucked her under the  chin.  “Consider it a graduation  present,” he said.  “Besides, Hoss and  Little Joe insisted I bring you home in style.”  
              Jones led them across to the bedroom  door on the left.  “Your bedroom, Miss  Cartwright,” he said to Josie.  Adam  whispered quickly to Jones, who corrected himself.  “My apologies,” he said.  “I meant Dr. Cartwright.”
              Josie barely registered the  correction; her mouth had dropped open once more.  In the center of the room stood an enormous  four-poster bed with rich, velvet curtains.   A matching mahogany chest of drawers and a wardrobe stood handsomely  against one wall, and a red armchair that matched the bed curtains sat in a  corner next to the window.  A small door  opposite the window led to Josie’s private washroom.  Her trunks had already been delivered and set  at the foot of the bed.  Josie had stayed  in high-class hotels before, but she had not been expecting such luxury on  board a ship.  When she had last traveled  west eleven years previously, their staterooms had been comfortable, but  nowhere near this opulent.  She tried not  to imagine how much this suite had cost.   Josie stepped slowly into the room and approached the bed.  She ran one hand admiringly down the crimson  curtains and turned to Adam.
              “Thank you,” she breathed.
              Adam smiled.  “Nothing but the best for the new Dr.  Cartwright,” he replied.  He pressed a  gold coin into Jones’s hand and thanked him for his assistance.  Jones bowed and slipped quietly out of the  stateroom.
              While Adam checked out his own  bedroom – a smidge smaller than Josie’s but every bit as posh – Josie sat on  the edge of her bed and smiled as she sank slightly into the feather mattress.  
              “Adam really shouldn’t have spent so  much,” she muttered to herself, even as she silently admitted that she was  pleased he had.  She let herself fall  backward onto the plush mattress and sighed contentedly as she made contact  with the soft down blanket.  Sleepiness  descended on her like a heavy cloud as the previous night’s restlessness caught  up to her.  She blinked twice and then  decided she would just rest her eyes for a few moments.  She was sound asleep within seconds.  
  That was how Adam found her ten  minutes later when he poked his head in to see if Josie wanted to stand on the  balcony with him as the ship pushed away from the dock.  One corner of his mouth curled up in a  half-smile as he gazed down at his sleeping cousin.  It struck him how people always looked  younger when they were sleeping.  Josie  could have been a little girl of seven or eight again.  Adam considered waking her but then decided  that casting off was not all that exciting.   They had no one to wave to on the dock anyway.  
  “Besides,” he thought as an  enormous yawn split his jaw, “Josie seems to be on to something.”  He returned to his own room, pulled off his  boots, laid down on his bed, and fell asleep.
  It was just after two p.m. when  Adam stirred again, so he used the suite’s bell system to ring for a  crewman.  Jones reappeared at their main  door within moments, and Adam asked him to please bring up some sandwiches and  coffee since he and Josie had missed lunch.  
  Josie awoke just as the  sandwiches arrived, and she emerged from her bedroom massaging that same kink  in her neck.
  “I have to stop falling asleep  like that,” she groaned.  “How long was I  asleep?”
  “Nearly five hours,” Adam said,  rising from the settee and glancing at the clock that sat on the shelf along  one wall of the parlor.  
  Josie glanced out the windows and  saw nothing but water.  “I guess I missed  the castoff,” she said.
  “So did I,” Adam admitted.  “I thought about waking you, but a nap seemed  like a better idea.”
  “Thank you,” Josie replied  gratefully.  She crossed to the table and  sat down, staring greedily at the ham sandwiches Adam had ordered.  “You better hurry up,” she told him, “or I  might eat all of these without you.”
  Adam grinned but knew she was not  joking.  When Josie was truly hungry, she  could give Hoss a run for his money, so he joined her at the table.  As they ate, he told her about the captain’s  dinner and reception the crewmen had mentioned when they boarded.  All first-class passengers aboard the Morning Star were invited to dine with  the captain on their first evening, and as the residents of the finest  stateroom, Adam and Josie were to be seated at the captain’s own table.  Josie’s eyebrows shot up when Adam mentioned  they were in the finest stateroom, though looking around at the décor, she  realized she should not be surprised.
  “How did you manage that on such  short notice?” she demanded.  They had  decided to sail on this ship less than a week ago, when all of the best  staterooms should have already been booked.
  “That,” Adam explained, “was  sheer dumb luck.  I was just hoping for  second class, but when I went to book our passage, the man at the ticket office  mentioned they had had several cancelations due to the war, so I asked if any  of those had been first class.  And, lo  and behold…” he gestured grandly to their parlor.
  “I am glad I did not give away  all my best gowns,” Josie said.  
  They finished their sandwiches  and coffee and then returned to their bedrooms to unpack.  Josie immediately dived into her trunk of  fanciest gowns, hoping that at least one of them would not be too wrinkled to  wear to dinner that evening.  She was  greatly relieved when she extruded her favorite sapphire blue gown and  discovered the silk was not terribly crushed.   She hung the gown carefully from the bar in her wardrobe and flitted  back into the parlor to ring for a maid.   When the maid arrived, Josie gave her the gown with careful instructions  for steaming out the wrinkles and a request for assistance in dressing before  dinner that evening.  The maid tried to  assist Josie with the rest of her unpacking, but Josie sent her on her way,  saying she was perfectly capable of hanging up her own dresses.
  The maid returned early that  evening with Josie’s gown perfectly steamed.   Adam was reading a book on the settee and looked up in surprise when  Josie announced she was going to start dressing for dinner.
  “It’s still two hours until  dinner,” Adam said.
  Josie smiled at him indulgently  like a parent to a child.  “That should  be just enough time,” she replied.
  “It takes two hours to get  dressed?”
  “For a woman in the East  attending a high-class formal dinner, yes,” Josie said.
  Adam shook his head in  astonishment.
  “One of the many reasons I am  grateful to be headed to Nevada rather than to Boston,” Josie said as the maid  ushered her into her bedroom.
  Josie did indeed require two  hours for dressing.  The maid helped her  strip off the cotton day dress she was wearing and wrapped a corset around her  torso, overtop her chemise.  Josie  gripped one bedpost as the maid cinched the laces on the corset.  Having been squeezed into a corset far too  often for her liking, Josie inhaled deeply just before the maid yanked on the  laces.  If she held her breath through  the lacing, when she exhaled, she would have a half inch of breathing room  inside her corset.  It was a trick she  had learned during her first trip to the Ponderosa when she was watching Hoss  saddle a horse.  He had shown her how the  horse held its breath while he cinched the saddle.  As soon as he turned away, the horse exhaled,  leaving the saddle’s cinch loose.  If he  did not tighten it a second time, the saddle – and its occupant – would slide  right off the side of the horse within a few strides.  Josie thought that horse was brilliant and  employed its strategy every time she had to wear a corset.  Fortunately, Josie had yet to encounter a  lady’s maid who figured out her trick.
  After the corset, the maid  grabbed Josie’s bell-shaped hoop skirt and tied it around her waist, securing  the front flap closed with straight pins.   Finally, Josie was ready for her gown.   The maid slipped it over her head and buttoned up the back for her.  Josie admired herself in the mirror that sat  in one corner of her room.  Josie was  generally disinterested in fashion, but she adored this gown.  The azure silk was striking against her black  hair and pale skin, and it was cut in the most current style.  It had a low neckline, short, puffed sleeves,  and a gathered waist.  The neckline and  the full skirt were trimmed with delicate black lace.  The maid stood back and admired her.
  “It’s beautiful, miss,” she said  in a light British lilt.
  “Thank you,” Josie said.  She smiled widely and spun around to make the  skirt twirl before sitting in front of the dressing table for the maid to style  her hair.
  If Josie felt being bound into a  corset was uncomfortable, she believed that having her hair styled was sheer  torture.   If left to her own devices,  Josie would pull her long hair into a simple braid, which she would coil around  itself to create a plaited bun.  It was  easy and practical for her medical work, but formal evening affairs called for  formal evening hair, and Josie had yet to find anyone who could style her hair  without yanking on it.  This young lady,  however, was surprisingly gentle.  She  deftly wove one broad braid across Josie’s hairline and pinned the end in place  behind Josie’s right ear.  The rest of  Josie’s hair she left cascading in a fashionable waterfall style around which  she wrapped another thick plait.  As a  finishing touch, she securely tucked several sprays of pure white  lilies-of-the-valley into the top braid.   The flowers fairly glowed against Josie’s black hair, and the young maid  smiled with satisfaction at her completed work.
  “I do say, that’s my best yet,”  she said.
  Josie was stunned.  Most lady’s maids were unsure what  constituted a proper style for a woman of twenty years and left her looking  like either a child or an old schoolmarm.   This was perfect.  It was  youthful, but not childish.
  “It’s gorgeous,” Josie breathed.
  The maid smiled.  “Thank you, miss.  Do you need anything else?”
  “No,” Josie said, glancing at the  clock on the wall.  It was nearly time to  go.  “Thank you very much.”  She dropped a few coins into the maid’s palm  and sent her off.  She slipped a pair of  low-heeled black silk slippers onto her feet and grabbed her black lace gloves  from the dressing table.  She pulled on  the gloves as she headed into the parlor.
  Waiting on the settee in his best  suit, Adam leapt to his feet when he saw Josie’s bedroom door swing open.  Josie stepped into the parlor, and Adam  instantly understood why she had needed two hours for preparation.  He felt a bit sad at how grown-up his little  cousin had become.  He also felt horribly  inadequate and underdressed.  He had  considered purchasing a fancier Eastern-style suit before leaving Philadelphia,  but there had not been enough time for the necessary tailoring.  He now hoped that if he stayed a step behind  Josie as they entered the dining room everyone would be so preoccupied staring  at her that no one would look at him.  He  also wondered if it would be inappropriate for him to wear his gun to  dinner.  He had recently upgraded his old  Colt Walker .44 to the much lighter, more reliable Remington Army .44, and he  thought it might not hurt to show it off a little.
  Josie could almost hear Adam’s  mind working as he stared at her.   “What’s wrong?” she asked in mild alarm.   She glanced down at her dress to see if there was a noticeable tear or  stain, and then another thought occurred to her.  “Is this too fancy?” 
  Adam’s jaw worked up and down a  few times before he emitted any sound.   “No,” he croaked.  “You look  absolutely stunning.  I look like I just  rolled in on a stagecoach.”  He glanced  down at his simple black dress pants and jacket, white shirt, and black string  tie.  
  Josie smiled sweetly at him.  “I think you look very dashing,” she  said.  She remembered the care Adam had  taken in college to dress like his classmates so he did not stick out as a  country bumpkin, and she sensed his wish that there had been time for him to  more properly attire himself for their first-class status.  “Come along, Mr. Cartwright,” she said  grandly.  “We do not want to leave our  admirers waiting.”
  Adam grinned, offered Josie his  arm, and escorted her from their stateroom.
 
          As Adam had both hoped and feared,  all eyes turned to Josie as the cousins swept into the grand dining room.  But overall, the dinner and reception were a  smashing success.  Captain Leonard Pike  was a friendly and gracious man who invited Adam and Josie to visit the bridge  the following day, which they happily accepted.   The cousins both enjoyed meeting and speaking with some of their fellow  passengers, most of whom were intrigued by the idea that a young lady had  recently completed her medical degree.   Many of the men were keenly interested in hearing about the Ponderosa  and Adam’s life out West.  For the most  part, everyone avoided the topic of war, all of them too well bred to discuss  politics over supper.  Adam and Josie had  an enjoyable evening and retired to their stateroom at the end of the night  exhausted but exhilarated.  
              Their journey southward down the  coast passed pleasantly, though it took nearly three weeks as Captain Pike gave  the southern states’ seaports a wide berth.   They reached Colón, Panama, on June 7 and immediately boarded a train  across the isthmus.  After two days in  Panama City, they had sent telegrams to both their families and were boarding  the ship that would deliver them to San Francisco.
              Josie loved the journey to San  Francisco.  While she had thoroughly  enjoyed traveling in style from Philadelphia to Colón, she had been a bit on  edge every time they passed a southern port.   But now, on the western side of the continent, they were far away from  the war, and Josie allowed herself to revel in her excitement over returning to  the Ponderosa.  Their stateroom on the  ship to Panama, while not as opulent as that on the Morning Star, had a private balcony, too, and Josie and Adam spent  many evenings on the balcony, taking in the cool sea air, playing chess or  checkers, or discussing whatever they happened to be reading.  Their stateroom was portside, so as they  approached the California coast, they spent more time on the main starboard  deck so Josie could see the sea lions along the shore.  Her delighted laughter over the creatures’  antics had changed little in the past eleven years, and Adam felt like he was  twenty years old again and taking his cousin on her first big adventure.  It pleased him to see that the little girl he  had carried on his shoulders so many years ago had not disappeared.
              Josie was stunned when she caught  her first glimpse of San Francisco.  In  1850, San Francisco had been a squat, dirty town, home only to miners and  speculators.  Now, it was a real city  with a busy port and bustling streets that extended for miles in every  direction.  Josie stared around in awe as  she and Adam disembarked from their ship.
              “It grew just like you said it  would,” she said.
              Adam grinned.  “It sure did,” he agreed.  “The Ponderosa sells most of its beef here in  San Francisco.  Between the miners and  the businessmen, it’s a hungry city, and I expect it will keep growing.”
              He led Josie away from the wharf and  hailed a cab to take them to their hotel.   They would depart on the stagecoach for Virginia City in two days, and  Josie thought she would die of anticipation.   They took lunch in the sitting room of their suite, and Adam suggested  they go shopping to fill the afternoon.
              “This is a good opportunity to pick  up presents for Little Joe’s birthday,” Adam explained, “and I thought you  might enjoy checking out the apothecary.”
              Josie beamed with excitement.  She hoped the apothecary was a good one.  It would be much faster to receive medical  supplies from San Francisco than from one of the cities back east.
              After lunch they departed for the  merchants’ district, where Josie was pleased with the apothecary.  Adam enjoyed listening in as Josie chatted  knowledgably with the druggist about disinfectants and poultices.  Once they left the apothecary, Adam led Josie  into a shoe store.
              “Why are we here?” she asked.
              “We need a pair of boots,” Adam  announced to both her and the shoemaker.
              “Certainly, sir, what size?” the  shoemaker asked.
              Adam pointed to Josie’s feet.  “About that size,” he said with a sly smile  at his cousin.
              Josie tossed her head back and  laughed.  “I sense a tradition forming,”  she said.
              “Now, Josephine, don’t you go  expecting a new pair of boots every time we come to San Francisco,” Adam  teased.  
              “What color, miss?” the shoemaker  asked.
              Josie did not hesitate.  “Black,” she declared.  
  A short time later,  Josie and Adam exited the shoemaker’s, Adam carrying Josie’s new boots under  one arm; she had opted not to wear them with her dress this time around.  They stopped at the mercantile to select  birthday gifts for Little Joe; Adam picked out a pair of mahogany saddlebags  that would match his Christmas saddle perfectly, and Josie purchased a  blue-checkered shirt for him.  Adam  thought this a bit odd, but he knew better than to ask questions where Josie  and Little Joe were concerned.
              They had the following day free, and  Josie begged to see the infamous Barbary Coast, but Adam gave her an  unequivocal no.  Instead, they took  afternoon tea with some old friends of Ben’s, who were delighted to meet his  beautiful niece from Washington, DC.   After supper that evening, they retired early, knowing it would be their  last truly restful night until they reached the Ponderosa five days later.  
              The stagecoach to Virginia City was  much as Josie remembered it: hot, dusty, bumpy, and disappointingly devoid of  mountain lions.  As they caught their  first glimpse of the snow-capped Sierra Nevadas, Josie giggled and reminded  Adam of the last time they had made this journey and how Jacob had yelled at  him and Hoss for telling her about the Donner Party.  Adam laughed at the memory, causing the  elderly couple also in the coach to look aghast at the cousins and wonder what  was so funny about cannibalism.  
              They rolled into Virginia City in  the late afternoon on July 3 – a day after Little Joe’s birthday,  unfortunately, but still in time for Independence Day.  Josie gazed in wonderment at the new little  town, scarcely believing that so many businesses could have sprung up in just  under two years.   
              Adam caught her staring.  “It’s pretty amazing, isn’t it?” he  asked.  “The stores and businesses here  meet all the Ponderosa’s needs for groceries, supplies, and banking.  We hardly ever go into Carson City  anymore.”  He stuck his head out the  window a ways and looked ahead toward the stagecoach depot.  “It looks like we have a welcoming party,” he  announced.
              At the depot at the end of Main  Street, Ben, Hoss, and Little Joe waited, all of them plainly impatient.  Joe let out a loud whoop when he saw the  stage approaching, and Ben had to grab hold of his youngest son’s shoulders to  keep him from tearing into the stagecoach’s path.  All three of them stood there grinning so  widely their cheeks ached.
              Adam was first out of the coach,  followed by the elderly gentleman.  As  the older man helped his wife down from the coach, Adam greeted his  family.  He received warm handshakes from  his father and Hoss and an exuberant hug from Little Joe before turning back to  the stagecoach and extending his hand to Josie, who was just emerging from the  little door.
              Ben’s breath caught as he gazed upon  his niece for the first time since she was a little girl.  The skinny, knobby-kneed little girl who had  raced around with Little Joe was gone.   The figure who emerged from the stagecoach was a slender, comely young  woman who so resembled his late wife Elizabeth that Ben’s heart ached, both for  the loss of his first wife and for the years he had missed with his niece.  Ben felt a strange sense of apprehension as  he watched Adam help Josie down from the coach, but when Josie’s feet hit the  ground and she squealed “Uncle Ben!” as she threw her arms around his neck, the  apprehension vanished, and Benjamin Cartwright once more felt nothing but joy  at having Josie back in Nevada.
              Josie stepped back and gazed through  her happy tears at her uncle.  Ben’s face  was more lined than it was when Josie last saw him, and his hair, once nearly  as dark as hers and Adam’s, was now completely gray and on its way to silver.  But his velvety brown eyes and affectionate  smile were unchanged.
              “Oh, Josephine,” Ben said, still  holding onto her arms, “you certainly have grown up beautifully.  We’ve missed you.”  His eyes shone at her.
              “I’ve missed you, too,” Josie said.
              “Hey there, little cousin,” said a  shy, deep voice from behind her.  
              Josie turned and faced Hoss, who was  now three inches taller and about seventy pounds heavier than the last time she  had seen him.
              “Oh my goodness, Hoss!” she  cried.  She sprang into his arms and let  him swing her around as they embraced, tears streaming down both their  faces.  When Hoss released her, she  pounced at Little Joe, whom she had seen only two years previously but had  missed every bit as much.  The cousins  hugged excitedly, both of them jumping up and down in a most undignified  manner.  When they stopped jumping, they  stood there grinning at each other for several moments.
              Shaking his head at the youngest two  Cartwrights, Adam began loading their luggage into the buckboard.  Hoss lent him a hand, and they had the  luggage loaded in no time, and Hoss lifted Josie onto the buckboard’s seat as  if she weighed no more than a feather.   Adam climbed into the seat next to her and picked up the reins while  Ben, Hoss, and Little Joe swung onto their horses.  Adam clucked to the horses, and they rolled  happily out of town toward home.
 
            As they trundled down the road  toward the Ponderosa, Josie leaned her head back and let the hot sunshine beat  down on her face.  She smiled as she  inhaled the fresh air and thought how horrified Aunt Rachel would be if she  knew Josie were letting herself freckle.
              Aboard his tall buckskin gelding,  Buck, Ben smiled as he watched his niece take in the breeze and sunshine.  Josie had blended seamlessly into the family  during her last visit to the Ponderosa, and she had left an almost tangible  hole in their lives when she had left.   “She may be Jacob’s daughter,” Ben thought, “but she belongs in my  world.”
              Ben reined Buck up alongside the  buckboard.  “Wait until you see the new  house, Josie,” he said.  “Your  Cousin-Cousin did a fine job of designing it.”
              Adam shot his father an irritated  look at the mention of Josie’s silly nickname for him.  He did not mind Josie using it, but he did  not want the moniker to become public knowledge, either.  
  Josie giggled.  “I can’t wait!” she exclaimed, throwing her  arms out wide.  Adam ducked and neatly  avoided being smacked in the face by Josie’s flying right arm.  
              Josie did not have to wait  long.  Though the ride from Virginia City  to the ranch house took two hours, it was still only half as long as the ride  from Carson City, and Josie was so busy soaking up the scenery and chatting  with her uncle and cousins that she hardly noticed the time passing.  
              “Ooohhhhhh,” Josie breathed when the  house came into view.  “Adam, it’s  beautiful!” 
              The two-story house was built from  sturdy logs cut on the Ponderosa and was larger than Josie’s home in  Washington.  A deep, covered porch  spanned nearly the entire length of the front of the house, which rose to a  neat peak above the second story.  A  hitching post stood on each side of the dirt front yard with a large barn  opposite the house and a bunkhouse to the side.   Josie thought it was absolutely perfect.
              Adam smiled sheepishly at Josie’s  praise.  “Just a little something I  thought up,” he said nonchalantly.  
              He pulled the buckboard to a stop in  front of the house, and two ranch hands emerged from the barn to take the  horses as Ben, Hoss, and Little Joe dismounted.   Adam jumped down from the buckboard and walked around to the other side  to help Josie down.  Josie thought how  useful it would be to have a few pairs of blue jeans so she did not have to  worry about modesty while climbing up and down out of wagons, and she resolved  to do some shopping soon.  Adam set her  lightly on the ground just as Hop Sing emerged from the house.
              “Hop Sing!” Josie squealed, running  over to him and giving him a warm hug.
              “Dr. Cartlight!” Hop Sing  exclaimed.  “So good to see you again!” 
              Josie cringed at Hop Sing’s  slaughtering of her surname.  “I haven’t  forgotten,” she whispered in his ear, then drew back and gave him a mischievous  smile.  Hop Sing raised one eyebrow  almost imperceptibly but gave no other indication he had heard Josie’s  comment.  He turned to Adam instead.  “Where you want luggage?” he asked.
              Adam gave directions for his and  Josie’s trunks, and he, Hop Sing, Hoss, and Little Joe started carrying them  into the house.  Josie stood outside for  a moment to admire the house.
              “Which window is mine?” she asked  Ben.
              “You, my dear, get two windows,” Ben proclaimed.  He took her hand and led her to the corner of  the house.  “That one,” he said as he  pointed to the last window on the front.   Then he led her around the corner to the side of the house and pointed  at another window.  “And that one.  You’ll get light in your room pretty much all  day long.”  
  Josie beamed with pleasure.
              Just then, Hoss came around the side  of the house.  “Hey, Pa,” he said,  “Adam’s getting impatient about getting the rest of this luggage inside.”
              “So, take it inside, Hoss!” Ben  barked.  He did not understand why this  would require his attention.
              “You’re the boss!” Hoss said and  swung Josie over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.
              “Hey!” Josie shouted in  surprise.  “Put me down!”  Hoss ignored her protests.  “I mean it!” she insisted.  She tried to sound stern, but she was  laughing too hard to be credible.  She  pounded playfully on Hoss’s back with her fists as he carried her through the  front door.
              “Where d’ya want this one, Adam?”  Hoss boomed.  
              Adam acted as if there was nothing  unusual about Josie being treated like luggage.   “Last bedroom at the end of the hall,” he said casually, cocking his  head in the direction of the staircase.   Little Joe cackled at the sight of Hoss lugging Josie up the stairs.
              Defeated, Josie let her arms and  head drop limply against Hoss’s back as he made his way across the great room  and up the stairs.  “This is so  undignified,” she moaned into his shirt.
              Hoss tromped into Josie’s bedroom  and swung her off his shoulder and onto the floor.  He set her down a little harder than he  intended to, and Josie’s knees buckled.   She nearly fell, but Hoss grabbed her arm just in time.
              “Sorry ‘bout that, Josie,” he said,  blushing.  “You’re lighter than Little  Joe.”
              “Carry him around often, do you?”
              “It’s faster than waitin’ for ol’  Shortshanks to cetch up,” Hoss explained.
              Josie smiled and looked around her  new room.  The walls were a mottled gray,  and the furniture was all fine walnut, polished to a deep shine.  The bed sat against one wall, and an oil lamp  hung from the wall just next to it.   Hanging over the bed was a framed map of Washington, DC.  To the right of the door were a tall chest of  drawers, a wardrobe, and a dressing table with a tall mirror.  Next to that was a small washstand.  A writing desk was placed immediately under  one of the windows, and next to the other window were two empty bookcases,  waiting for Josie to fill them.  Next to  the bookcases was a crimson armchair for reading.  The windows all sported gray Venetian shutter  blinds and new curtains of sapphire blue lace, which coordinated perfectly with  the bedspread.  A plush floral-patterned  rug in shades of blue and red covered the floor next to the bed.  Josie adored it, but her favorite touch was  sitting on the bed itself.  There, in  front of a stack of fluffy pillows, was a brand-new black cowboy hat with a  silver-studded band, just like Adam’s.   Josie laughed in delight and immediately popped the hat onto her head,  cocking it over her right eye at the perfect rakish angle.
              Ben, Adam, and Little Joe stepped  into the room just then and chuckled at Josie in her new hat.
              “How do you like your room?” Ben  asked.
              “It’s perfect!” Josie gushed.  “Thank you so much!”  
              Adam looked around approvingly; this  was his first look at his father’s efforts with the room, too.  He was especially touched by the map of  Washington, DC.  Josie would have a  little piece of home watching over her every night as she slept.
              “Well done, Pa,” he complimented.
              “I had a little help,” Ben admitted.
              “Mrs. Larson?”
              “Yep,” Ben said, then quickly added,  “but the map was my idea.”
              “The hat was my idea,” Hoss boasted, hitching his thumbs in pants pockets and  puffing out his chest.
              All eyes turned to Little Joe, who  suddenly became very interested in an imaginary stain on wood floor.
              “I- I didn’t have any ideas,” he  murmured.
              “That’s a first,” Adam muttered.
              Little Joe stuck out his tongue at  his older brother, who grabbed him in a headlock with one arm and mussed up his  hair with the opposite hand.
              “Come on, little brother,” Adam  said, releasing Joe.  “Let’s give Dr.  Josephine Cartwright the grand tour.”
              Adam, Hoss, and Little Joe took  turns showing off various bits of the house to Josie.  She was duly impressed by the washroom, with  its commode, sink, large tub, and Adam’s clever use of pipes from the kitchen  to heat the running water.  A small stove  next to the tub provided additional heat in the winter and allowed them to boil  water upstairs if needed.    
              “That is, by far, the biggest  bathtub I’ve ever seen!” Josie declared.
              “It had to be,” Adam said.  “Otherwise Hoss wouldn’t fit.”  
  Josie stared longingly at the  tub; she had not had a proper bath since San Francisco, and she yearned to wash  off the scent of sweat and horses that clung to her.  
              But there was more house to see  first.  The men led her downstairs and  let her take in the great room.  Josie  had never seen such a gargantuan fireplace; it was as tall Hoss and looked  large enough to burn two or three entire ponderosa pines at a time.  Opposite the fireplace was Ben’s study.  Josie admired the map of the Ponderosa that  hung over her uncle’s leather-topped desk and then followed her cousins over  toward the dining room and kitchen.
              Hop Sing proudly showed off his  kitchen and invited Josie to avail herself of it at any time.
              “Sure,” Hoss muttered bitterly, “let  Josie into the kitchen, but ol’ Hoss gets beat with a rolling pin.”
              Hop Sing heard this and turned on  Hoss.  “Dr. Cartlight not steal cookies!”  he scolded, poking Hoss in his ample belly.
              “That he ever noticed anyway,” Josie  whispered to Little Joe, who snickered.
              After the tour, Little Joe wanted to  saddle up some horses and take Josie down to the lake, but Ben recognized the  fatigue in his niece’s eyes and suggested that perhaps Josie would prefer to  settle in and wash off the trail dust.   Josie smiled gratefully at her uncle and within twenty minutes was  sinking up to her chin in a tub of hot water.
              “Adam is a genius,” she thought as  she held her breath and ducked her whole head underwater.
              She washed her hair and scrubbed her  body all over until her skin glowed pink.   Then she sat back, closed her eyes, and basked in the water until it  went cold.  She pulled the drain plug and  watched the water swirl down the drain and disappear.  
              “Brilliant,” she said.  “Positively brilliant.”  She was used to running water in Washington,  of course, but she had never expected such a fine example of modern  conveniences way out here in the Nevada Territory, where most people did not  have a proper outhouse, let alone an indoor washroom.
              “I must never underestimate Adam,”  she said to herself as she stepped out of the tub and wrapped up in a big  fluffy towel.  She poked her head out the  door to check that the hallway was empty and then flitted quickly back to her  bedroom, where she pulled a day dress out of her trunk and got dressed.  Even this simple dress was fancier than the  everyday wear she had seen on the women in Virginia City, but at least her hair  would not be a problem.  She had noticed  that the women here in the West did not wrestle their hair into the fancy  up-dos that women in the East were expected to sport every day.  A loose bun or a single braid was perfectly  acceptable here, and Josie mentally calculated how much time this would save  her every day.  For now, she left her  long hair loose to dry and headed back downstairs.
              All four men leapt to their feet  when Josie appeared at the top of the stairs, and she smiled.  Uncle Ben certainly had instilled his sons  with manners.  She glided down the stairs  and crossed to the settee, where she sat down between Adam and Hoss.  
              “Your turn!” she said to Adam.  “Though I must apologize, I’m certain I did  not leave you any hot water.”
              Adam shrugged his shoulders and  ambled upstairs to clean up.  While they  waited for Adam to finish his bath, Ben, Hoss, and Little Joe asked Josie all  about medical school, and she enjoyed telling them about Michaela and  Katherine.  When Adam reemerged twenty  minutes later, clean shaven and wearing a fresh shirt and jeans, the family sat  down to supper.  Adam forfeited his  position at the foot of the table to Josie, as befitted her new position as the  lady of the house, and Adam sat down next to Little Joe.  They all folded their hands and bowed their  heads as Ben said grace, then dived into the food.  Josie was delighted to see that Hop Sing had  made roast venison; she had not had venison since her last trip to the  Ponderosa.
              As they ate, Ben told Adam and Josie  about the Independence Day festivities planned in Virginia City the next day  and asked if they would like to go.  The  cousins nodded vigorously.  Adam loved  watching the fireworks display, and Josie was excited to meet some of the  townspeople, especially the town doctor, Paul Martin.  She wanted to speak to him about setting up  her own practice out on the Ponderosa to service the ranchers in the area.
              After supper, Adam and Josie  presented Little Joe with his birthday gifts.   He was delighted with the saddlebags – they would match his saddle  perfectly – and he guffawed when he saw the shirt Josie had bought for him.
              “I owed you a shirt,” she said,  smiling.  “I promise I won’t slice a  sleeve off of this one.”
              Joe grinned back.  “I promise to stay out of that tree,” he  replied.
              “That should not be hard,  considering it became firewood over a decade ago,” Josie pointed out.  
              The two youngest cousins laughed  while Ben, Hoss, and Adam looked on in mild befuddlement.  They were all pretty certain Josie and Little  Joe were referring to the incident that led to Josie’s first attempt at  stitches, but they did not understand the connection with the shirt.  The remains of Little Joe’s ruined shirt from  that afternoon at the duck pond had never been discovered.  The three of them looked at each other,  shrugged in unison, and let the matter rest.
              Exhausted from their journey, Adam  and Josie retired early that evening.   The stagecoach way stations had improved little over the past decade,  and Adam was grateful to be back in a bed that was long enough for his tall  frame.  He considered reading for a bit  but knew he would not last more than two or three pages, so he lay back,  stretched his legs out to their full length, and folded his arms under his  head.  Adam typically sailed along on an  even emotional keel, but tonight he was atypically upbeat.  The house he began building eleven years ago  was finally complete.  His little sister  was home.  Adam closed his eyes and fell  into the deepest sleep he had known since John Brown’s raid on Harpers  Ferry.  
  In the next bedroom down, Josie  was grateful that she could climb into bed without first inspecting it for  bugs.  She sank back against her pillows  and sighed happily.  
              “Dr. Josephine Elizabeth  Cartwright,” she whispered to herself, “you have arrived.”  She giggled softly, blew out her lamp, and  instantly fell asleep.
  
            Josie awoke the next morning to  strong daylight pouring through her window.   She sat up and was alarmed to see the clock read a few minutes past  eight a.m.  She realized she had  forgotten to set her alarm clock the night before.
                “Everyone else must have been up for  hours!” she cried as she threw back the covers and sprang to the floor.  She hurriedly threw on the same dress she had  worn the previous evening, braided her hair, and scurried down the hall and  down the stairs.
                To her surprise, everyone else was  just finishing up breakfast.  Once again,  they rose to their feet as Josie entered the room.
                “I’m so sorry, Uncle Ben,” she said  breathlessly as she sat down in the chair Hoss drew out for her.  “I forgot to set my alarm clock.  First time I’ve ever done that.”
                Ben waved a hand dismissively in her  direction.  “We’ve all made that  stagecoach ride from San Francisco,” he said.   “It’s exhausting.  I’m glad you  slept so well.  Besides, it’s a  holiday.  Once we’re done eating, we’ll  load up in the buckboard and head into town.”
                Josie polished off her scrambled  eggs and sausage in record time, and the family was soon on its way to Virginia  City, Ben driving himself and Josie in the carriage, and Adam, Hoss, and Little  Joe aboard their horses.  When they  reached the meadow outside town where the festivities were being held, it  seemed that all of the Nevada Territory and most of California had already  arrived.  Several of the Cartwrights’  friends recognized them as they rode up, and by the time Ben had helped Josie  down from the carriage, more than a dozen people were gathered around them,  anxious to meet Benjamin Cartwright’s niece from Washington, DC.  Josie was stunned.
                “We may have told a few people you  were coming,” Little Joe explained.
                “A few?” Josie asked, laughing.   “It looks like you told the entire territory!”
                Josie found herself caught up in a  whirlwind of introductions, most of which she had no hope of remembering.  Everyone was complimenting Ben on his  beautiful niece, asking Josie about Washington and the war, and exclaiming how  Adam and Josie looked like siblings.  Ben  and Adam corrected several people who referred to her as “Miss  Cartwright.”  Josie was “Dr. Cartwright,”  and they wanted everyone to know it.   Josie felt dizzy from the flurry of people and was grateful when Little  Joe extricated her from the pressing throng and took her across the meadow to  meet some of his own friends.  She was  shaking hands with Joe’s friend Mitch when a tall, slim young man with dark  blonde hair stepped forward.
                “Hi, Josie,” he said softly.
                “Hello…” Josie trailed off in  confusion.  The young man sounded like he  already knew her.  “I’m sorry,” she said,  “but have we met?”
                The young man blushed and kicked at  a clod of dirt.  “I guess you don’t  remember me,” he said.  “I’m Simon.  Simon Croft.   We met in-“
                “Carson City!” Josie finished.  “Oh my goodness, Simon!”  She pumped his hand emphatically.  “I do remember you – quite well in fact.  I just didn’t recognize you.  You’re so grown up.”  She smiled at him – a gesture he quickly  returned.
                “Maybe we can have some more dances  tonight,” he suggested.
                “I’d like that,” Josie said.  
                Adam showed up just then and greeted  Joe’s friends.  He raised an eyebrow at  Simon, but the younger man was still staring at Josie and did not notice.
                “I think Pa wanted to show you off  some more,” Adam said to Josie.
                Josie sighed and bid her new  acquaintances farewell.  Adam led her  back to Ben, who introduced her to some more of his friends, including Virginia  City Sheriff Roy Coffee.
                “Why, Ben,” he said as he shook  Josie’s hand, “she is even lovelier than you described.” 
                Ben smiled proudly.  “Words don’t do her justice,” he replied.
                Josie shook her head in mild  embarrassment as Roy looked from her to Adam and back again.
                “Are  you sure they aren’t brother and sister?” he asked.
                “Yes,” Ben said firmly.  “Quite.”
                “Well,” Roy said, turning back to  Josie, “I do hope you enjoy Virginia City.   We are certainly glad to have you, and I’m sure your old uncle here is  glad to have a woman around the house.”
                “Thank you,” Josie said, “though I  do not expect he’ll find me much help.  I  intend to set up a medical practice as soon as possible, so I hope to be busy.”
                “An ambitious Cartwright,” Roy  mused, then grinned.  “Imagine that.  Well, I have some more people to see, so you  all have fun today!”
                “We will, Roy, thank you,” Ben said.
                “Uncle Ben, is Dr. Martin here?”  Josie asked.  “I was hoping to talk to  him.”
                “Unfortunately, Roy told me that  Paul was off delivering a baby.  I doubt  we’ll see him today,” Ben said.
                Josie was disappointed – she really  wanted Dr. Martin’s advice – but decided she could drop in on him when she came  back to town to buy clothes.
                They spent the rest of the morning  looking at the quilts, pies, and dresses the ladies in town had brought in for  judging and stopped periodically so Josie could meet more people, including  some of the owners of neighboring ranches.   Ben greeted everyone by name and asked about their homes and families,  and Josie’s admiration for her uncle increased as she saw how much people  respected him.  Adam, too, seemed to have  earned the esteem of the citizenry, and Josie had never been more proud to be a  part of the family.
                As they were heading back toward the  carriage to collect their picnic lunch, however, Ben did something that Josie  found incredibly odd.  All morning he had  been greeting friends and neighbors and delighting in conversing with  them.  But as they approached the  carriage, Ben suddenly froze mid-step and ducked behind Adam and Josie.  He pushed them a little closer together so  their shoulders were touching and ordered them not to move.  He even pulled off his hat so it did not  stick out from behind Adam.
                “Uncle Ben!” Josie declared.  “What in the world-“
                “Shhhhh!” Ben cut her off.
                Adam chuckled as he recognized the  approaching figure who had inspired his father to hide.
                “Well, hello, Widow Hawkins!” Adam  greeted the woman cheerily, if a bit too loudly.  “However have you been?”
                “Oh, Adam Cartwright!” the widow  exclaimed in a thick Cockney accent.  She  was past middle age, perhaps a dozen years older than Ben, and she had gussied  herself up for the day’s festivities.   She wore a white, lace-trimmed dress with matching gloves, hat, and  parasol, and had wrestled her gray hair into a teetering up-do.  She grasped Adam’s outstretched hand warmly.  “So lovely to see you!  And ooo’s this?  Well, she must be that cousin of yours we’ve  all ‘eard so much about!  But where’s  your father?  I was ‘oping to chat with  ‘im today, that fine specimen of a man.”   She looked distinctly put out.
                “I’m afraid we left him behind us  somewhere,” Adam said.  Josie barked out  a single “HA!” but managed to transform it into a faux coughing fit.  She dared not catch Adam’s eye.  
                “Oh, that’s too bad,” Widow Hawkins  replied.  “I’ll ‘ave to keep my eyes  peeled for ‘im, I will.  But if you see  ‘im first, you tell Ducky I said ‘ello.”
                “I’ll certainly do that,” Adam said.
                “And please tell ‘im not to be a  stranger.  Ee’s always welcome ‘round my  boarding ‘ouse, ee is.  Of course,” she  paused for dramatic effect, “if ee can’t make it, you’re always welcome  yourself, dearie.”  She patted Adam on  the cheek, winked at him, and swept away.   Adam and Josie rotated as she passed them to keep Ben concealed from  view.
                When the older lady was out of  earshot, Josie burst out laughing.  
                “Ducky?!” she shrieked.  “Ducky?”
                Ben peeked out around Adam to be certain  Widow Hawkins was gone and then emerged, settling his hat back onto his  head.  He glared sternly down at Josie,  but his niece only laughed harder.  She  was so overcome that she rested one hand on Adam’s shoulder for support while  she drew out her handkerchief and wiped the tears from her eyes with the other.
                “That was nothing,” Adam said.  “You should see what ‘appens when she  actually gets ‘old of ‘im.”  He mimicked  the widow’s accent perfectly.
                Josie doubled over in fresh  hysterics.
                “You should watch out yourself, ‘Dearie,’” Ben sneered.  “She seems to be less choosy these days about  which Cartwright she ensnares.”
                Adam’s smirk vanished as he  contemplated the truth of this statement.   “Let’s just go get our lunch,” he said.
                As they reached the carriage and Ben  extracted their picnic basket from underneath the seat, Hoss jogged up to them.
                “Pa!” he said urgently as he caught  his breath.  “Pa, Widow Hawkins is here,  and she’s lookin’ for ya.”
                “Yes, we noticed,” Ben said  drily.  Josie snorted but otherwise  contained herself.  Adam smirked  again.  Ben glared at them both.  “One of you go get Little Joe and tell him  it’s time to eat,” he ordered.  He turned  toward the carriage and pretended to fuss with a bolt.
                Adam ran off to collect Joe, while  Hoss and Josie spread out their picnic blanket and lunch. 
                “Poor Pa,” Hoss said quietly to  Josie.  “The widow’s been tryin’ to sink  her claws into him for years.”
                “Yes,” Josie said.  “She didn’t strike me as Uncle Ben’s  type.”  The cousins shared a smile but  quickly hushed up as Ben turned back toward them.
    After they ate, Josie relaxed in  the shade of a large oak tree and watched the men pitch horseshoes.  Little Joe got bored with the game pretty  quickly, and he and Josie crossed to the other side of the meadow to watch the  children’s three-legged race.  Joe looked  distinctly unimpressed by the youngsters’ efforts.
                “We coulda beat ‘em,” he said with a  sly smile at Josie.
                They spent the rest of the afternoon  watching and participating in the various games.  Josie learned that the Cartwright brothers  were Virginia City’s reigning tug-of-war champions, and she and Ben cheered  them on to another victory.
                After the match, Josie and Ben were  waiting for their victors to rejoin them when a blond lady in her early forties  sidled up to Josie and stuck out her hand.
                “You must be Miss Cartwright,” she  said pleasantly.
                “Dr. Cartwright, actually,” Josie  corrected her with a friendly smile.
                “Oh, yes, of course,” the woman  scoffed.  “I’m Mrs. Laurel Bailey, my  husband runs the barbershop here in town, and as I understand you’ll be here  for a while, I’d like to invite you to join the Virginia City Ladies’ Guild.”  She said the group’s name with reverence and  smiled broadly at Josie as if this invitation were the greatest honor one  person could ever bestow upon another.
                Josie cringed inwardly and hoped her  face did not betray her.  Ladies in  groups had always filled her with a sense of apprehension and dread and were  one of the primary reasons, along with corsets, that she had refused to live in  Boston for the duration of the war.  She  flashed what she hoped was a gracious smile.
                “That’s very kind of you,” she  said.  “I expect to be busy setting up my  medical practice, but I will certainly keep it in mind.”
                “Your medical practice?” Mrs. Bailey  asked in disbelief.  “My dear, Virginia  City already has a doctor.”
                “Yes,” Josie acknowledged, “but Dr.  Martin is the only doctor between Carson City and Placerville.  That stretches one man awfully thin.”
                “Yes, of course.”  Mrs. Laurel Bailey sounded unconvinced.  Then she sneered, “Well, if you can manage to  find the time, we would be delighted if you would deign to grace us with your  presence.”  She nodded to Ben and  flounced away.
                Josie stood befuddled for several  moments as she watched Mrs. Bailey’s retreating figure.  She had no idea what she had said or done to  warrant such a sharp reaction.  She  turned to her uncle.
                “Did I say something wrong?” she  asked.
                Ben’s heart nearly broke at the  sight of Josie’s big hazel eyes glistening with rejection.  He laid a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
                “No, sweetheart,” he said.  “You’re just a reminder to her that some  women have more important things to do than sit around and gossip.  Don’t give her another thought.  She isn’t worth it.”
                Adam watched this interaction from  several yards away where he was rehydrating after his exertions during the  tug-of-war match.  He could not overhear  the conversation, but he was certain Josie had just become the target of one of  Mrs. Laurel Bailey’s infamous disparaging remarks.  That woman could give his Aunt Rachel a run  for her money, and Adam felt rage boiling up inside his chest that was only  slightly mitigated when he saw his father comforting Josie.  He wanted to march over to Laurel Bailey and  slap her right in her ugly mouth, but having been raised better than to strike  women, Adam instead marched over to the booth where the cooks from the town’s  hotel were churning ice cream.  He bought  two enormous bowlfuls and rejoined Josie and Ben.  He handed Josie one of the bowls.
                “Thank you!” she exclaimed.  Her eyes lit up, all traces of dejection  gone.  She dug greedily into the ice  cream.
                Hoss and Little Joe had caught up to  them by then, and Hoss stared jealously at Josie’s ice cream.
                “Hey,” he protested, “where’s mine?”
                Adam used his spoon to point over  his shoulder to the ice cream stand.   “Back there, waiting for you to buy it yourself,” he said and took a  huge bite of his ice cream.  “Mmmmmm,” he  sighed, closing his eyes happily.  “That  is good.”  His eyes popped open, and he  smirked at Hoss.
                “Dadburnit, Adam,” Hoss  grumbled.  He grabbed Little Joe’s arm  and dragged him toward the ice cream stand.
                “Get me one, too, while you’re over  there!” Ben called.  Little Joe turned  and saluted his father in acknowledgement as he stumbled along behind Hoss.
                When the sun went down that evening,  the townspeople all migrated to the dance floor that had been built for the  occasion.  Josie honored her uncle with  the first dance, and then danced with Adam, Hoss, and Little Joe in turn.  She realized too late that she should have  avoided dancing with Joe, who despite his reputation as a ladies man, was not a  skilled dancer and repeatedly stomped on her feet.  She sat down for a few moments to rest her  aching dogs, and she was watching in amusement as Ben ducked behind people to  avoid being spotted by Widow Hawkins when someone thrust a cup of lemonade  under her nose.  Josie glanced up right  into the deep brown eyes of Simon Croft.
                “Thirsty?” he asked.
                “Yes, actually, thank you!” Josie  said, accepting the lemonade.  Simon sat  down on the bench next to Josie and sipped his own cup of lemonade.
                “So here we are again,” he said.
                Josie smiled.  “Yes, here we are.”  
                The pair chatted pleasantly for  several minutes.  Simon told Josie about  the success of his father’s ranch and how pleasant it was to have the  Cartwrights as neighbors, and Josie filled him on her life in Washington and  her time at medical school.
                “So you’re a genuine doctor, same as  Doc Martin?” Simon asked in amazement.
                “Genuine as they come,” Josie  answered.
                “Wow,” Simon said, running a hand  through his hair.  “A lady doctor.  Imagine that.”  He smiled at her.  “You must be real smart, like Adam.”
                “Oh, no,” Josie corrected him.  “I’m much smarter than he is.”  They both laughed.
                The band fired up a new song, and  Simon extended his hand to Josie.  She  smiled and accepted it, and the couple set out onto the dance floor.  Simon had not lost a step since he and Josie  had last danced, and they once again caught the attention of everyone on the  dance floor.
                Adam was taking a breather from  dancing with the banker’s daughter, Mary, when he caught sight of Josie and  Simon.
                “Him again,” he muttered as he toyed  with his gun belt.
                “What’s the matter?” Mary asked, her  blue eyes wide.
                Adam gestured toward his cousin and  her dancing partner.  “Simon Croft,” he  replied.
                Mary followed Adam’s gaze and saw  Simon and Josie.  “They dance very well  together,” she observed.  Adam grunted in  reply, setting Mary to giggling.  “You’re  like a big old mama grizzly,” she teased.   “The Crofts are a delightful family.   Simon won’t do anything inappropriate.”
                “Darn right he won’t,” Adam  grumbled, his right hand resting on his Remington.
                Mary giggled again.  “Come on,” she said, tugging on his arm.  “Let’s dance some more.”
                Adam let Mary lead him back onto the  dance floor, but he kept a careful eye on Josie and Simon the rest of the  evening.  When the band announced its  last dance just before ten o’clock, Adam excused himself from Mary’s company  and sought out his cousin.  He approached  Josie and Simon and extended his hand.   “Dr. Cartwright?” he said.
                Josie grinned and then gave Simon an  apologetic glance.  “Sorry, Simon,” she said.  “My last dance always goes to Older Brother  here.”  
                Simon nodded and graciously extended  one arm, indicating his concession.  He  stepped off the dance floor and went in search of more lemonade, leaving Josie  and Adam to their dance.
    Josie lit up when she heard the  music begin.  
                “A waltz!” she declared.  “Perfect.”
                Josie beamed throughout the entire  waltz.  For a few minutes, she was nine  years old again, sweeping around a dance floor with her favorite cousin.  Adam could hardly believe his luck.  Just three months ago he was planning an  all-too-brief trip east which he had expected would end with another painful  goodbye.  Instead, Josie was here in  Nevada, living on the Ponderosa like she had always been meant to.  At the end of the song, Adam pulled Josie  into a tight hug, which she happily returned.   Then they rejoined the family to watch as a few men from the mining camp  set off dozens of brilliant fireworks.   It was a perfect ending to a wonderful day.
                After the fireworks, Ben circulated  through the crowd to say a few goodbyes, and Josie took the opportunity to slip  away from her cousins and say goodbye to Simon.
                “Thank you,” she said, shaking his  hand.  “I had a lovely time.”
                Simon smiled.  “My pleasure,” he replied.  He hesitated for a moment, still holding onto  Josie’s hand.  “I was wondering,” he said  slowly, “would it be all right if I called on you sometime?”
                Josie completely missed his  meaning.  “Of course!” she said  brightly.  “Uncle Ben says neighbors are  always welcome on the Ponderosa.   Everyone would be glad to see you.   Goodnight!”  She skittered away  back to her family, leaving behind a flummoxed Simon.
                “That ain’t exactly what I meant,”  he said, scuffing his boot along the ground.
  
            Josie spent the next few days  unpacking all of her things – the books took the longest – meeting the ranch  hands, and organizing the medical supplies she had brought with her.  At the beginning of the following week, Adam  drove her into town so she could buy some clothes and order in some more  supplies.
                “Pay attention to the route we’re  taking,” Adam told her as he helped her up into the buckboard.  “I want you to know how to get to town and  back in case you ever have to make the trip alone.”  He was determined that Josie would know  everything he could teach her about living in the West so she would never be  helpless.
                Josie paid close attention during  their journey as Adam pointed out various landmarks, and before she knew it,  they were rolling to a stop in front of Cass’s General Store, where Josie  selected several shirtwaists, a few skirts, including two split skirts for  riding, and a couple pairs of blue jeans.   The store owner’s daughter, Sally, was fascinated to meet a female  doctor and asked Josie all sorts of questions about women’s seminaries.  Sally and Josie were close in age, and Adam  hoped they would become friends.  He knew  Josie missed Michaela, and it would do her good to have some female  companionship nearby.
                After Adam loaded up the buckboard  with Josie’s purchases, he told her they needed to stop at the bank to transact  some business for Ben before they went over to the International House for  lunch.  
                “Actually, Adam,” Josie began,  “would it be all right if I met you there in about an hour?  I wanted to pop into the clinic and talk with  Dr. Martin.”  She gestured across the  street to the clinic.
                Adam studied his boots while he  considered this.  Ladies were generally  safe in Virginia City, but he disliked the idea of Josie going off on her own  so soon after arriving.  She did not yet  know who was friendly and who should be given a wide berth.
                “I don’t know,” he said, shifting  his weight from foot to foot.
                Josie grinned.  “Don’t worry,” she said.  “You know what a careful girl I am.”  She hitched up the hem of her skirt just high  enough to reveal the Derringer strapped to her right ankle.
                Adam’s eyes popped.  “Where did you get that?” he asked.
                “It was a graduation gift from  Papa,” Josie replied.  “I’ve been wearing  it since we left Philadelphia.”
                An image of Josie strapping the  Derringer to her ankle underneath the blue gown she had worn to the captain’s  reception as they sailed out of Philadelphia flashed through Adam’s mind, and  he shook his head disbelievingly.  “You  wore this on Independence Day?” he asked.
                “Of course,” Josie said.
                Adam thought that maybe he did not  need to worry about Simon Croft so much after all.  
                “All right,” he said.  “I’ll see you at the International House in  an hour.”  He pointed down the street to  the hotel.  “Just remember, you only get  one shot with that gun.”
                Josie grinned.  “Some of us only need one,” she boasted  cheekily.  She pecked him on the cheek  and crossed the street to the clinic.
                Josie hesitated before she knocked  on the clinic’s door.  Her outward  eagerness to meet the town doctor belied her inward misgivings.  She enjoyed speaking with professional  colleagues, but more often than not the men who dominated the medical  profession did not recognize her as such.   She also feared that Dr. Martin would think she was attempting to displace  him, which was certainly not her intention.
                “Pull yourself together,  Cartwright,” she muttered to herself.   She took a deep breath and knocked firmly on the door.
                Dr. Paul Martin himself answered her  knock.
                “Good morning,” Josie began  brightly.  “I’m –“
                “Dr. Josephine Cartwright!” Dr.  Martin finished for her.  He chuckled at  the surprised expression on the young woman’s face.  “I’ve heard a lot about you.  I would have recognized you a mile away.  You look just like your cousin Adam.”
                “Well,” Josie said, collecting  herself, “I like to think I’m prettier than he is.”
                Dr. Martin laughed again.  “I think that goes without saying,” he  said.  He extended his hand, which Josie  shook.  “Dr. Paul Martin, at your  service.  Please, come in.”
                Josie stepped into the clinic and  looked around.  It was smaller than her  father’s clinic in Washington but well outfitted with shelves and cabinets of  bandages, instruments, salves, liniments, and medicines.  Dr. Martin had a desk in the front room, and  there was a door next to it that Josie presumed led into the exam room.  She nodded approvingly.  Dr. Martin gestured to a seat in front of his  desk, indicating that Josie should sit down.   Once she was seated, he settled himself in his chair on the other side  of the desk.
                “So, Dr. Cartwright,” he said, “what  can I do for you this morning?”  He was a  middle-aged man, about Ben Cartwright’s age, and he had a pleasant face and  friendly demeanor that instantly set Josie at ease.
                Josie was encouraged by Dr. Martin’s  use of her professional title.  “I was  hoping to get your advice on setting up a small practice for myself out on the  Ponderosa,” she said.  This was where it  got sticky, and Josie took a deep breath.   “But I want you to know, I’m certainly not trying to take anything away  from you.  Obviously, you’re the senior  physician here, and –“
                Dr. Martin waved a hand to cut her  off.  “Dr. Cartwright,” he said, “I could  not be more pleased that you have come to Virginia City.  Your presence here provides me with a unique opportunity.”
                “Oh?” 
                “Yes.  For the first time in fifteen years, I can  take a vacation.”
                Josie stared blankly at him for  several moments and then laughed.  “You  have no idea how relieved I am,” she admitted.   “I’ve been wanting to speak with you, but dreading it at the same time.”
                “I’ve been wanting to speak with  you, too,” Dr. Martin said.  “I agree  it’s an excellent idea to set up a small practice out on the ranch.  Having another doctor closer to the ranchers  and miners would take a huge load off my shoulders.  But I also have a proposal.”
                Josie raised an eyebrow but said  nothing.  Dr. Martin marveled again at  her resemblance not only to Adam, but also to Ben; she shared many of his  mannerisms.  He wondered which of Hoss’s  and Little Joe’s qualities she harbored as well.
                “It’s going to take the townspeople  some time to get used to the idea of a lady doctor, so how would you feel about  working out of this clinic two days a week, say, Tuesdays and Fridays?  It would give me some much-needed time off and  give you the opportunity to gain the trust of the citizenry.  You can use the supplies here and repay me  for them out of the fees you charge.”
                Josie was stunned speechless.  She was so touched by Dr. Martin’s offer and  acceptance that she nearly burst into tears.   “I would love that,” she said at last, her voice choked with emotion.
                “Wonderful!” Dr. Martin said.  “I’m sure you’re still settling in at the  Ponderosa, so why don’t you come in next Tuesday?”  
                “Perfect,” Josie replied, smiling  broadly.  She reached across the desk to  shake Dr. Martin’s hand again.
                They chatted a few moments more  about frontier medicine.  Dr. Martin was  both surprised and pleased that Josie’s father had been using willow bark tea to  treat low fevers for so many years; most eastern doctors scorned the natural  remedies from the West.  He laughed as  Josie recounted Adam’s reaction to his first cup of willow bark tea.
                “Adam’s the easiest of the three,”  Dr. Martin warned Josie.  “You should see  the fuss Little Joe puts up anytime I have to get medicine into him.”
                Josie giggled and glanced at the  clock over Dr. Martin’s desk and realized she was to meet Adam in five  minutes.  She leapt from her seat and  apologized to the doctor for having to rush out.  He shook her hand once more and said he would  see her on Tuesday.
                Josie rushed out of the clinic and  scurried down the street to the International House, where Adam was already  waiting.  Relief crossed his face as he  spotted Josie nearing the hotel; he had been about to set out looking for  her.  Josie surprised him by tackling him  with a huge hug in greeting; she was clearly excited about something.  Adam led her into the hotel, and over lunch,  Josie told him all about her meeting with Dr. Martin.
                After the cold reception Josie had  received on Independence Day at the hands of Laurel Bailey, Adam was relieved  her meeting with Dr. Martin had gone so well.  
                “We’ll have to get you back on a  horse if you plan to come into town twice a week,” Adam said.  He laughed at the dismayed expression that  crossed Josie’s face.  “It’ll come back  to you,” he assured her.
                When they returned to the Ponderosa  that afternoon, Adam helped Josie carry her purchases to her bedroom and then  instructed her to put on a pair of her new jeans and join him at the barn.  Knowing what Adam had planned, Josie changed  her clothes as slowly as possible.  By  the time she finally made her way down to the barn in her new jeans, a red  shirt, and her black boots and hat, Adam had already saddled and led two horses  out of the barn: his own chestnut gelding, Sport, and a second gelding, a tall  blue roan with a black mane.
                Adam smiled as he watched Josie  trudge slowly through the yard, her head down and boots scuffing through the  dirt.  He knew she was reluctant to  return to horseback, but if she were going to have any sort of independence,  she was going to have to ride.
                “Geez, Adam!” she exclaimed when she  looked up at the horse Adam had selected.   “Did you have to pick the biggest one in the barn?”        
                Adam grinned.  “Josie, meet The General.”  He gestured to the gelding.  “He’s a tall old man, but an old man all the  same.  Very gentle, and he could make his  way to and from town blindfolded.  You  remember how to mount up?”
                Josie nodded and slowly approached  The General, who nickered and nudged her with his nose as she approached.  Josie smiled despite herself and rubbed the  animal’s nose.  He bent his head down so  Josie could scratch all the way up between his ears.
                “He’s a big flirt, too,” Adam  said.  
                Josie gave The General a final pat  and stepped over to the horse’s left side.   She stuck her left foot in the stirrup, grabbed the saddle horn, and  vaulted herself up into the saddle.  Adam  nodded approvingly and set about adjusting her stirrups.
                “Oh thank goodness,” Josie muttered  quietly.  She thought she might have died  of embarrassment if she had thrown herself into the dirt like she had done the  first time she attempted mounting a horse.
                Adam sprang expertly onto Sport and  led Josie slowly out of the yard.  He  considered taking her down to Lake Tahoe, but he remembered how sore they had  both been after that ride when he had returned from college and decided to keep  her first ride out short.  He took her  down past the old house, long since converted to a carriage house for all their  various wagons, and toward the Ponderosa’s high country, though he turned them  around long before they reached the difficult mountainous terrain.  Adam caught Josie glancing nervously down at  the ground from time to time, but otherwise, she seemed fairly steady in her  saddle.  An hour later they were back at  the house, and Josie slid gratefully out of the saddle and onto the  ground.  She led The General into the barn  behind Adam and Sport and paid close attention to Adam’s refresher course on  untacking and grooming a horse.
                “A good rancher always sees to his  horse before himself,” Adam instructed.   Josie nodded in acknowledgement and finished picking out The General’s  hooves.  They heard several horses trot  into the front yard, and they stepped out of the barn, Adam draping an arm  around Josie’s shoulders.
                Ben, Hoss, and Little Joe, sweaty  and dusty from a day rounding up cattle for the upcoming drive to San  Francisco, slid off their horses and greeted Adam and Josie.
                “Just get back from a ride?” Ben  asked.
                “Yep!” Adam confirmed.  “She did great, too.”  He tapped the brim of Josie’s hat with one  finger, pushing it down over her eyes.   She giggled and tipped it back up.
                “Aw, Josie,” Hoss said, “you’re  cute.  Ain’t she, Joe?”  Little Joe nodded in agreement.  He felt Josie resembled him in that regard.
                “Well, come inside,” Ben said,  smiling.  “It’s nearly time for supper.”
                Adam and Josie followed the rest of  the family indoors.  As they ate supper,  Josie told Ben, Hoss, and Little Joe about her conversation with Dr. Martin and  his offer to let her work out of his clinic two days a week.  The men were all delighted by her news.
                “Josephine, that’s wonderful!” Ben  exclaimed.  “You’ll enjoy working with  Paul.  He’s a good man.  I expect there’s a lot you both can learn  from each other.”
                “And think of all the riding  practice you’ll get going back and forth to Virginia City all the time!” Little  Joe teased.
                “Ugh,” Josie said.  
                “Take a wagon,” Hoss suggested.
                “No,” Josie said.  “Horseback is simpler, and probably faster,  once I get used to it.”
                “One of us will go with you,” Adam  said.  “I’ll ride into town with you on  Tuesday, and Hoss or Joe can meet you at the end of the day to come home.”
                Josie wrinkled her nose.  That was a lot of time out of her cousins’  work day.
                “I can’t let you do that,” she  said.  “That’s eight man-hours gone.  I’ve been paying close attention on our way  to and from town, and you said yourself The General could get to town and back  blindfolded.  I’m sure he and I will be  fine.”
                Adam shifted uncomfortably in his  seat and glanced over at his father.   Josie noticed the exchange and knew Adam was working up a lecture on  safety and hoping for support.
                “I’ll wear my Derringer and take a  rifle,” she said.
                “You’ve got a Derringer?” Little Joe  asked, suddenly interested.  
                Ben waved off Little Joe’s  question.  “She’s got a point, Adam,” he  said.  “We can’t accompany her indefinitely.  Tell you what, Josie.  One of the boys will accompany you each way  the first week, and if you’re feeling comfortable with the route and The  General at the end of the week, then you can ride alone after that.”  Adam opened his mouth to protest, but Ben  raised a hand to silence him.  “From what  Jacob has told me, Josephine is more than competent with a gun.  If we get her comfortable on horseback,  there’s no reason to believe she won’t be perfectly safe going to town and back  on her own.”
                Josie beamed triumphantly while Adam  screwed up his face in disgruntlement.   Ben decided it was a good time to change the subject.
                “Now, Josephine,” he said, “tell me  about this Derringer of yours.”
  
            Josie’s first week working with Dr.  Martin was thrilling.  Eventually he  would take off the days she was in the clinic, but for the first few weeks they  worked alongside one another to acclimate Josie to the way Dr. Martin ran his  clinic and to give the townspeople time to adjust to the idea of a woman  doctor.  It was not easy; Josie quickly  grew accustomed to the looks of sheer disbelief and often disdain on the faces  of the patients, and she pretended not to hear the comments they made when they  thought she was out of earshot.
                “Ain’t natural.”
                “I don’t want no woman stitching me up!”
                “How can we even be sure she’s  really a doctor?”
                But after the first week few weeks,  when Josie was successfully riding alone to and from town, the comments began  to change, particularly among Dr. Martin’s female clientele.  After the first month, Dr. Martin began  taking his days off and leaving the clinic in Josie’s hands, and Josie found  herself nearly inundated with female patients who came to her with all sorts of  questions and complaints they had been too embarrassed to discuss with Dr.  Martin.  Josie was grateful for the extra  classes she had taken in obstetrics and gynecology, and she reviewed her  medical school textbooks frequently.   Poor Hoss had the embarrassment of his life one night when Josie was  reading one of her textbooks on the settee.   He glanced over her shoulder as he passed behind her on his way to the  stairs and saw a diagram of the female reproductive system.  Having no idea what he was looking at, he  asked Josie about it, and completely unabashed, she explained it to him  thoroughly in very straightforward, clinical terms.  Hoss flushed deep crimson from the top of his  head all the way to his toes while Ben, who was sitting nearby in his burgundy  armchair, choked on his brandy.  Little  Joe, who had been sitting on the settee next to Josie, scooted away to the far  side of the sofa as he attempted to pick his jaw up off the floor.  Adam burst out laughing.
                “Relax, gentlemen,” he said.  “It’s just science.”
                Adam never grew comfortable with  Josie riding to and from Virginia City alone – even if it was only two days a  week – but even he could not help but be pleased with how fulfilling the work  was for Josie.  Most days she came home  from the clinic smiling and excited.  She  was even taking a shine to The General, and she often slipped him an apple or a  lump of sugar in the mornings before they rode off together.  All of the Cartwright men were happy that  Josie had a distraction from the war news.
                The situation back east continued to  worsen.  Both Union and Confederate  forces had been slowly amassing outside the Union capital, the Confederates  even taking advantage of the rail lines that ran toward Washington in the  first-ever instance of troops being moved into position by train.  By mid-July, it was clear that the forces  would soon clash.  Most northerners,  however, remained optimistic that the Union army would crush the rebels in  their first battle, thus ending the war before it had a chance to really begin.
                That was not to be.
                When Josie rode into town by herself  for the first time on Tuesday, July 23, the town was abuzz with excited,  chattering people.  It reminded her  ominously of that terrible day in Philadelphia when she had learned war had  broken out, and rather than go directly to the clinic, she stopped first at the  telegraph office.  The news was as she  had feared.  The Union and Confederate  armies had struck each other only two days earlier in what was being called the  Battle of Bull Run.  More alarmingly, the  battle had taken place near Manassas Junction, Virginia, only twenty-five miles  from Washington, DC.  The initial reports  coming over the wire were sketchy, but the battle had been a clear Confederate  victory, and there was concern that the rebels would pursue the fleeing Union  army all the way back to Washington and take the capital.
                Josie felt dizzy, and she clutched  the telegraph office’s counter for support, ignoring a snide remark from one of  the townsmen about how perhaps she needed a doctor.  Her father was at that battle.  She knew her father was there.  He had joined the army forces in Washington,  and if there was a battle that close to the city, Jacob would have been part of  it.  She reminded herself that he would  not have been in the thick of the fighting, but this brought little  comfort.  Josie wished she had not been  so eager to start riding to town alone.   She would have given anything to have her uncle or one of her cousins  with her just then.  It was her sense of  duty that rescued her.  Dr. Martin was  waiting for her at the clinic, and she might have patients to attend to.  Josie took a deep breath, smoothed the front  of her skirt, and strode confidently out of the telegraph office and over to  the clinic.
                When Josie returned home that  evening, Adam and Ben were waiting for her on the porch.  Adam had wanted to ride out partway to meet  Josie on her first solo ride home, but Ben had stopped him, reminding his son  that even if Josie forgot the way, The General would always find his way home  to his stall and supper.  As soon as  Josie rode into sight, Adam could tell that something was wrong.  His heart leapt into his throat as he launched  out of his chair and bolted for his cousin.   She slid down off the horse, buried her face in his chest, and  sobbed.  Alarmed, Ben raced over to them. 
                “Josie!” Adam shouted, trying to pry  her arms off of him so he could look at her properly.  “Josie, what happened?!”  His heart was pounding furiously, and he  could not catch his breath.  Ben helped  pull Josie away from Adam, and the two men nearly knocked heads as they both  began checking her for injuries.  Hoss  and Little Joe had heard Adam shouting and came running out of the house, hands  on their revolvers.
                “Battle!” Josie finally managed to  bark out between sobs.  “Near  Washington!”  She dissolved into tears  once more.
                “Oh, thank God!” Adam  exclaimed.  Four sets of startled eyes  looked up at him in horror.  “I just mean  that Josie isn’t hurt,” he sputtered.  He  turned to his cousin.  “I thought you’d  been attacked.”
                Josie shook her head and hiccupped,  tears still streaming down her face.  Ben  knew they would get no more information out of her just then, so he put his arm  around her shoulders and led her to the house, beckoning to Little Joe to take  care of The General.  Ben’s stomach  churned as they crossed the porch and entered the house.  A battle near Washington.  Surely Jacob was there.  But was he safe?  The thought of his younger brother injured –  or worse – on a battlefield made him feel nearly frantic, but he knew he had to  keep his composure for Josie’s sake.  He  sat Josie down on the settee and gestured to Hoss to pour her some brandy.  Adam handed her a handkerchief, and Josie sat  for a few moments between her uncle and Adam as she dabbed her eyes and sipped  her brandy.
                “There now,” Ben said soothingly,  “tell us what happened.”
                Josie told them what little she  knew.  There had been a battle on July 21  only twenty-five miles from Washington, and the Confederates had won  handily.  Now there was concern that the  rebels would seize Washington.
                “That’s all I know,” she said, her  voice steadier.  “There wasn’t any news  yet about…” she took a shuddering breath, “about casualties.”  She took the last gulp of her brandy, and  Hoss rose to pour her another.  He  brought it back along with brandies for himself, Ben, and Adam.
                Adam caught both her eye and his  father’s.  “He’s all right, you know,” he  assured them both.  “If the fighting was  that close to Washington, I bet Uncle Jacob didn’t even go all the way out to  the battlefield.  He’s probably fixing up  soldiers in his own clinic right now, as we speak.”  Ben and Josie nodded in agreement.  Neither of them truly believed Adam’s words,  but they desperately wanted to.  In  unison, all four Cartwrights lifted their brandies and drained them in a single  draft.
                As it turned out, Adam was nearly  right.  They agreed to wait until Josie  returned to the clinic that Friday to try to get more news about the battle;  any word earlier than that would most likely be unreliable.  The suspense was terrible.  Late Thursday afternoon, however, they got  some relief.  Just as the Cartwright men  were returning to the house after their day’s work, Simon Croft came galloping  into the front yard.
                “Mr. Cartwright!” he called as he  swung off his palomino mare.  “Mr.  Cartwright!”
                Ben hustled over to the young  man.  “Simon!” he said.  “What’s wrong?  Is there trouble over at the Lucky  Star?”  He and Simon’s father, Peter, had  helped each other often over the years with everything from digging wells to  chasing off cattle rustlers, and the thought of any harm coming to the Crofts  or their ranch was appalling to Ben.
                “Oh, no, sir,” Simon said.  “I was just in town, and Morris asked if I  was coming back this way.  He had a  telegram for you.  Said it seemed  important.”  Simon thrust a small  rectangle of blue paper toward Ben.
                Ben took the telegram from Simon and  read it.  He nearly melted on the spot  and grabbed Hoss’s shoulder for support as he handed the telegram to Adam.
                Adam read the telegram aloud.  “I am safe STOP Tending to soldiers STOP  Rebels not in Washington STOP Love Jacob.”   He grinned.  “I have to take this  inside to Josie!”  Adam took two steps  toward the house, then stopped.  He  turned back to Simon.  “Simon,” he began,  “thank you for bringing this out here.   You have no idea what a relief this is to our family.”  He extended his hand to the younger man.
                Simon was surprised.  While Little Joe and Hoss had been his  friends for years, Adam had always acted aloof toward him.  But not wanting to look a gift horse in the  mouth, Simon shook Adam’s proffered hand.   He wanted to see Josie, but it did not feel like an appropriate time, so  Simon bid the family farewell, swung back onto his palomino, and set off for  home.
                Josie dissolved into tears once more  when Adam handed her the telegram, but this time they were tears of  relief.  Adam poured her another brandy.
                “You know,” Josie sniffled, holding  up her brandy, “this stuff is terrible.”
                Adam smiled.  “Now you know how I feel about tea,” he said  and patted her on the head.
                The whole family rode into town  together the following day in hopes of getting the full story of the Battle of  Bull Run.  The casualty list was now  available, but fortunately, they did not need to check it for familiar  names.  There were nearly 5,000  casualties – mostly wounded – on the two sides, with the Union suffering  two-thirds of the losses.  It was the  bloodiest single day in American history to that point.
                “A waste,” Ben said grimly, shaking  his head over the 600 men on each side who had been killed or mortally  wounded.  “Every single one of them a  waste.”
                Fortunately, the Confederate Army  had been too disorganized to pursue the fleeing Union soldiers, and Washington,  DC, was safe, at least for now.   President Lincoln soon called for another 500,000 recruits and began  enhancing the fortifications around the capital.  By the end of the war, Washington, DC, would  be the most heavily fortified city in the world.
                Though it was now apparent that the  war would certainly not be decided in ninety days, it was also clear that both  sides needed time to regroup, and there would be no more major battles the remainder  of the year.  For now, at least, Dr.  Jacob Cartwright would remain in Washington.   Josie set off for the clinic that morning relieved, if not entirely  happy.
                Adam was dismayed to learn that the  war would continue indefinitely, but at the same time, it meant that Josie  would stay on the Ponderosa a bit longer.   Despite the sadness of the whole situation, he could not help but  smile.  Josie would be with them for  Christmas.
  
            Ben, Hoss, Little Joe, Hop Sing, and  ten ranch hands set off on the cattle drive to San Francisco at the beginning  of August, leaving Adam in charge of the Ponderosa.  Without the assistance of his father and  brothers, Adam had to work longer hours, and on the days she was not in the clinic,  Josie often accompanied him as he rode around the ranch tending to their  remaining cattle.  She did not much care  for these long rides, but focusing on sticking in her saddle helped keep her  mind off the war.  Had it been anyone  else, Adam would have been annoyed to have a beginner rider slowing him down,  but his characteristically short patience was greatly extended where Josie was  concerned.  Besides, Adam decided, the  riding practice was good for her.  They  took turns cooking supper in the evenings, and spent the short hours before bed  much as they had their evenings on their journey to Nevada – reading or playing  chess.  Josie preferred the faster pace  of checkers, but Adam was so thrilled to finally have a chess opponent worthy  of him that Josie indulged him.  
                It was during this time that Josie  got her first patient at the ranch.  One  evening in mid-August, just as Josie and Adam were finishing washing the supper  dishes – throwing nearly as much water on each other as they did on the dishes  – they heard a wagon come tearing into the front yard.  Adam rushed to the door and opened it a  crack, one hand on his revolver that sat on the sideboard next to the  door.  He dropped his hand and opened the  door a bit wider as he thought he recognized the driver of the wagon.
                “Ross?” Adam called.  “That you?”
                “Yeah!” Ross Marquette, Adam’s best  friend since childhood, called back.
                Adam rushed out the door to the  wagon as Ross reined the horses to a stop.   If Ross was racing into the Ponderosa’s front yard after dark, something  bad must have happened.  Adam soon  spotted what it was.  Ross’s wife,  Delphine, was hunched over in the seat next to Ross and was clutching her left  forearm.  Even in the weak moonlight,  Adam could see she was white as ghost.   He hollered for Josie, who came sprinting out of the house.  She took one look at Delphine’s pale  countenance and ordered the men to bring her inside.
                “What happened?” she asked as Ross  carried his wife across the porch.
                “She tripped over some lumber I had  left in the yard and landed on her arm,” Ross said.  “I hadn’t warned her it was there, and she  couldn’t see it in the dark.  I can’t  believe I was so stupid!” 
                “It’s ok, Ross,” Delphine said  weakly.  “It was an accident.”  Ross grunted but did not agree.  Adam knew his friend would beat himself up  for this for weeks.
                Josie directed Ross to lay Delphine  down on the settee.  The poor woman was  so wan Josie was afraid she would faint if she had to sit up again.  Josie knelt next to her patient and spoke in  soothing tones.
                “Hi, Delphine, I’m Josie,” she  said.  “Don’t worry, I’m going to get you  all patched up.”
                Delphine smiled weakly.  “Adam’s told us a lot about you,” she  whispered.
                “Uh oh,” Josie said, eliciting a  shaky laugh from Delphine.  “Now, let me  see your arm.”  Delphine hesitated, but  extended her left arm, resting it in Josie’s waiting hand.  Josie gently ran a hand down the woman’s  forearm, pausing when she reached the swollen wrist.  Delphine gasped in pain, and Ross grabbed her  good hand.
                “I’m afraid it’s broken,” Josie  said.  “I’m going to have to set it.  Adam, would you please get my medical bag, a  couple splints, and some bandages from my room?   They’re all on that second bookshelf nearest my bed.”  Adam raced upstairs and soon returned with  the requested items.  Josie unlatched the  bag and removed a brown-glass bottle and a rag.
                “Delphine,” she said, as she soaked  the rag with the pungent liquid from the bottle, “I’m going to give you some  chloroform.  It will put you to sleep so  you don’t feel me setting the bone.”
                Delphine nodded bravely, and Josie  placed the sodden rag over Delphine’s nose and mouth.  “Just breathe normally,” she instructed.  Delphine was soon asleep.  “Adam,” Josie said, gesturing to the rag with  her free hand, “hold this in place.  If  her breathing gets shallow, remove it for a few moments, then replace it.”  
    Adam did as instructed, but  wished mightily that Hoss were there to relieve him of this  responsibility.  Hoss had always been the  family healer and would have known instinctively what to do.  Even Little Joe would have been a welcome  presence.  He could have cracked a joke  to distract Ross, who was sweating profusely as he stood behind the settee,  holding fast to his wife’s hand.
                Josie checked once more to make sure  Delphine was unconscious, then she took firm hold of the bottom of the woman’s  hand in her own left hand and gripped closer to the elbow, below the fracture  site, with her right.  She took a deep  breath and pulled Delphine’s hand away from the elbow, carefully realigning the  bones.  There was a sickening grinding  sound as the two pieces of bone settled back into place against one another,  and Adam cringed.  Josie ran her hands  over the wrist to ensure it was properly realigned and reached for a  splint.  
                As Josie aligned the first splint,  she and Adam heard a faint “Uhhhh.”  They  looked up just in time to see Ross swoon.
                “Ross!” Adam cried.  He let go of the chloroform rag and leapt  around the corner of the settee to catch his friend before he struck his head  on the floor.  He caught Ross under the  arms and gently laid him down on the floor.   Adam looked helplessly from his friend to his cousin.
                “Is he breathing normally?” Josie  asked.
                Adam checked.  “Yes,” he said.  
                “All right,” Josie replied nonchalantly.  “Just leave him there.”  The rag had slid off Delphine’s face, and she  was beginning to stir.  Josie did not  want her to wake up yet, so with one last forlorn look at his friend, Adam  returned to Delphine and reapplied the chloroform.  Josie finished splinting Delphine’s arm and  used a couple of the bandages to wrap the splints firmly in place. 
                “There!” Josie said as she  finished.  “When she wakes up, we’ll  fashion a sling for her.”  She pulled  another small bottle of liquid out of her medical bag along with a  syringe.  She looked over her patient  carefully, trying to determine her approximate weight, and filled the syringe  partway with the liquid.  She deftly  injected it into Delphine’s good arm.
                “What’s that?” Adam asked.
                “Morphine,” Josie replied.  “For the pain.  Go ahead and remove the chloroform.  Let her wake up.”  Adam pulled the rag away as Josie put her  supplies back in her medical bag.  “You  did very well,” Josie complimented him.   “Better than Ross did.”  They both  glanced over the settee at the still-prone form of Ross Marquette.
                “He always did have a weak stomach,”  Adam commented.
                Josie dug a small bottle of smelling  salts out of her bag, unplugged it, and jammed it under Ross’s nose.  The slim man jerked awake.
                “Dell?” he asked.
                Josie smiled.  “She’s fine,” she said.  “She’ll be coming around any second now.  I set the bone and gave her a painkiller.”
                Ross grinned at her.  “Thank you,” he said as he pulled himself  up.  He grasped Josie’s hand in both of  his.  “Really,” he said, “thank you.”
                “You’re quite welcome,” Josie  replied.  “I think you should spend the  night here.  Delphine isn’t going to feel  like making the ride home tonight.”
                Ross agreed, and Adam ran off to  check that the guest room off the dining room was made up.  As he fluffed the pillows, he felt a surge of  pride in his little cousin.  He marveled  at how she had stayed so calm throughout the procedure, even when Ross fainted.  She had not hesitated once.  He could not have been more proud had Josie  actually been his sister.
                In the great room, Delphine was  coming around, and her good hand reached for her husband.
                “How you feeling, Dell?” Ross asked  tentatively.
                “Silly,” Delphine replied with a  giggle.
                Ross looked questioningly at Josie.
                “It’s the morphine,” she  explained.  “It’s a bit inebriating.  She may have some interesting dreams  tonight.”  She paused, wondering how to phrase  her next question.  “I have to ask,  though,” she said at last.  “What brought  you here?  Why didn’t you ride into town  for Dr. Martin?”
                “Adam and I have been friends for  over fifteen years,” Ross replied.  “I  trust him with my life, and I know he trusts you with his.  That’s good enough for me.”
                Josie beamed.
                “Besides,” Ross added, “the  Ponderosa is closer to my ranch than town is.”   He grinned good-naturedly at Josie, who laughed.  She could see why Adam liked Ross.  He had a good sense of humor and a kind smile  that made you forgive whatever friendly taunt he threw your way.
                “What do I owe you for this?” Ross  asked.
                “Doesn’t feel right to charge Adam’s  best friend,” Josie said.  “You just tell  everyone in town what a good job I did fixing up Delphine, and we’ll call it  even.”
                Ross grinned again, flashing a  perfect set of straight teeth.  “You got  it,” he said, shaking Josie’s hand.
                Adam returned then, bearing a bit of  an old sheet.  “I thought we could use  this as a sling,” he said. 
                “Perfect!” Josie replied.  Ross helped Delphine carefully into a sitting  position, and Josie tied the sling around her neck and guided her injured wrist  gently into it.  “How does that feel?”  Josie asked.
                Delphine giggled goofily again.  “I don’t feel a thing!” she said in  amazement.
                Ross shook his head and helped  Delphine stand up.  He guided her slowly  into the guest room and lowered her gently onto the bed, where she promptly  fell back asleep.  Ross moseyed into the  kitchen, where Adam and Josie had returned to finish washing the dishes.
                “If she wakes in pain tonight,  please come get me,” Josie told him.  “I  can give her a little more morphine if she needs it, and tomorrow I’ll send you  home with a few opium pills.  She should  only need them for a day or two.”  
                Ross thanked her again and then  helped them finish up the dishes.  He had  spent enough time at the Ponderosa over the years that he knew the house as  well as any of the Cartwrights did.  Once  the dishes were put away, he returned to the guest room to sit with his  wife.  Adam and Josie returned to the  great room and flopped onto the settee.
                “Good work, Dr. Cartwright,” Adam  said, ruffling Josie’s hair, which was coming loose from its braid.  
                “Thank you!” Josie replied.  “I just hope Delphine sleeps all right  tonight.”
                “She should,” Adam said.  “Ross would never dream of disturbing you,  but if Delphine is bad off, he won’t hesitate to wake me, and I’ll come get  you.”
                This was good enough for Josie, and  she got up and walked over to the small table near the fireplace where the  Cartwrights kept the chessboard on permanent display.
                “How about a game?” she asked.  
            Delphine slept well that night, and  Josie sent her home the next morning with a small packet of opium pills and  instructions to return in a week so she could see how her wrist was  healing.  True to his word, Ross told  everyone who asked that Dr. Cartwright out on the Ponderosa had fixed up  Delphine, and Josie began receiving the occasional patient out on the  ranch.  Since most of the men were away  on the cattle drive, Josie utilized the bunkhouse most of the time she needed  to see a patient, but she knew this was only a temporary arrangement.  Eventually she would need a small clinic on  the ranch if she were going to continue seeing patients there.
                Toward the end of August, Josie came  home from town one afternoon with a telegram from Ben saying that they were on  their way home.
                “That’s strange,” Adam said after he  read the short note.  “Pa told me they  were going to take a few days off to enjoy San Francisco.  I guess he changed his mind.”  He was mildly disappointed.  It had been nice to have a quiet house the  past few weeks.
                Four days later, Ben, Hoss, and  Little Joe trotted into the front yard, followed closely by Hop Sing in the  chuck wagon.  Adam and Josie stepped  outside to greet them, and Josie thought she detected fading bruises on each of  their faces.
                “What in the world?” she muttered. 
                Adam noticed it, too, but the testy  look on his father’s face told him not to mention it.  Adam plastered on a smile and ambled over to  take Cochise’s reins from Little Joe as the young man slid off the pinto.  Adam thought he would do his exhausted baby  brother a kind turn and groom his horse for him.
                “How was San Francisco?” he asked  Little Joe pleasantly. 
                Joe wheeled around, nostrils flaring  in rage, and decked Adam right in the face.   Completely unprepared for the blow, Adam went down hard, landing on his  back in the dirt.
                “Adam!” Josie squeaked.  She ran over to him, pulling a handkerchief  out of her pocket as she went.  She knelt  next to the dazed Adam as he sat up, blood pouring from his nose.  “I don’t think it’s broken,” Josie said,  inspecting Little Joe’s handiwork, “but you’re going to bleed for a while.  Here.”   She handed him the handkerchief, which he pressed gingerly to his  face.  
                Satisfied that Adam had not suffered  irreparable damage, Josie leapt to her feet and stormed up to Little Joe.  She shoved her face directly into his and saw  that he was, in fact, sporting a fading black eye.  Josie had half a mind to blacken the other  one for him.
                “What was that for?” she hollered,  her fists clenched at her sides.
                Little Joe was nonplussed.  He had assumed Adam would hit him back, so  this was an eventuality for which he was entirely unprepared.  He sputtered for a moment, then spit out, “Look,  just don’t ask about San Francisco, all right?”
                Josie turned to Ben.  “Later,” Ben said, sliding off Buck and  leading the tired animal into the barn.   He made no comment regarding Little Joe’s unprovoked attack on Adam,  which struck Josie as odd.  Ben never  tolerated scuffles between his sons.  It  was as if he were too worn out to care.
                Hoss leaned in to his cousin, and  Josie spotted a days-old bruise on his face, too.  “I’ll tell ya later,” Hoss whispered and  followed Ben to the barn.
                Josie turned back to Adam, who was  still sitting in the dirt and holding Josie’s handkerchief to his nose.
                “Did it stop?” he asked stuffily,  removing the handkerchief so Josie could see his face.
                “Looks like it,” she replied.  “Go wash your face.”  She took the sodden cloth from Adam and  sighed as she realized he had just bled through another of her  handkerchiefs.  
    “Oooohhhh, I’m gonna get that  little pup,” Adam said bitterly as he stood.
    Josie started to follow Adam into  the house, but then she thought twice about, walked back over to Little Joe, and  kicked him swiftly in the shin.  She  smiled in satisfaction as he began hopping up and down on the opposite foot,  clutching his injured shin.
                Little Joe gave Adam and Josie a  wide berth the rest of the evening.   After a subdued supper, Ben went upstairs for a bath, and Little Joe  went out to the barn to check on Cochise, leaving Hoss alone in the great room  with Adam and Josie.
                “So,” Josie said, sitting down on  the settee next to Hoss, “what happened?”
                Hoss sighed heavily.
                “I sense a sad tale is about to  begin,” Adam quipped.
                Hoss sighed again and launched into  his story.  “Well,” he said, “things were  going ok until Pa got shanghaied.”
                “What?!” Josie exclaimed, not sure  whether to be horrified or entertained.
                Adam shushed her.  “Maybe you better start at the beginning,” he  suggested.
                Hoss did.  His story was a bit rambling and confusing at  parts, but Adam and Josie were able to determine that two of their ranch hands  were shanghaied, and when the police refused to help, Ben, Hoss, Little Joe,  and Hop Sing tried to find the men themselves.   In the course of their search, Ben fell into a trap in a saloon on the  Barbary Coast and was shanghaied himself.   Hoss soon fell into the same trap when he went looking for Ben, but  Hoss, taking advantage of his size, managed to wrest some answers out of the  men who grabbed at him.  Adam and Josie  lost the main thread of the story right about there, but it seemed that  eventually Hoss, Little Joe, and Hop Sing located Ben aboard a ship down at the  dock and got into a huge fight while rescuing him.
                “That explains the bruises,” Josie  said as Hoss wrapped up his saga.
                Adam shook his head.  He had never been so glad to have missed a  cattle drive.
 
            Ben, Hoss, Little Joe, and Hop Sing  recovered quickly from their ordeal in San Francisco, and within a few days,  the family regained their usual camaraderie, though Little Joe did crawl into  bed one night to find his sheets full of poison oak.  The young man scratched for the next week and  ran through Josie’s entire supply of calamine lotion.  Adam feigned ignorance, but one morning at  breakfast, Josie glimpsed a small spot of red rash on his wrist.
                “You should have worn longer  gloves,” she whispered to him.
                Adam pulled the cuff of his sleeve  down over the spot.  “I’m sure I don’t  know what you’re talking about,” he said indignantly, but Josie noticed the  small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
                August faded into September, and the  Cartwright men began prepping the ranch for winter.  On the days Josie was not in the clinic, “her  boys,” as she had begun referring collectively to Adam, Hoss, and Little Joe,  enjoyed taking her with them on their rounds of the ranch.  She proved quite adept at spotting cracks and  drafts in the line shacks.  One afternoon  while she was out with Joe, the cousins spotted a huge fourteen-point  buck.  In perfect unison, they pulled  their rifles from their scabbards, took aim, and fired.  The deer collapsed, and Little Joe and Josie  exchanged grins, each believing they had been the one to bring the animal  down.  Upon inspection of the animal,  they discovered two neat bullet holes, side by side, right through the buck’s  heart.
                “Now that’s what I call teamwork,”  Little Joe said proudly, nudging Josie in the ribs with his elbow.
                Adam learned to worry less about  Josie riding alone to and from town, but he was always relieved to see her ride  into the front yard at the end of the day.   Josie was a little annoyed that Adam still waited for her on the porch,  but his overprotectiveness was sweet in a way, and she always greeted him with  a big smile.  One Tuesday evening in  mid-September, however, Adam did not get his smile from Josie.  His brow wrinkled in concern.
                “Everything ok?” he asked as Josie  dismounted.  He no longer panicked so  easily, but he was unsettled every time Josie looked unhappy.
                “Sure,” Josie said.  She gave him a quick hug and started to lead  The General to the barn.  Adam grabbed  the reins from her.
                “I’ve got him,” he said.  “You go inside and wash up.  Hop Sing’s cooking up the last of that deer  you and Joe brought in.”
                “Thanks,” Josie replied.          
                Adam watched her trudge slowly  toward the house, her long, dark braid coming loose, and the weight of the  world seeming to rest heavily on her shoulders.   She suddenly seemed so small, and Adam wanted nothing more than to fix  whatever was bothering her.  
                Josie was the last to arrive at the  supper table that evening, and before she sat down, she handed Ben a letter.
                “This came for you,” she said.
                Ben tore open the envelope and extracted  the letter.  “It’s from your father!” he  exclaimed happily.  He skimmed the  letter.  “It says he’s doing well and  expects to be in Washington until after the first of the year,” he  announced.  His brow wrinkled.  “Josie, he says to ask if you need any help  with your bank draft.  Did you need to  send money to someone?”
                “No,” Josie said quietly.  “Papa wrote me, too.  He sent a deposit to the Virginia City bank  for me.”
                “That was nice of him!” Little Joe  said.  “I wish my father would send money  my way once in a while.”
                Ben glared at him.  “You work for it, same as everyone else,” he  told his youngest.  “What my brother does  with his money is his business.”
                “It’s for my birthday,” Josie  mumbled into her mashed potatoes.  
                Adam slapped his forehead.  Of course!   Josie’s birthday was on the twenty-third, less than a week away.  And this would be her first birthday without  her parents.  Even when Josie was away at  school, Adam knew Jacob and Hannah had traveled up to see her on her  birthday.  In his own excitement over  having Josie at the Ponderosa, Adam had not considered that she might be  homesick.  Josie was fitting into their  lives perfectly, but of course she would miss her parents.  Adam remembered that feeling well.  When he went away to college, he had  immediately fallen in love with Harvard and made lifelong friends, but he had  still missed his father and brothers, especially around the holidays and his  birthday.  He should have realized Josie  would be no different, particularly when one considered her precarious social  standing in Virginia City.  More and more  people in the area were accepting her as a doctor, but it was difficult for her  to meet other young people her age.  She  spoke to Sally Cass occasionally when she was in town and Simon whenever he  came by the ranch, but she had no close friends.  Adam decided to do something about that.
                After supper, Josie excused herself  to her bedroom, saying she was tired and was going to bed early.  Ben, Hoss, and Little Joe watched anxiously  as she disappeared up the stairs.  Adam,  on the other hand, saw this as a brilliant stroke of luck.  As soon as he heard Josie’s bedroom door  close, he gathered his father and brothers and told them what he guessed was  bothering Josie.
                “Oh, goodness,” Ben said, sitting  down in his armchair.  “I completely  forgot her birthday was coming up.  Of  course she’s homesick.”
                “What can we do?” Hoss asked, his  bushy brow furrowed in concern.
                “I think we need to have a birthday  party,” Adam said.  “A surprise one.”
                “That’s a good idea, son,” Ben  said.  “Her birthday is next Monday, so  let’s have a party here on Saturday evening.”
                “We should invite all the people we  know who are around her age,” Adam said.   “Help her make some friends.”
                “Sally Cass,” Hoss said.
                “Reverend Lovejoy’s daughter,  Patience,” Ben suggested.
                “I can ride out to the Lucky Star  tomorrow and invite Simon and his little sister, Rebecca,” Little Joe offered.
                Adam considered this for a  moment.  “No,” he said at last.  “Hoss can ride out to the Lucky Star.  I want you to go into town tomorrow and hand  out the invitations to anyone you think should be invited, especially young  ladies.”  
                Little Joe grinned.  He liked the sound of this job.  “What invitations, Adam?” he asked.
                “The ones we’re going to write up  tonight.”  Adam crossed the room to his  father’s desk, where he took out a stack of blank paper, four pens, and two ink  wells.  He carried all these to the  dining room table and set them down.   “Shall we, gentlemen?” he asked.
                The Cartwright men spent the rest of  the evening writing out several dozen invitations.  Not wanting Josie to catch them, they jumped  every time they heard a creak from upstairs.   By bedtime, everyone’s hands were cramped and stained with ink, but they  had a neat stack of invitations, and they toasted their cleverness with shots  of brandy.
                It was hard keeping their secret  from Josie the rest of the week.  They  all hated to see her miserable, and they were grateful when Friday rolled  around and she spent the day at the clinic.  Hop Sing spent that day making the biggest  cake he had ever baked, and Ben got two entire pigs cooking slowly in the  smokehouse.  The response to the  invitations had been overwhelmingly positive, and the Cartwrights were  expecting nearly fifty people the following evening.  At Hoss’s insistence, they had even enlisted  a few musicians from town to provide music.  
                “Josie loves dancin’,” he pointed  out.
                At breakfast Saturday morning,  Little Joe asked Josie if she wanted to go fishing down at the lake.  She raised one eyebrow at him suspiciously.
                “You promise not to climb any  trees?” she asked.
                “Promise.”
                “All right,” Josie agreed.
                Ben and his sons let out a  collective sigh of relief.  They needed  to get Josie out of the house so they could prepare for the party, and they did  not have a backup plan if she had not agreed to go with Joe.  Josie looked at them quizzically but did not  feel like inquiring.  She had not felt  like doing much of anything the past week, and she only agreed to go with  Little Joe because she knew it was just a matter of time before Adam or Ben  started lecturing her about getting out of the house for something other than  work.
                As soon as Josie and Little Joe  trotted out of sight, Ben, Adam, Hoss, and Hop Sing sprang into action.  Rather, Ben, Hoss, and Hop Sing sprang into  action while Adam gave orders about placing the decorations just so and making  sure the house was spotless.  The guests  had been instructed to arrive around four o’clock – a little early for an  evening party, but there had been uncertainty about how long Little Joe could  keep Josie interested in fishing, so they decided that earlier was better.  
                By five o’clock, the front yard was  packed with the Cartwrights’ friends and neighbors.  Adam and Hoss looked around approvingly at  the dozen and a half young ladies in attendance.
                “Sending Little Joe around with the  invitations was a good idea,” Hoss complimented his older brother.
                “I had a feeling we’d get a good  turnout if Casanova invited them,” Adam said, smiling at his own cleverness.
                A few moments later, Josie and  Little Joe rode into the front yard, a long string of fish hanging from the  side of Little Joe’s saddle.    Both of  them were wet and muddy, as if they had been trying to throw each other in the  lake, which, Adam surmised, they probably had been.  Adam watched as Josie stared at the crowd and  decorations in astonishment, her mouth hanging open.  As she slid down from her saddle, everyone  yelled “SURPRISE!”
                Adam went over to her.  “Happy birthday!” he exclaimed,  grinning.  Much to his surprise and  dismay, Josie burst into tears and buried her face in his shirt.  His arms automatically wrapped around her as  he looked over her hat at Little Joe.   Joe met his brother’s bewildered gaze and shrugged his shoulders.  This was certainly not the reaction any of  them had been expecting or hoping for.
                Adam pulled Josie back a little ways  so he could look at her.  “Josie, what’s  wrong?” he asked as Ben jogged over to join them.
                “You threw me a nice party, and look  at me!” Josie wailed.  “I’m a mess, and I  smell like dead trout!”  She plunged her  face into Adam’s shirtfront once more.
                “Oh, we didn’t think of that,” he  said and looked helplessly at his father.
                “Hey, Josie,” Ben said, “don’t you  worry about a thing.  You just go  upstairs and get cleaned up.  We’ll keep  the party going for you.”
                Josie nodded as well as she could  with her face pressed into Adam’s chest.   She took a deep breath and stepped back.   “I’m sorry,” she said, wiping her eyes.   “I really am happy about the party.   I’m just-“
                “Surprised?” Adam finished for her.
                Josie smiled feebly at him.  “Yeah,” she said.
                 Adam smiled back down at her.  “Go on,” he said, nudging her toward the  house.  “Get cleaned up.”
                Josie scampered into the house,  waving shyly at the guests as she went.   Ben turned to the crowd and announced, “The birthday girl will be back  in a bit.  I suppose we should have  picked a cleaner activity to keep her occupied this afternoon.”  The guests laughed and returned to  socializing.
                When Josie reemerged forty minutes  later, she was all smiles.  She had  bathed quickly and put on a dress of green-sprigged calico that complemented  her hazel eyes beautifully.  Hopeless  with styling her own hair, she had pulled it up into a braided bun, leaving  down a few wisps of black hair to frame her face.  All eyes turned to gaze at her as she stepped  onto the porch.
                “You know something, Pa?” Little Joe  said as the Cartwright men admired her.   “We’ve got ourselves the prettiest little gal in Nevada.”
                “We sure do,” Ben agreed.  
                “That’s because she takes after the  Stoddard side,” Adam said smugly.  Ben  sniggered and Hoss and Little Joe stuck out their tongues at their older  brother, but Adam paid them no attention.   He was already striding toward Josie.   He took her arm and introduced her as the guest of honor.  Josie blushed while everyone applauded.  Adam then handed Josie off to Sally Cass with  a quiet suggestion that she introduce her to some of the other young  ladies.  
                “With pleasure!” Sally said.  “Come on, Josie, I’ll introduce you to  Patience Lovejoy.”  Adam smiled as he  watched Sally and Josie flit arm-in-arm through the crowd.
                Despite its rough beginnings, the  party was a resounding success.  Before  Ben had even produced the barbecued pork, Josie found herself surrounded by a  gaggle of girls her own age who were all fascinated by her medical degree.
                “Did you really set Delphine  Marquette’s wrist?” Patience Lovejoy, the reverend’s daughter, asked in awe.
                “Yes,” Josie replied, and the young  ladies gasped.  Josie giggled.  “It wasn’t hard,” she said, “though it would  have been easier if Ross hadn’t passed out on the floor.”  The young ladies burst into peals of  laughter.  
                “It must be hard, for you, living  out here with all these men, and no other women for miles,” a girl named  Margaret Crawford opined.
                Just then, one of the Cartwrights’  new ranch hands, a handsome young man named Jimmy, walked by and tipped his hat  to the ladies.  Six sets of eyes,  including Josie’s, followed him as he passed.
                “Oh, it’s not as bad as all that,”  Josie said distractedly, eliciting another gale of giggles from her new  friends.
                After everyone had eaten their fill  of pork, beans, and biscuits, Hop Sing proudly carried out the enormous cake he  had made.  The cook had spent most of the  afternoon getting the icing just right, and everyone complimented him on his  handiwork.  The cake would not fit in the  oven in its entirety, and Adam was impressed with the way Hop Sing had baked it  in sections and then fitted them together.   He thought Hop Sing would have made a fair architect.  A thick layer of white frosting over the  entire confection hid the seams, and on top, Hop Sing had carefully written  “Happy Birthday Josie” in red icing.   Josie cut the first slice of cake and then handed the job off to Hop  Sing so she could get back to her friends.  
                Ben instructed the musicians to  start playing as everyone finished their cake, and for the next two hours, the  partygoers danced.  Josie, Sally,  Margaret, and Patience partnered up with one another for the Virginia Reel and  shrieked with laughter as they tripped over each other’s feet and landed in a  big, giggling pile.  Adam’s heart soared  as he watched Josie cut loose with her new friends.  Ben watched the interaction, too, and clapped  Adam on the back.
                “Good job with the party, son,” he  said.  “I haven’t seen Josie this happy  since before Bull Run.” 
                “Me either,” Adam said.  “I know she’s been happy here, but I think  these friends are exactly what she needed.”  
                As Adam had expected, Simon Croft  did invite Josie to dance, but Adam was pleased to see the young man did not  monopolize her time.  Simon understood  that as the guest of honor Josie needed to circulate among her guests, and he gave  her all the time and space she needed to meet everyone.  By the end of the evening, Josie had danced  with Ben, all three of her cousins, Simon, Dr. Martin, Sheriff Coffee, Ross  Marquette, Joe’s friend Mitch, and the banker’s son, Thomas.  Simon had to act quickly to get a second  round of dancing with Josie toward the end of the evening.  They danced to two songs before they heard  the musicians announce their final number of the evening.  Simon was not surprised to feel a tap on his  shoulder, and he turned to face the smiling countenance of Adam  Cartwright.  No words were needed this  time.  Simon graciously stepped aside so  Adam could dance with Josie.  The cousins  swept around to the waltz Adam had requested.   As the song ended, Josie hugged him tightly.
                “Thank you for my party,” she said,  beaming at him.  “It was wonderful.”
                “Happy to do it,” Adam replied with  a grin.
            
It was nearly midnight when they finished bidding farewell to the last of their guests. A few of the ranch hands, Jimmy included, stayed up to help the Cartwrights clear away the tables and the leftover food. It was nearly two a.m. before anyone got to bed, and they were all relieved when Ben announced that everyone should sleep in the next morning. Josie cheered and kissed her uncle and cousins goodnight before skipping upstairs to her bedroom. Adam collapsed into bed that night exhausted but overjoyed that Josie’s birthday had been such a big success. He fell asleep with a smile still flitting about his lips